#mutecrows talks

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Deadass corporate america is a fuckin sham how am i gonna have 7 fucking emails telling me to be at a specific hotel by a certain time only to get there and not only not have a reservation but also have no rooms available

Then my contacts for the company are all across the continent so i cant even call anyone regardless of time because theyre 3 fucking hours behind me and they wont be up until way too late.

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Being anxiously attatched to belongings bc trauma makes spring cleaning and steadily downsizing posessions after homelessness multiple times and then moving into a travel trailer so fucking annoying

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Goddamn sometimes minecraft horror shorts are so good

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Ive been thinking for weeks about how kdj's stigma starts as Sacrificial Will and eventually changes into Will To Live the last we see it written explicitly, but the stigmas that are given to incarnations by their sponsors or other constellations all are reflections of the personal stigmas of those specific constellations

And the stigma that kdj gives yjh is Regression, since that's exactly what happened. He went from being so ready to die at any moment to making effort to live to see the end of the story only to, at the point where it mattered most, fall back to what he knew and was familiar with and sacrificed his life again. He sacrifices the close bonds he had started to form to keep every one at the distance he could mentally and emotionally manage and is thus only able to give yjh all that he knew.

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Having no ac for almost 2 weeks is making me want to commit the most insane crimes im ngl like

Im gonna melt and reform as an eldritch horror

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The funniest part of going thru rounds of cancer screening is that everyone has said i could get top surgery covered by insurance like this

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Catholic guilt omegaverse fujoshi miku was not what i expected my DMs to start with this morning but gods is it a bop

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I have been irreversably changed as an individual