So I just realised I've completely read 3 books so far this year. I'm averaging a book a month.
I know a lot of you read way more than that and I used to read way more than that too, but then a combination of MS brain fog, intense depression, and the creeping sinister effects of social media totally destroyed both my attention span and ability to even understand what I was reading.
Like for the last 5 years or so I would pick up a book to read (because that was what i did, it's who I used to be), and I'd be lucky if I managed to read 3 sentences before I put it down again and left it for probably several weeks if not months.
I can't describe how much it hurt my soul that this huge part of me was disappearing before my eyes.
So... yeah... 3 books. I'm kinda hella proud and I'm avoiding eye contact with my own brain in case it realises and decides to stop doing the thing again...