I miss her, constantly and deeply, and it's the worst pain I've ever known, but I'm so fucking blessed to have friends who love her just as much as I do.
Honestly like I'm not suicidal now but it got really bad when she died, and I would've also become a part of that statistic (dead at seventeen) if it weren't for my friends. My friends (shelby, elyse, jesie, and emily in particular) are the reason I'm still here, and I'm so fucking blessed
I love the shit out of you guys.













