#mostly rp stuff

[sp1tballz]

no one will understand this and thats fine but just know I have a lot of deeply confusing headcanons in mind for Habit and non of them really mean anything except for bullshit

[meegiemeeg-blog]

Realizing why I've not visited RP blogs in awhile...

Meeg of all Cosmos: falling so far behind in rps/rp accounts that I don't even know why I should bother revisiting them now

Meeg of all Cosmos: people respond to each other so quickly, I get buried in no time at all

Meeg of all Cosmos: I can't keep up anymore

Meeg of all Cosmos: when people do want to rp with me, I have to take my time typing things out and making sure they sound nice, I can't just puke things up without at least taking some time to round my posts out, and the more things I involve myself with, the further behind I fall

Meeg of all Cosmos: people get angry or frustrated or bummed out that I'm not responding, I get stressed out and I just lose all drive to continue, then people wonder why I go quiet for so long

Meeg of all Cosmos: I know some [are okay with waiting], others are not

Meeg of all Cosmos: but I can't guarantee I'm able to continue things I start with people for this reason

Meeg of all Cosmos: the people that don't mind waiting get pushed to the side while the more demanding partners get more of my time, and it's just not fair

Meeg of all Cosmos: because even the demanding people are my friends, and I want to make them happy, but it kills all my drive and I end up unable to do anything

tldr; Meeg fails at RPing and doesn't know why anyone thinks getting involved in one with her is ever a good idea, and is also an enormous boob in general. All the regrets. All the shame. All the misplaced potential. Someone please kick her.

[archerofred]

dear followers,

sorry for all the things you lot don't care about

love, Kelsey

[danceofthesugarplumdoctor-b-blog]