so here i am, back from the dead. ish.
dads been dying, hes on life support right now so ive been up in cleveland sitting at his side. hes looking both okay and absolutely abysmal at the same time. he does good for a while, and then crashes. its emotionally exhausting.
right now we have several new diagnoses and were gonna be here for some time so im living in the hospital right now.
im around, just not on tumblr, so if you want to hang out natalie paquette#6515
ive pretty much forgotten just how hard it is to keep up in a fandom, but now that im away and new content has dropped, i kind of feel like ill never catch up again. miss my friends, miss everyone. this shit sucks





















