Summary: anon request- ‘73 & 75 with Dom Shownu!! thanks in advance 💕’
73 - "I wanna fuck you right against the glass so everyone can see how good you take it." || 75 - "You know, you look real pretty when you cry."
Pairing: Shownu x afab!reader
Genres/tropes: non-idol!AU, coworker!AU, office!AU, boss and secretary!AU, smut, drabble
Word Count: 633
Warnings: exhibitionism, office sex, clothed sex, unprotected sex, rebound, cursing once or twice, degradation (of a third party), cuckolding (kinda?), HR clearly doesn’t exist with the way Shownu speaks
Despite the shitshow that happened last night, you make it to work on time and properly dressed. You make your way straight to your boss's office to ask for your tasks for the day. Unable to keep your normally cheery persona, he notices and asks whether you're alright.
Releasing a deep sigh, you confess, "Last night wasn't fun. I'm sorry for letting it affect my attitude at work, sir."
"Do not apologize. Life happens. If you don't mind me asking, what happened last night?"
Shocked that he's taking an interest in your personal life, you quickly explain that your now ex-boyfriend blew up at you and left you crying on the side of the road. You can see his agitation through his white knuckles and clearly visible neck veins, so you try not to mention that the man you're talking about is a coworker, but it seems he already knows.
"And he has the gall to prance in here happily like nothing happened? How dare he treat you this way."
Something about the care in his words makes you release the tears you've been fighting all morning. He nonchalantly passes you the tissue box and waits silently for you to finish crying before speaking again.
"You know, you look real pretty when you cry. Although I never want your tears to fall from heartbreak like this, I find it fascinating that you remain gorgeous despite being in such a vulnerable state."
Dissecting his words, you begin to wonder whether Shownu has thought of you outside of the innocent idea of coworkers. Your mind connects so many dots that may or may not actually mean anything - the proximity of your ex's desk to Shownu's office, your promotion from intern directly to his personal secretary, the number of tasks he gives that keeps you in his sight.
Without thinking, you blurt out, "Sir, do you like me?"
Caught off guard, he stands up and begins pacing the room. Looking out the window and seeing your ex-boyfriend sitting there, however, gives him the resolve to answer.
"Yes. I have for a while. Sometimes, I want you so bad it hurts. There are times where I've had to leave because my thoughts for you grew inappropriate for work." Without removing his glare from the man on the opposite side of the glass, he admits to everything.
Your curiosity getting the better of you, you question, "Like what?"
He turns around to look you directly in the eye as he answers, "I wanna fuck you right against the glass so everyone can see how good you take it. I want to show that idiot out there what he lost."
Looking out at the crew, you find most of the cubicles empty, with everyone out for morning meetings except for your ex. Eager to repay the pain he gave you, you smirk and ask whether your boss is telling the truth. After confirming with him, you take a step forward, take his hand in yours, and tell him to prove it quickly, before the meetings end. Without hesitation, he pulls your face to his and relishes in the taste of your lips. Turning you both around so your back hits the glass, he devours you, victoriously giving you an exhilarating session of rough, almost fully-clothed sex, right behind your oblivious ex-boyfriend, making it all the better for the both of you.
As his thick dick makes you cum, you fail to hold back your moans. With a smirk, Shownu looks at your ex and finds him wide-eyed at the situation, so he keeps eye contact as he pounds into you until he finishes.
Filling you with his warm cum, he mocks your ex, "I bet I'm much better than that asshole anyway. I doubt you screamed like that for him."
yes. he traces a finger along your hairline, all the way down your jaw. all i want to do is see you. all i want is to love you. don't laugh. sometimes you get this distant look in your eyes when you're not working, not throwing yourself into paperwork or trying to make sure i eat three meals a day, you know? i'm not sure if you realize that you're doing it. you shift under the covers to look at him better. the first time i caught it, i thought it was something i did. i didn't want to say anything wrong so i kept quiet, and the next minute you started talking about seeing the colour white whenever you thought of me, so i let it go. you always came back, though, so i never asked. just now, you had that again. the urge to reach out and caress your face in that moment is...hard to resist. i try to spend those moments being as inconspicuous as i can, though i can't help but wonder what goes on in that silly little head of yours. and the light reflecting off your face distracts me sometimes. i think you have the most beautiful eyelashes i've seen on a person. i'm sorry, i started rambling.
don't apologise. are you worried that i think about you? or that i don't?
mm, i do. but you would tell me, right? when the time's right.
i would. it's 7:15 am. the sky is pink, the blinds half open. it's chilly, but you've never felt so warm before. what is your favourite thing to do on a day off?
oh? sleeping in. and catching up on our favourite shows with you sprawled across my lap. why?
i love doing laundry with you. to be honest, this is the thought that's caught me off guard lately, and might've been the reason for my wistful look.
i wouldn't call it wistful.
shut up, who enjoys doing laundry?
i do! it can be cathartic, especially if you hum along. you should try it sometime
you think you're cute. just let me say this. i realized last week that i like doing laundry with you. and buying detergent with you. and making breakfast for you. so not on brand for me.
are you sure that's not because i have never ruined your whites?
i can't deny that's not a factor. anyway, that's when i realized i love you. that seems to have caught him off guard. good. i have been in love with you for about seven months now, but this is different. i'm sure of this, i love you.
the thrills of danger and romance have crossed your path, their existence becoming important to you. in a messed up world, it’s the fatality of love that will show you that every beat of your heart counts.
DISCLAIMER! || all stories are member x gender-neutral reader. this series contains disturbing contents, heavy warnings per part, along with mature & sexual themes. minors do not interact. please read each description carefully.
DISCONTINUED SERIES ANNOUCEMENT! || due to my leave from this blog and writing fanfiction all together, this series has been discontinued! but please enjoy shownu & hyungwon’s fics while you’re still here! <3
never a freelance worker, hyunwoo has always had his tie a little too tight around his neck. when bullets fly at your innocent head, he realizes those that are after you aren't out for a bounty, but for blood. palm around his gun at his waist and you in his peripheral, it's not a day's work well done until you're safe.
a round of shining men meant to please the eye, only one gains the most attention from his mysterious appearances. your job is to mainly make them more attractive, but your task is to dig up the dirt on the man who runs the place. two occupations in one, hoseok assures you that your deeds will be well won when you choose your side.
his entire life is following behind a killer and removing blood and plastic with your apartment building's keys in his hands. it was a mistake giving him two sets that day, but minhyuk's head was on the line and his heart was in your hands. covering scenes wasn't an easy life, but falling for the man that cleans up the mess and protects you from taking the fall could make it better.
DETAILS — [ 18+ | american psycho | 0k ]
GENRES — crime scene clean up! au, romance, thriller, smut
WARNINGS — updating...
STATUS — DISCONTINUED.
‘The spin of this heart that gets rougher
QUID PRO QUO
the darkening mind of kihyun now laid at your fingertips. the doctor that had been driven mad by his serial killer patients now gave his trust to you that you could help return him to normal, remind him of the world before he worked in such dark spaces. the man behind bars knew this much: you were bound to the same path as he.
DETAILS — [ 18+ | silence of the lambs | 0k ]
GENRES — exes! au, romance, thriller, smut
WARNINGS — mental turmoil, more to be added...
STATUS — DISCONTINUED.
‘To me you arе a beautiful being who is very sick and sad
BLOOD ORANGE
an elusive man who had your heart from the get go, the bloodied bruises of his occupation lend you a new lifestyle—but at a cost. hyungwon had always run the money for the bar, always had control over the fights, but when you slip into his life and bring him love to learn from, he forgets to never mix work with pleasure.
DETAILS — [ 18+ | fight club | 5k ]
GENRES — bookie! au, forbidden love! au, mafia! au, thriller, romance, angst, smut
WARNINGS — mature and sexual content, organized crime, violence, robbing, blood/cuts/major injuries, mentions of stitches, use of petnames (baby & doll)
RELEASED ON — JUNE 27TH, 2022.
‘My life has become free of love because of you
TO LAUGH, YOU MUST SMILE
the man with the plan and the biggest smile, too bad you stumbled upon him on a bad day—seems you'll be staying with him for a while. jooheon had never wanted a partner in crime, nor had he believed he needed one. but one little thing goes over his head, and he needs an alias: looks like love and insanity go hand in hand.
DETAILS — [ 18+ | the dark knight | 0k ]
GENRES — fake dating! au, thriller, romance, angst, smut
WARNINGS — violence, more to be added...
STATUS — DISCONTINUED.
‘Treat me carelessly and turn into a monster
OBJECTS IN MIRROR ARE CLOSER THAN THEY APPEAR
same car, different driver. when an abrupt chance is taken and you hop into the wrong car thinking it's your friend waiting for you—changkyun is a little more concerned that you just willingly made yourself an accomplice to his deal. five minutes pass, now you're seat belted in and stuck with him. it'll be a long night.
while i try and figure out how to finish the next one shot i’m currently writing, feel free to send me some mx scenarios you’d like to see 🥹 (please i beg i’m craving to write more of them)
He tried to run after her as soon as she left. But his feet wouldn’t move past the doorway of his place.
The managers told Shownu to not step a foot out of the dorm, stay indoors, no matter what. They limited his time with the other members, fearful that the stalking may affect the members as well. The agency even forbade Shownu from going to his personal studio temporarily, which meant he couldn’t work out… and get his mind off of the current situation.
So he stood frozen with one arm holding the front door open and his feet glued to the floor. His mind was racing – he knew Eunjoo would be pissed again if he ran after her with worry. It was also clear in his mind that it was especially unsafe for him. Even so, he was still worried about Eunjoo’s shoulder wound that hasn't healed completely.
She seemed to care for the wound and replace her bandage when she was sure he was sleeping in his room. Unfortunately, due to the increase in disturbing events, Shownu tossed and turned in his bed often. Unable to sleep for more than two hours, he would wake up multiple times throughout the night. It almost became a habit for him to wake up, get up to get some water, but hear soft and short groans of pain coming from the living room. He would stand with one hand on his door handle, unable to open it and get water like nothing’s wrong. He could only helplessly stand against the door until the sounds disappeared, and only then, would he walk back to his bed to try to fall asleep again.
Remembering those nights again, Shownu decided to look for her after all.
And so he ran.
He sprinted past the main streets and into the alleys.
Even if he couldn’t hear footsteps running or panting from running, he could still faintly hear a metallic scraping sound. And that was the only thing that tipped him off – Eunjoo was probably chasing after the same sound.
When he discovered her, he realized he only had a fraction of a second to decide what to do and where to go. Shownu could see her figure hunched – she was all tensed up – and his mind clicked when he saw her shift into a defensive stance.
His arms swiftly reached out for her. One hand wrapped around her mouth to muffle her surprise, while the other pulled her body close, as he stepped backwards into a narrow alley on the side. Her body instantly tensed up, but as soon as they were hidden by the tall walls and only the most limited light was shining upon them, Shownu showed his face to Eunjoo. And once she recognized him, he thought of letting go quietly.
Except, under the dimmest, almost non-existent, light they had, he could still see her wild anger flare up in her eyes. Eunjoo’s arms went up to throw him off of her, instantly knocking his hand off of her mouth, while Shownu panicked. After all, they were still almost right next to the suspects. Without thinking, his arms roughly pulled her back – accidentally slamming her against the cold brick wall.
“윽…” (Translation: “Urgh…”)
In the dead silent night when they were being extra careful to not get caught, Eunjoo’s pained groan stood out like a pencil dropping in an empty library.
‘제발… 그냥 가라… 제발 가…’ (Translation: ‘Please… just go…. Please leave….’) Shownu chanted in his mind.
Nevertheless, the sound of gravel being crushed and twisted, as if heavy shoes pivoted on small rocks, sent chills up Shownu's spine.
“뭐지 진짜?” (Translation: “Really, what was that?”)
In the darkness, Shownu could see a glint in Eunjoo’s eyes, and somehow he just knew that she would pretend like she wasn’t hurt and step forward in front of them.
Her hands attempted to push him away, just as he predicted. This time, however, he didn’t budge. In fact, the male idol stood firm and stared down at the officer. He could faintly see the protruded, frowning eyebrows and the shadows of her lips turned upside down.
With only the thought that he had to divert Eunjoo’s attention away from her discomfort while staying quiet, one hand reached down and over to her hand. He could sense her flinch at his touch, but he quickly raised his other hand to his mouth and motioned her to stay quiet. He couldn’t exactly read her expression, but she did indeed stay silent and still as his hand folded over her hand.
“고양이였나? 그냥 가자.” (Translation: “Maybe it was a cat? Let’s just go.”) The man said. His footsteps started to get farther away.
The female voice muttered, “고양이 싫은데…” (Translation: “I hate cats…”) Her steps moved away as well.
As the sounds of their voices and footsteps started to dissipate, Shownu became more aware of the sounds coming from Eunjoo – her erratic breathing and almost strained pants for air. He hadn’t noticed before due to sheer panic, but he suddenly realized how sweaty her hand was in his hand… was that also his sweat because he was anxious? He tried to look down into her eyes, but her head was tilted downwards.
Knowing he couldn’t utter a word for fear that the suspects might turn back around again, he squeezed her hand lightly.
No response.
Another light squeeze.
Eunjoo finally raised her head and Shownu’s heart nearly leapt out of his body. She had those same fiery eyes from that night they argued but the hair framing her face stuck to her face. He could see the dimmest light reflected on the sweat rolling down the sides of her cheeks.
His eyes darted around and he tried to squint his ears, if that was even possible, to hear if there was anyone around. After all, the other members always told Shownu how much he sucked at whispering, that his whispers sounded both loud and soft at the same time, that he sounded like a bear growling a guttural sound. In the time he was contemplating, his ears twitched when they heard the faint sound of sirens.
*Fwump*
‘아… 들었구나…’ (Translation: ‘Ah… [she] heard it too…’) he thought.
Eunjoo had yanked her hand out of his hand and shoved him with probably all her remaining strength, making him hit the other wall of the alley lightly. As if she lost all her strength, she slowly slid down her side of the wall with one hand over her shoulder.
The sirens sounded closer and Shownu finally asked quietly, “괜찮으세요?” (Translation: “Are you okay?”)
However, before she even uttered a sound, he saw her remove her hand from her shoulder. She winced and he could see something wet shining on her fingertips.
Shit.
“누나!!” (Translation: “Eunjoo[-noona]!!”)
Footsteps closed in and Shownu looked at the two people who ran into the alley with flashlights. He recognized the male officer as the one who ran Eunjoo’s errands. The one she didn’t avoid. The other, a female officer he didn’t recognize, asked rapidly, “뭐야, 너 어떻게 된거야?? 무슨 상황이야?” (Translation: “What the, what happened to you?? What’s the situation?”)
“윽… 혹시 올때 수상한 사람들 못 봤어? 남자 한명… 하고 여자… 한명.” (Translation: “Ugh… did you guys see any suspicious people on your way here? One man… and one… female.”) Eunjoo asked, words thrown out in between her irregular breathing.
The two officers looked at each other with worry before both shaking their heads.
Eunjoo muttered, “아… 씨발.. 부.. 분명히… 그 여자 목소리 어디서 들어봤..는데…” (Translation: “Ah… fuck.. I could.. Could have sworn… I heard that.. woman’s voice before…”) The female officer quickly took out her phone and seemed to request for additional backup to search the area and request for nearby CCTV. Strangely enough, they didn’t seem to realize that Eunjoo’s words started to stutter more and before the other officers could ask her any questions, Shownu saw her body slump to the side.
“어–!!” (Translation: “Hey–!!”) Shownu shouted, with one finger pointing towards Eunjoo.
The male officer immediately crouched to Eunjoo’s side. “누나!! 정신차려봐!!” (Translation: “[Noona]!! Wake up!!”)
The other officer also rushed to Eunjoo, but was on the phone again. “차 한대 여기로 보내. 지금 은주 병원으로 데리고 가야해.” (Translation: “Send a car here. We need to take Eunjoo to the hospital right now.”) She looked briefly up at Shownu before she answered the person on the call, “아니, 팀장님에게 보고드려 – 의뢰인은 무사하다고… 태용선배에겐 내가 이따가 말 할테니까 넌 팀장님한테 바로 전화 해.” (Translation: “No, report to Team Leader [Baek] that the client is safe… I’ll tell Tae-yong[-sunbae] later so you just call Team Leader [Baek] right away.”)
Just as she hung up, they heard a siren approach closer and tires squeaking past through the gravel. Headlights shone near the closest entrance of their alley and the male officer took it as his cue to pull Eunjoo’s arms over his shoulders and around his neck. “헙!” (Translation: “Oof!”) As he stood, he looped each of his arms around her legs to carry her safely on his back.
The other officer warned him to set her down in the car carefully before turning to Shownu. Her eyes met his, but he wanted to turn away from them. They weren’t as cold as Eunjoo’s but they weren’t welcoming either. Her facial expression showed no signs of sympathy or warmth. He wasn’t sure if her eyes meant to throw daggers at him or if she just normally looked like that in the dark. She was rigid even as she motioned him to get into the car wordlessly.
💫You stayed up late in bed watching trash tv while your boyfriend sleeps soundly beside you until you grabbed a crunchy late-night snack and started making unnecessary noise. 💫
✨ Blinks at you sleepily then closes his eyes again and opens his mouth so you can feed him: Wonho, Jooheon
✨ Laughs and smiles at you before pulling you closer and falling asleep on your stomach while you play with his hair: Shownu, Minhyuk
✨ Whines about the noise for a solid minute before rolling back over and falling asleep with the pillow over his head: Kihyun, Changkyun
✨ Literally launches your ass out of the bed with no mercy. Doesn’t wake up when you curse at him from the floor: Hyungwon
you were exhausted from a long day. people were on your nerves, the work was overwhelming and you were just overall tired. you felt like the weight of the world was on your shoulders. you felt like you wanted to slip away forever and never return. you opened the door to your home and there he was. laying on the couch, one arm behind his head and the other on his stomach. he looked like an angel. he was your angel. the sound of the door closing woke him from his slumber and he directed his attention towards you. his eyes lit up like the milky way and his smile graced his soft features. you made your way towards him and he had already opened his arms, waiting for you to lay in them, almost like he was programmed to do it. you took up his offer and laid comfortably in his embrace. his warm hands rubbed your back and his soft voice was by your ear, asking about your day. you said nothing, as all you wanted was to stay in his arms. he started to hum gently to you, like you were a baby in a deep sleep. his scent and warmth were the only thing that made you feel safe. his chest falling and rising, each breath rocked you slowly to sleep and you knew he would stay with you the whole night to keep you warm, safe and happy for eternity.
His body is flush against yours, your wrists held securely by his hands. You are not going anywhere until he says so.
You were out of breath when he finally pulls away to get a good look at your face. The face he missed so much throughout the whole length of the tour. The face he wished he could see everyday when he wakes up. The face gracing his not-so-innocent-dreams.
“I missed you so much”
You smiled at him, “I miss you too, so much”
He leans in until your noses touch, smiling to himself when you let out a giggle.
“We should get off the floor because it’s cold”, he was so excited to see you that the both of you fell on the floor when he came tackling you with a hugs and kisses.
Without another word, he scoops you up into his arms and places you gently on the couch. He sat beside you, shrugging off the coat he forgets to take off because well- he just needs to see you.
“There’s something different”, he declared after staring at your face for god knows how long.
“Hm ?”
He narrowed his eyes and took your face in his hands, taking a good look at it. His gaze went from your eyes, down to your nose, and lastly to your lips.
“Kihyun, what is it that’s different with my face ? It’s not like I did anything to it anyways”
He hummed while a smirk forms on his lips. He pretended to think for a while, making you pout.
