100 Facts About the Muse Part 4
29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
The day I came to the Titans. After being refused aid by the league, they were a godsend. I would have fallen to my father had I not had the Titans by my side.
30. Who has had the most influence on you?
That is hard to say. Of course Lady Azar and my mother are high on the list. But also on there is Wally. His optimism and his passion are things I will always love and aspire to. Or even Joseph's compassion and understanding. It is hard to choose just one.
31. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Coming to terms with my self and my own life. Until I had done that, I was simply lying to myself and it was a very unhealthy thing.
32. What is your greatest regret?
I will always regret the hurt and the pain that I caused Wally… He did not deserve what I did to him, and despite hearing from him on numerous occasions that he has forgiven me… I can not forgive myself, and a part of me always hurts when I see his smile falter even in the slightest.
33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
I have lied, I have manipulated, I have destroyed my own friends and family… The list is much too great for one thing. I allowed the end of the world to come about, and I allowed so many people to die as a result of it.
34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
I… I certainly hope I do not have a record, however I do have a somewhat violent past.
35. When was the time you were the most frightened?
There were violent visions of my friends' deaths. All of them, either dead or dying. Some dismembered, some impaled. I almost lost control of myself then.
36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
Now that is something rather interesting. Kori and I were in my room, and she was trying to convince me to wear some sort of slinky "hip" outfit that was more her style than mine. And I kid you not, Wally came barging right on in because he heard screaming. He came barging in almost as soon as Kori had gotten me out of my bra. And I was screaming for an adult.
The poor boy, I don't think he'll ever forget it.
37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
Despite the torment I have had to endure, I would not change a day in my life for anything.
38. What is your best memory?
The first time I ever actually heard the Titans refer to me as one of their own, as one of their family. If I wasn't so secure, I would have cried.
39. What is your worst memory?
Witnessing the destruction of Azarath… Yet another thing that I've never forgiven myself for.