#moz rambles

[callmesweetheartifyoumeanit]

I wanna tell you all a story...

But I'm not sure if there's anyone left out there to listen

[callmesweetheartifyoumeanit]

I think a boy likes me...

And it sucks because I’m not 100% sure and I genuinely want to kiss him so badly that it physically hurts to be near him at this point. And I’m not willing to be honest or vulnerable enough to be like “hey, I like you and I think you like me, let’s do something about it.” But also...idk. He’s out of my league. Every boy is out of my league.

I’m just gonna crawl back into my hole now and pretend like I’m not desperate for love and affection and human contact.

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

[callmesweetheartifyoumeanit]

In other less self involved news...

I think I’m gonna try to write up something. I’ve been having a lot of Chris Evans and Sebastian Stan feels. May choose to dabble in that shit. Haven’t really written anything since before my mom died. She’d be really pissed about that tbh.

[callmesweetheartifyoumeanit]

I’m like...87% sure I’m bi.

This is a recent revelation and I’m still not 100%. But yeah...just trying to compartmentalize and figure it out because I don’t like the idea of claiming to be something that I’m not.