My old music for an act I did with @greenmountaincabaret came on and it made me smile. I started planning it when I knew my breakup with my former life partner was imminent. That was an emo time. I'm super emo and feelsy anyways. So I did an act to the Smiths "Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me." I felt really unloved at the time by a person I had wanted to marry once. Anyways, looking back on that now i feel like it was a super self indulgent "woe is me/sad lonely girl" moment. I'm trying to get away from that because I know i'm stronger than that. I mean, I'm not, really, but who wants to see sad Steph? I like being happy steph. Or badass steph. Or creepy steph. Anyways, the song came on and reminded me of this. That costume was hella sexy and thats one of the pictures where i think i look amazing with pixie hair. Oh, and I dreamt about having amazing sex with an unrequited love last night and I'm super feelsy about it so here's this post. #gothprobs #mostlyblackeverything
