Cosmic Love (Multiple Universes)
I usually end up in a state where only I and the universe is there. I touch it, it touches me. It stands in front of me. And as I reach it, it compresses, the act like that of dirt sucked by vacuum. It moves as my hands get closer. As it gets inside of me, the psychedelic feeling which crawls into my veins soothes and fills in the emptiness that is felt inside. The once dark and quiet space is turned into a giant, star-filled cosmos full of happenings, and a potential of supporting life. I searched for that potential inside of me, I want to feel alive, hoping I could find someone who I am not sure of the existence. Inside me, I travel, star to star I journeyed, exploring different systems. There’s no hope. There are beautiful places but there were no signs of someone. It is slowly deteriorating. The stars inside me are turning into supernova, one by one. The inside of me is slowly dying.
Completely fed up that there was only I, my universe alone, you came into sight. I never thought of another, I thought I was the only one. Now here you are. Your stars are brighter, your galaxies are bigger, your comets are shinier, your whole universe is the grandest! You looked at mine with all sympathy, I never want other’s sympathy. But you were there in front of me and no one has ever gotten that close to me ever. I’m full of destructions but despite all that, you reached for my hand. Our universes, they merged as we did. You brighten up mine and I dulled up yours. Yet, you told me it’s okay, that we could use a little destruction to start something new. You weren’t afraid, you were different, and you were alone too before we met; you are a universe too, which I thought wasn’t possible at all; you are full of life, and decided to have a little taste of death in able to share some of your life; you were aware about all the dangers but care less about its consequences. Fuck, I’m so in love with you.
I can’t believe you took my pain away and tasted it yourself, showed me there’s a possibility of life if you don’t just search for it but believe in it, let me taste all the good phenomenon I have never tasted; I can’t believe you exist, that there are multiple universes out there and it’s not just me. And as our universes continuously amalgamate as our lips join together in the most majestic event, I want to let you know, I’m so madly and deeply in love with you.
