#mun is stressed

[crysthalhellverse]

//EXCEL IS DRIVING ME CRAZY HELP PLEASE T-T

[blue-eyed-banshee]

So....

I've done some hard thinking on this, and because my mental health isn't great ever since my now former best friend abandoned me and lied to my face... I'm going to be taking a break and focusing on self care that I seem to have neglected for a few weeks.

I went into distraught mode to where a dear from of mine from college stayed over with me on the weekend.

Don't worry, I'm not leaving tumblr!

This whole bullshit was an eye-opener for me that I seem to trust the wrong people and leave myself vulnerable

Please be respectful to me during this time and cherish the people around you, but be wary because you'll never know when someone might up and leave you when you are at your most vulnerable.

Be kind to yourself, and you are more than welcome to submit asks and prompts, but I do not know when I will be getting to them.

[little-blog-of-horrors]

OOC - Slow activity today

So long story short, our star wars dnd game was..... STRESSFUL.

My space pirate had to go rescue her adopted son and the other jedi and padawans because the empire found them. And she almost died trying to save him from an inquisitor. So uh,... after that and our party getting really fucked up, I AM EMOTIONAL AS HELL.

So replies will be slow XD

[rainbowstar]

Nothing's new....

[shikaku-the-nara]

//SO at pastry school we also have a commercial cookery (chef) school. Part of this is having a training restaurant where actual real life people come to dine and order our food... 

So i’ve had like three lessons for this course and they chose me to be on the breads station for the restaurant kitchen tomorrow night... 

I got this memo via text less than 24 hours before the shift. I went in there to find out where the chef entrance for this particular kitchen even is as I’ve never been in there... 

I am so fricken stressed... I have also not done the breads and pastry units with my course yet.. 

*fingers crossed* Hopefully this will be fine and I wont have an anxiety attack beforehand.... 

[ask-the-information-specialist]

((when you should be writing a oneshot but also you should be doing character design but also you should be working on your comic but also you should be making dumb doodles for you friends but also you should memorizing a poem for a competition but also you should be going through your inbox but also you should be cleaning your room but instead you’re just aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

[bloodsoakedfangs]

PSA

This Mun is:

1. A stoner 

2. Not super great with people

3. Kind of insecure about messaging people too much

4. A writer IRL

5. Mentally ill so not always up for Plots/RP but I always try my best to respond as soon as I’m able. 

6. All too often I force myself to do it even when I am not feeling well

7. If someone is making me feel bad for not writing back fast enough, is hitting up my inbox in a very clingy kind of way, I don’t mean “oh no I sent too many messages I look clingy” I mean, if you are literally hounding me and obsessing and putting pressure and stress on me, I will not be hospitable about it

8. I am writing characters, and sure there are elements of myself or how I’m feeling, but the Mun and the Muses are separate. If my character is mad at you it does not mean that I am. 

9. I will respond as soon as I am possibly able

10. I will not be bullied into RPing at anyone’s demand

11. Please try to withhold developing romantic feelings for the Mun, the Mun is not looking for that

Sorry I had to write this, but it all needed to be said

[blue-eyed-banshee]

Hello everyone!

I apologize I've been MIA for a while. I have been extremely stressed out lately and someone bad nearly happened to me while at college, I will not get into what that is but just know that things are better for me (hopefully...). I do have some ideas in regards to my writing so I will be continuing that at some point but if you'd like to hear the ideas, please direct message me and I would be happy to tell you them! I'm trying my best to keep up with being active on this site but it's difficult on my end because of college and my severe stress levels. Anyways, I don't want to turn this into a vent post because I don't want to annoy you all and clog up your feed/blog!

Unfortunately, the nearby bar that I used to go to had banned me from going since last semester. My hair dresser works there coincidentally so I'm talking with them to come up with a plan because god damn it, I really need a drink!

With that being said, I wanted to share with you all a song/mantra that I have been listening to for stress! This song is an ancient mantra written in Sanskrit.