#mostly a vent

[girldixieflatline]

u think its hot when girls are sleep deprived right? when her intervies gets cancelled and shes just got leftover stress so i've she's just slept in til almost noon. this is hot when girls do it, right?

[maimonideznuts]

In the west the Palestinian flag really has been used just like the Confederate flag. Used almost exclusively to symbolise hatred and as a symbol to each other of being united on that point, in this case hatred of Jews.

Where it differs, is that it has subsumed and derailed any meaningful activism towards the establishment of a Palestinian state. Hatred of Jews and Israel made people useful idiots who bent over backwards to not only to act against their own best interests during a historic attack on American civil rights, but allow the reelection the fascists who were telling the world every day what they were going to do, and actually campaign against the alternative that was vocally in support of the two state solution and finding a diplomatic solution to returning the hostages and ending the war.

I've developed tinnitus from the incredible noise of the many thousands of oversized clown shoes.

[henchiewenchie]

I wish people understood that hyperfixations aren’t particularly fun. Like, yes, they’re a great source of dopamine but they’re also all consuming. It’s all you can think about and all you care about. When I’m hyperfixating, I’m almost constantly a little zoned out because I’m thinking about my hyperfixation and when I can indulge it next. It’s an an all encompassing thing and it’s draining.

[asxmox]

Friendly reminder that there’s no difference between men and women (other than what people identify as), kids aren’t sexy, nazis are bad, gender is fake, politics are faker, and hating people just because they’re “cringey” makes your life unnecessarily difficult. 

[aphobe-nonsense]

"stop saying that you knew DiP was a bad person all along, she manipulated and lied to all of us" yeah except for the bit where she wasn't at all shy about what a gross person she was. you saw her being awful and did NOTHING. when she harassed people to the point of deleting you did nothing. when people spoke out about being scared of her and were harassed into silence by her cronies, you did nothing. when actual trans women began to speak out against her lies, you continued to defend her and support her until the bitter end. don't come to me all upset cause she lied to you when you ignored her harassing us for months.

[strawbbykisses]

i really at this point want like nothing to do with fellow transmascs. the claim that it’s only a small part of trans men who are actually transmisogynistic is false. almost every one of my former friends who are transmasc have ended up being transmisogynistic and zionists. ive since blocked all of them but they all just spend their time reblogging zionist and transmisogynistic shit. on other sites besides tumblr all the trans guys ive met complain when women talk about misogyny at all.

ive had an argument with someone because they wanted people to say “fuck the patriarchy lol!” instead of “i hate all men” (two completely different statements imo but even then who upholds the fucking patriarchy???) ive seen someone i thought was a friend and supposed pro-palestine kid immediately shun and degrade me because i poked at his Zionist friend who made pager jokes and complained that protests were inconvenient for her. someone I thought was a good friend ended up posting that trans women were just stirring up infighting and doing “oppression olympics”

pretty much every trans guy i meet is a misogynist and or racist or terf etc. i see so many trans men post about trans unity but ive never once felt welcome in my community. trans men post about trans unity and stalk trans women to the point of suicide.

like i don’t even care anymore. there is no queer community and i want no part of the trans community and especially nothing to do with transmascs. im so tired of getting my transness stripped, tired of my so called “brothers” who do nothing but assault and harass every trans woman they come across, tired of being told that it’s just a small part of trans men online. like it’s just #notallmen shit again and im so tired of it

[hellfireandlove]

Just some thinking.

[marbletones]

Sometimes I wish I could ask why

"do you hate me because I am a mirror of the worst qualities you had to shove deep down?"

Does that mean I should too?

I hate that I tried so hard to keep everything together for myself

only to become overwhelmed and let go of the sponge I finished wringing out

And watch the suds and dirty dish water seep right back into it

I hate that you never called to be straight forward

Or when you did, I didn't even recognize what it was anymore, it has been so long

I'm so tired of feeling lost and uncertain in a world full of joy

Why do I get see so many beautiful connections happening in life?

When I am still here, alone.

I took on all the qualities the people I loved used to struggle with

And here I am, as it's apart of me

I just hope one day it doesn't have to be like that

Because I am so so tired

Of longing for a world of temptation, just out of reach

Like the biggest taboo would be my own happiness and comfort.