(1/2) Sam's sick in the sink one morning and he knows what it means. But he shakes his head, shuts down the worry and refocuses himself on the matter at hand. Find Dean. And that tunnel vision works for a while, keeps Sam pushing on and pretending, pissing off every hunter in the book. When he sees the CCTV from the gas station, sees his brother's eyes turn black, Sam's whole world lurches white and thin. When Crowley says no, Dean isn't possessed, everything gets worse; and Sam finds himself
(2/2) vomiting beside the pumps, hunched over, shoulders heaving, something pulsing in his stomach. He still doesn’t think about it. It’s only when Action Man’s got him bloody and bound, when he punches him hard, in the gut, that Sam’s gripped with a sudden fierce panic that he can’t deny. Not my fucking baby, you cocksure bastard, he thinks. Not my baby. You’re not taking that as well.
non ono no you can’t stop here anon i refUSE ok i need more ;n;
