Hey man I miss u. Today I was thinking about our firt kiss in the metro station. Before that we were talking about what u told me in your house that morning, u said to me that "I never gonna let me go" and idk how or why we finished talking about that, well I think that it's bc i said to u that i didn't know how u weren't tired of me and u told me that u said it before in your home and i told that i wasn't sure about what u were talking. You said that u couldn't say again bc that give u ashamed and I asked u to told me again or I went home, so how u didn't want I started to walk to the metro station but when I just walked like four foots u went after me and hugged me, and oh god that was amazing, with u hugging me from my back u said that words again and I don't know what i said, I think I dind't say anything I just started to walk with you hugging me. In the middle of the way to the metro station u stopped me, u put me in front of u, looked at my eyes and I just brought dowm my eyes bc I was really really nervous. U said that relax, I shouln't be nervous. I tried. But I coulnd't. U kissed my forehead and I smiled. Before we returned to walk u put your arm in my shoulders, and then we walked till the subway entrance. There we stopped one in front of the other, I was nervous I can't remember one moment when I was more nervous than that. I felt like my heart was to go out of my body, my legs almost let me in the ground and I wanted to cry. U said that u wouldn't do anything to me that I didn't wanted and that I shouldn't be nervous, but darling I was nervous. After that u looked at my eyes, I looked at yours and u kissed me, and I kissed u and we kissed. Oh fuck I still feeling that moment. It was perfect. After a moment we stopped to kiss and I just hugged u, looking over your shoulders the street, the cars, the people, how the world looked so differente after that kiss. Then u interrupted me and asked me "what u were saying..?" meanwhile I smiled to u and u separated our hug to kiss me again. Then I told u that I really had to go home bc was late, so we went down to take the metro and u held my hand for first time... Oh god In the escalators u put one step down of me to kiss me and hug me, u know how cute looks that to me now? And in that moment? It was an awesome feeling, and when I think about it u don't know how much I miss it. When we arrived down my metro was almost there so u complained about that and I said to u that when I meet to u my metro was very prompt, so when my metro was there one minute after we kissed again and u told me that we will speak. When I sat in the metro I started to smile looking to the ground like an idiot, I was like that for five minuts till I realise that an old woman was looking at me so I stopped and I tried to do something with my mobil but I didn't do anything bc I was just thinking about you, about our kisses, about how fucking happy I was in that moment, and that I had to study when I arrive home. But u know, I wish I could go back in time to feel all again and again and again.