#mostly her

[maximura]

Man. Hyuna turned out to be such a disappointment. I was rooting for her for so many years because I do believe she is a great entertainer and brings a lot of charisma that many other idols don't have. And before people get all "Her fiancé's actions are not her fault."

No, they are not. But it does imply she is okay with it and doesn't consider it a deal breaker. I expect this kind of attitude though, considering the society around her. I think it's more disappointing as I've grown up in a western society where this kind of behaviour would be considered worse than they would be over there.

[just-another-nerd-blog]

Me? Sobbing in the bathroom because of one of Ben Platt’s songs? It’s more likely than you think.

[baby-we-are-fire-proof]

I think everyone dislikes Cheryl and/or is really uncomfortable with the Chiam dynamic. But Liam has always talked about Bear in a very loving manner while telling cute stories and anecdotes. This is in great contrast to Louis, who got uncomfortable whenever Freddie was mentioned and couldn't tell a normal story to save his life. Now, we either think that Liam is playing along so well to the point that he has authentic sounding details about smallest of things or he is a father.

I’ve run circles trying to figure out what I think is the truth about Bear. I don’t believe in any way that Liam is in a romantic relationship with Cheryl. That shit was obviously fake from the start, and that woman has as many gay rumors as Liam has, so I think we’ve got a lavender scenario here. Is Liam really the biological father of Bear? Maybe. Ask me again when we’ve seen pictures.

The whole thing is so obviously planned out though. Tabloid rumors of her pregnancy began before she would have even been pregnant in this scenario. Her disappearing and reappearing bump was played for attention, the seemingly official debut (Christmas charity walk) and then weeks without a confirmation was just weird. Their desire to maintain privacy is pushed through the press, yet he talks about the baby at length in every interview.

Liam’s dad stories are obviously so much better than Louis’. But they weren’t always this good; he’s gotten better as the press junkets continue. He likes telling stories that get a good reaction; he lives for the applause. I’m not a parent, but I’ve seen many of them question the legitimacy of Liam’s stories matching up to a person with an actual baby. I don’t know about that, but I do know that he hasn’t been able to spend that much time with Bear because apparently they planned to have a baby just as Liam’s promo was ramping up to drop his first solo single ever.

Is the official line that Bear was a happy accident? Because Cheryl, 33, twice divorced and telling interviewers she’d love to be a mom one day soon doesn’t seem like someone who accidentally got pregnant. And yet why would Liam plan a baby to coincide with his first ever solo launch at the age of 23? It doesn’t add up unless it’s some kind of behind the scenes contract.

I could write a book about how I think these negotiations came about, and maybe I’d be right, maybe not. Did he donate willingly to his lesbian friend, or was he blackmailed into this shit by Simon? I wish I could believe that there was some “end of babygate 2.0” storyline in the works, involving Chernobyl’s ex husband and paternity tests, but I don’t. Whatever his reasons, Liam has taken this on, and I think he’s always gonna be “Bear’s dad.”

But there is no way I’ll ever believe it’s not part of the stunt show.

[personal-venting-blog]

I forgot to tell you all about my comfort toy.

Don't have an official name yet, but it's either Lavender, Guinpen (which is what I used to call penguins when I was little), or just 'my penguin'.

(I gave her my favorite hat and bandana in the second picture, also don't mind my sleeping sister in the background of the first pic. I took both of these in separate days. First one today and second a couple days ago)

[gabbagulak-blog]

😘😘😘

[blxxdyskxll]

Pinkamena, a 35 year old woman, single mother, and extremely wealthy

“Listen, I’m an independent woman who doesn’t even need a man to support myself and my child!”

10 seconds later

“I’m a 35 year old woman who gets a little lonely sometimes and would very much appreciate a boyfriend.”

[to-a-merrier-world]

uuuuuuuuggggGGGGGHHHHHHHHH OK. SO.

I don’t really like to talk politics too much, besides the occasional reblog, cause, well, it depresses/makes me angry and tumblr is generally supposed to be a happy place for me. ANYWAY, that said, I cannot fucking stand Hillary Clinton. There, I said it. I think she’s corrupt, I think she’s a liar, and I honestly don’t know who would be worse, her or Trump, and it boils my fucking blood to know that one of them is likely the next president.

Like!! How have people forgotten so easily that Hillary may have (and who am I kidding, I TOTALLY THINK SHE DID) committed actual literal treason??? Like, she’s still under investigation?? What the actual fuck?? How is it even legal for her to run. Like, I do know how it’s legal, bUT STILL. Not to mention all the other bs she’s pulled. Like, I by no means thing Bernie is an angel and savior, I’ve got some issues with him, too, but I have waaaayyyy more with Hillary, and honestly, most of them are way higher on my political priority list anyways.

Anyway, even putting aside many of my political/ethical issues with Hillary, I hate?? her attitude?? Like, how she’s already announced herself presumptive (let me reiterate that for y’all. PRESUMPTIVE) democratic nominee. How she has been playing this game the whole time with a “mighter than thou” attitude, how she has been acting all “girl power” when she is literally the establishment and no woman any of the women I know in my life would want to be associated with. Like. Ugh. And like!!! It really irritates me cause it feels like I can’t voice any of this to any peers without being shouted down for being misogynistic when I really just don’t like her as a person?? Or politically. Like, sure, I’m probably being slightly influenced by some internalized misogyny, who knows, but I feel like my judgement is pretty solid in this case. 

anyways... i just wanted to rant somewhere, please just ignore me and my utter frustrations and despair over the direction this country is moving (and has been going, and pretty much this country in fucking general, goddamn the us is such shit i can’t even)