#18
you have changed my life in all the best ways, and i fail to tell you just how much that means to me on a day to day basis. this post is going to make it obvious as to who i am, but thats fine, you deserve to read every single word.
no one has treated me as well as you have, no one has truly cared for me like you do, not really, whether they knew that was the truth or not. you make me feel alive in a way that chasing pills, cliffs, and fast cars made me feel in the time before i met you. i had a one way ticket to hell on a long black train, and im not sure if you dragged me off or if i damned you to take the journey with me, but i dont really mind. im here with you now.
for the first time in my life i want to be better instead of more. i want to be honest, i want to make a difference, i want to be part of a family. theres no self imposed death sentence hanging over my head like a bounty. theres just us, and what lies ahead, and a journey to take.
every day im lucky to wake up with you. every day im lucky to share my day with you. every day im lucky to know you as intimately as i do.
