|| I think I'm going through a burnout phase.
My job is very stressful right now. I'm waiting for reply from a new job, but even then, I'll have to wait for two months until I can leave.
Writing my thesis also put a horrible strain on my creative juices. My brain is still foggy whenever I'm trying to write something because the first thing I think of is my thesis (which is turned in and waiting for the reply of an opponent, so I don't have to write to it anymore). I think I'll need a bit more time to realise that I do NOT have to think about my university studies from now on.
I can't write. If I sit down to do so, I just don't have any ideas coming to me. I feel exhausted. Totally drained. The lowest point was the day before yesterday when I couldn't find joy in anything, so I went to bed at 8 PM.
I hope it'll improve once I get the email from the new workplace that I'm hired. That I'd know that I'm going to be free from all the stress at my current job. Time will tell.
tl;dr please allow me time until I recover from all the mental stress. In any case, please be patient with me. I... literally can't, right now. 🥺
