#murderkink

[romanticmonster]

Yes, part of my murder kink is cuz life is painful and dying would be a relief

If I don't romanticise it, it'll be too painful to bare

So the wires of my melancholy and romanticization got crossed and twisted to where I can't help but be enamored with and aroused even, by a love that would desire to give that end for me too

A love that would see it as intimate and as gratifying as I would. A choice. A wish.

A murder suicide

[salomeslashes]

Having a murder kink is objectively hilarious because sometimes I'll be telling a friend about a terrible man and they'll be like "kill him" and I'll have to gently explain that I don't like him Like That.

[romanticmonster]

Just knowing people besides me also think about killing their loves and lovers in love and lust just makes me so horny I get dizzy

[romanticmonster]

"God I don't like myself. Won't you break me into something beautiful? Something just for you? Even in death all I want is to make you happy"

Me your humble nervous annon reminiscing about you. I hope you are doing well. Can I ask when you first realized you enjoyed the stuff on your blog? What made you realize?

-nervous annon

I'm back to asks again.

When did I realize I enjoyed the stuff on my blog? Hmm.

I think I've almost always had a taste for sexual violence. Of course both separately too but that's not the point. Suffice it to say due to a not so traumatic event, led me to seeking out sexual content in media. Most being at the time, more violent (honestly Its still violent). I loved it. Though now I have more of a tailored taste.

Though at that time I wanted to receive it. Years turn to decades and this year I had some fucked effects with medication making me more aggressive and horny. Either because I was seeking it out or finally dealing with some shit I was repressing, low and behold, my my my, I wanted to subject others to my violence. It was like a click in my head. Realizing how hot my body would get imagining murder. Well that didn't happen before so obviously.

But as for the romantic aspect? I've always been a romantic. Thinking too much, too deep, too closely at things I love, to break them apart and break them down to fully engage with all of it. All of them. Be it people or media or anything.

It's no wonder that feeling became so literal and physical because of the intensity and how recurrent it is I experience this. Violence, sex and romance. Separate yet so overlapping. Perhaps inevitable they would meld in some ways.

[salomeslashes]

Hello! ☆

For the ask/assumption:

You were probably too open about your love of murder and whatnot as a kid or teen. This is, of course, also assuming you were into "murder and whatnot" back then.

Oh, anon, you have absolutely hit the nail on the head there. I wrote a very....uh...well I wrote a novel. My parents and grandparents read it. I look back on this time with great shame. Thanks for reminding me.

[bahazaar]

... never wanted a #gun without a trigger, grab any weapon, smoking ganj' to the murder-boat, wrote with her ink, chose a pistol named it 'el Greco, didn't want it for the ego-rights, ships, needed to settle it in the rink for the wanted that [she] brought, so had no choice, got this choice, bought a sword, steady feeling like a manicure, sliced the head of the gun & it's barrel, surrounding her fingers, leaving a bit ill and fit, and the tragic feeling (he) had, temptations to plots, now all she ever need are wanted cuffs, and wears it like #Vivienne cuff rings, continually puffs, & murder she wrote ... #murderkink #murderingessentials #murderstories (at Playa Grande-Rio San juan)

[darkredliquors]

for murderkink

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o524HaR7jfE

[darkredliquors]

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