quarantine domestic album. starts off with slow discrete touches and embarrasses. as time passes they fall into the pattern of a routine and being content with this new distance between them. something happens to being them back together for a small time period. away from the judgement of the outside world. isolated within their gates. where they feel safe to remove their layers that helped to hide who they were from the outside world. they have to go back. back to the distance. this time it’s not gradual. it’s forced. they need to be pulled apart. they now realize how much they missed how it was and now crave it even more. they go back to their distance trying to fall back into the pattern but harry still wants back to how it was when he was free to be himself away from everyone. he’s become reliant to his person to help keep him from feeling alone. he falls trying to get back to as it was. finally when he is alone he is able to find his own sense of freedom through expression in other forms of creative outlets. though he’s not the same as he was, he’s able to return back to his state of excitement and happiness without rely on someone else to be that for him. he’s able to deal with distance better and no longer fears being alone and is now encouraged to find new projects and activities to keep him busy and give him a purpose beyond what he has come to view as routine. he develops a deeper appreciation for the closeness he shares with his partner but also grows as a person becoming a version of himself he never thought possible.
