#munipulated

[jessrae3]

Trust

I will admit I tend to trust people too easily. I'm one to trust you till you do something to not make me trust you. But today finding something that belongs to me in your possession hurt. It was something I asked for and went out of my way to get and you just took it alway. This type of thing makes me question "What else have you taken from me" Makes me wonder what else you have done to the unnoticeable innocent me. I do not like to be taken advantage of. Not do I like go be manipulated, talked behind my back about, or lied to. But now that I have lost your trust its going to make me think you are doing these things.

[toacceptme]

I hate me.

I actually found someone a bit different than what I see in most girls. Not saying she's that one in the million, because I hardly know her, but I want to. Trust me I do. She finds me mean and awkward. I guess it's what I get for being a bit antisocial, but what can I say I'm an introvert. I remember everything she's told me before, I remember it all. I know her likes and dislikes just by watching, what kind of things tick her off and things that make her smile. She's not easy to read, but she's not so subtle with face gestures. I can read a lot about her, but I never really know, because I only WISH to talk to her, but I hardly ever try. It's a bit awkward... because I don't know how to approach her or even keep the conversation going when we're talking, because truth is I want to get over thinking about her because I'll never be able to get her.