#murisaboy

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More Disappointed Signless?

More Disappointed Signless.

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MurisaBoy ==> MurtunaCaptor!

I made a sideblog with Murisaboy as the URL, and have a note there saying I moved to this URL! 8D

THANKS GUYS.

[theaologies]

Well Mur, Marissa, and I know what we're cosplaying for Shado 

wink wonk

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thevvioletprince replied to your post: Seriously though I want to go to another Northern...

just come to all of the cons, all of them. (but dude if you could swing Katsu that would be the coolest aksdlnfzrtdrethfgyhj)

Oh god I want to go to Katsu sooooo bad it hurts and honestly if I didn't have prior obligations at Megacon the weekend before/had a place to stay/a way to get up there I would definitely skip Mega because good lord I want to go to Katsu

But I'll also have started school again by that time and :<

 murisaboy replied to your post: Seriously though I want to go to another Northern...

Same pls

no fuck you you're going to AWA I'm not talking to you

[faerynii]

murisaboy said: 

OH MY GOD TERRYNNNN, yeah I’m the same oops like what is actually doing anything outside of cosplay? I uh. Play videogames and sleep?

I DONT KNOW WHO I AM AND IM FREAKING OUT

IM GOING TO ADD AUTOPLAY MUSIC TO MY POSTER

MAKE THE LAYOUT REDUX OF THE POSTER AND SEE IF ANYONE NOTICES

AND LIKE WOW

ITS JUST GOING TO BE COSPLAY PICTURES AND SCREENSHOTS OF VIDEO GAMES

IM DECIDING THIS RIGHT NOW

THATS IT

AND IM JUST GOING TO WALK UP THERE

TURN THE MUSIC ON

LET IT PLAY

AND THEN SIT BACK DOWN

but what song shall i make it

[tranquilsnow]

"Oh, no, Marissa, you could never piss us off!"

because if you've ever tried to talk to me before especially when I'm under stress I just freak out and complain and nothing can make me feel better

and isn't that frustrating?

Of course it is.

So I piss people off. I don't have many close friends who talk to me consistently.

I just have Mur. (And Sami, but Sami is less susceptible to witnessing my moments of panic. Even so, though.)

I'm pretty sure I piss him off, too.

Which just makes me spiral further into the pit because he is the last person I ever want to piss off with my fucking stupid personality.

And what can I do about it? I never know.

I try to make myself stress less.

But it's like this immediate reaction.

God, I'm so fucking stupid I don't deserve anyone