#mun needs a hug

[alwaysxinxtrouble]

I swear I’m turning into a tiny little black ball of hate over here. I don’t know whether I should bury my head in a big pile of blankets or direct all of this negativity at drafts and focus on the angsty ones.

[thedemonicpunks]

One thing no one ever tells you is that you get hella insomnia with a back injury. That and getting constantly sick. I'm running on week two of this and it's really getting to me.

[eriadu-born-and-raised]

One more week to go but I feel like people are making it hard on me as a way for punishing me for transferring to a different position within the store. Like today was extremely stressful between doing other peoples jobs because they’re refusing to get trained on lift equipment, cashiers refusing to call and let me know that customers need to be loaded with one or more ton of pellets, people not giving me all of the information about a customer and the product they need loaded onto their vehicle, and so on and so forth.

I’m considering extremely hard to have a sit down with my parents and explain to them of how I want either one or both of them to come with me to talk to an Army Recruiter and about how I will be able to use my science degree in the military. I can’t stay in this forsaken state anymore and unable to use my degree when no one wants to hire me.

[nessaastalda-archived]

// I need to get to replies, and I promise I shall tomorrow.. Life has just been extra draining today.

[intrepidolivia]

(I just want cuddles, hugs, and kisses right now. Someone to hold me and tell me I’m beautiful, and that everything’s all right. But it’s 1 a.m. and apparently everyone’s asleep, and my cats are more interested in sleeping on the clean clothes. *sigh*)

[warcraftedtardis]

Do you have a minute?

I don’t want to be grabbing your attention or anything. I just am looking for some other people with kind hearts and problems of their own. Let’s just metaphorically sit down for a minute in silence and think on life. I have depression and anyone with it will understand what I mean when I say I’m having a bad day. I’m trying really hard to dwell on the good thing, the things oft taken for granted but damn if it isn’t hard.

I’m not as suicidal as some people, my kind of ‘wish I was dead’ is more lying on my bed for days not eating anything and I haven’t done that in a long time, not that don’t want to right now but I know I shouldn’t. I can’t let this beat me but fighting is so difficult. 

You don’t have to say anything and I don’t mind if you scroll past this post; I just needed a place to vent this unreasoned pain, sorrow, and anxiousness. But, even if it’s just for a second, please understand that I care if you are going through the same, or even if you aren't but you need know there is someone. I’d like to think I have people like that too. 

tl;dr Needed to vent depression. If you can lean on me, and I can lean on you, and we all can support each other, depression doesn’t stand a chance.

(If you agree, like/ reblog with a hug gif)

[chilledscience]

"So Mun's locked in their bedroom..."

"... because there's a bridal shower downstairs and they got the ugly look when they came home and they're stuffing their face with pizza and playing Dragon Quest Heroes. In short, they want you all to bug me. Fun."

[musician-of-the-stars]

Its pouring rain and my shoes and socks are completely soaked despite my shoes supposedly being waterproof and I have a three hour lecture to sit through. Joy.