#mud babbles

[jellybeansmud]

i did not have the right colours IN THE SLIGHTEST and the size is horrible for a detailed image, i must preface it with this. but thats all i had to work with. so,

@cookiekurimu 's 10th Lifeline anniversary piece as diamond painting on my wall

maybe i have to try a redo when i can get a bigger canvas and good colors. please look at the original if you want to see something that looks good ahah

[jellybeansmud]

ive discovered my brother has been in my private yap channel since i started it. hes seen me be insane about my characters and violenthorny. that little bitch. couldve asked me about my characters but he was just silently sitting there spying on me!!!!!!!!! if he also knows my tumblr i am going to throw a beehive into his window

[jellybeansmud]

dreaming about the cartoon episode premise of a guy getting physically split into separate parts of their identity. dreaming about grabbing that tiny little part of me that likes to write and forcing it behind a keyboard to write about my ocs. because im so out of fucking juice for writing but i wanna rotate my little guys aroundddssddssss arghhgshfhj.

i need to see more of mari being pathetic i need that modern au where he is even worse than in canon finished. i have written half a sentance months ago.

[jellybeansmud]

spent a month salivating at the thought of a lavander cheesecake. finally made it.

expensive and not even that good

but kinda worth it also? it is nice

[jellybeansmud]

went to the gym so if i get a partner i can be cool and carry them bridal style. trainer immediately went "so you wanna lose weight? so you wanna get help with the dieting part after you get a hang of the exercise part?".

one day im gonna rip somebodys tongue out of their mouth for opening it to start about that

[jellybeansmud]

nothing i need more than a man turned into a puddle of drool tears and blood desperate for me to let him come. destroyed and marked with my teeth and still begging in what little voice he still has

[jellybeansmud]

i do not have the "10k rubles worth of hot sauces for myself" kinda money but. god i want that set of hot sauces they look so pretentious and fun and tasty. thats a third of my months pay. anybody want to become a sponsor of a weird and evil freak

[jellybeansmud]

is a whole pizza too much for one little me now that im not an endless void of a teen. perhaps. but its nine in the morning and ive had a twelve fucking hour shift already and and havent slept since eleven last morning. i am going to destroy this pizza if it fucking kills me.