#munsnotes

[courtinggrievances]

[[This is NOT a hiatus post!

I'm just gonna start off by saying that, this is not one of those, I won't be Gone, I am not Gone!

But here are the Facts; 

I live with my grandparents for the moment. This is not a Bad thing as this allows me to work hard to have some money I don't owe for rent. However they are Emotionally Taxing and don't support my gender or my values or my friends.

I have a dying car. I'm giving this car six months before it dies. I messed up something in the engine/transmission/clutch area last week by putting it in neutral while I drove on accident, it's running pretty rough ever since. A rough estimate for a new car is 1500-2000. 

I work a new-ish job that actually likes giving me hours so I now work 45-50 hour work weeks on third shift eastern time. I typically get home about six thirty AM, sleep until 8 or 9 PM, and then go to work again at 10PM. I'm currently working my tail off to try to save up for a car, and then put some away for an apartment to get out from the Emotionally Draining grandparents, and this means I'm just... not on lately? My spoons are low and I'm not really up for planning my own plots or paragraph rp or just putting much effort into... anything that isn't work or planning for my future. I'm still here, on discord (Feel free to add me and chat, it's (Cute raccoons in your area now!!#9090) and on IM, though I don't check them ALL the time. But if you wanna chat or have your muse talk to my muse, some sort of instant messenger is going to be your best bet! If you've got old school trollian, you can see if I'm online there in my muses (Ask for the handle), and then interact with them there! I'm still here, just not too active, I'm really just lurking lately cause work is kicking the stripes off my tail honestly

so like yeah

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@toseektoknoww

this is the kinda attractivve i strivve to be holy fuckin shit;  you look radiant;  !!!; other babes;  ((;  this just in i'm fanning myself barracuda does it again with the amazing bodies;  and faces;  holy shit;  i wish i could draw that body type it's stunny;  the angles are stunning;  fans self;  fuck;  ));

 I know!! I love her art so much all the time, I fall all over myself everytime I get the chance to look at something new or she surprises me with something new?? Recently she’s been doing another one with Clams and Meenah in it and I just?? Drags hands down face, she’s so good.......... love that gill 

[askillumizoldyck-blog]

I’m back

But as I can’t draw every single response, I’ll answer them writing. I hope I can be more active by now on~

-Sakura

[courtinggrievances]

[[i know it’s really late and no one is online anymore but like. if we’re interacting in any capacity, (OOC, IC, I follow you, Voice chats, etc, please tag your dad stuff. this includes but is not limited to; fatherly bonding, dad relationships, meme-y fetishization and nsfw jokes, specifically things like ‘X me daddy’ (I’ve seen that around lately, especially with Dream Daddy stuff happening) and other just plain father/dad mentions.  i block it specifically under ‘daddy issues/dad shit/father/fathers day/ dad tw/ father tw’. if there are other tags, let me know. 

PS: i also block dream daddy stuff under just ‘DD or Dream Daddy’

i shoujldn’t have to explain why i need it tagged, i just need you the reader to know that the majority of dad shit throws me into either disassociative flashbacks or downright panic/anxiety attacks

i had a while to think about it tonight and i’m tired of it happening and my safety and comfort comes before my anxiety about telling people about this shit or putting it on a public platform where it can be used against me (Don’t ask, it’s happened before.)

dad shit fucks me up in a more triggery way than a sqquicky one, and if you want more explanation you can IM me, and it’s none of ya’lls fault, i promise, but... yeah. Please.]]

I’m putting this post in my mun page, please like it if you’ve read it.

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[[there just isn’t enough time in the day to organize Plot things??? like i’ll ask questions and get answers and everyone will Discuss things but then i look at the clock and it’s ten thirty pm?? and nothing?? is done?? even though i started like... hours ago? why is the world like this? does everyone else have this frustration or is it just me]]

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local transman gives himself a haircut, and is generally cute and handsome (And has an amazing shirt)

more at 11

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anxiety levels; very high (100%) probability of muse today; low (30%) probability of movie stream; high (80%) probability of handsome munday picture; 100%

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[[me over here at everyone talking about pawfoot trolls on my dash. nervously side-eying my pawfoot (UFUT-Stuck) Mituna, who has been inactive since last september for various, (having no one to really interact with/no plot/ no timeline members/other pawfoot trolls around) reasons ]]