He tried to run after her as soon as she left. But his feet wouldn’t move past the doorway of his place.
The managers told Shownu to not step a foot out of the dorm, stay indoors, no matter what. They limited his time with the other members, fearful that the stalking may affect the members as well. The agency even forbade Shownu from going to his personal studio temporarily, which meant he couldn’t work out… and get his mind off of the current situation.
So he stood frozen with one arm holding the front door open and his feet glued to the floor. His mind was racing – he knew Eunjoo would be pissed again if he ran after her with worry. It was also clear in his mind that it was especially unsafe for him. Even so, he was still worried about Eunjoo’s shoulder wound that hasn't healed completely.
She seemed to care for the wound and replace her bandage when she was sure he was sleeping in his room. Unfortunately, due to the increase in disturbing events, Shownu tossed and turned in his bed often. Unable to sleep for more than two hours, he would wake up multiple times throughout the night. It almost became a habit for him to wake up, get up to get some water, but hear soft and short groans of pain coming from the living room. He would stand with one hand on his door handle, unable to open it and get water like nothing’s wrong. He could only helplessly stand against the door until the sounds disappeared, and only then, would he walk back to his bed to try to fall asleep again.
Remembering those nights again, Shownu decided to look for her after all.
And so he ran.
He sprinted past the main streets and into the alleys.
Even if he couldn’t hear footsteps running or panting from running, he could still faintly hear a metallic scraping sound. And that was the only thing that tipped him off – Eunjoo was probably chasing after the same sound.
When he discovered her, he realized he only had a fraction of a second to decide what to do and where to go. Shownu could see her figure hunched – she was all tensed up – and his mind clicked when he saw her shift into a defensive stance.
His arms swiftly reached out for her. One hand wrapped around her mouth to muffle her surprise, while the other pulled her body close, as he stepped backwards into a narrow alley on the side. Her body instantly tensed up, but as soon as they were hidden by the tall walls and only the most limited light was shining upon them, Shownu showed his face to Eunjoo. And once she recognized him, he thought of letting go quietly.
Except, under the dimmest, almost non-existent, light they had, he could still see her wild anger flare up in her eyes. Eunjoo’s arms went up to throw him off of her, instantly knocking his hand off of her mouth, while Shownu panicked. After all, they were still almost right next to the suspects. Without thinking, his arms roughly pulled her back – accidentally slamming her against the cold brick wall.
“윽…” (Translation: “Urgh…”)
In the dead silent night when they were being extra careful to not get caught, Eunjoo’s pained groan stood out like a pencil dropping in an empty library.
‘제발… 그냥 가라… 제발 가…’ (Translation: ‘Please… just go…. Please leave….’) Shownu chanted in his mind.
Nevertheless, the sound of gravel being crushed and twisted, as if heavy shoes pivoted on small rocks, sent chills up Shownu's spine.
“뭐지 진짜?” (Translation: “Really, what was that?”)
In the darkness, Shownu could see a glint in Eunjoo’s eyes, and somehow he just knew that she would pretend like she wasn’t hurt and step forward in front of them.
Her hands attempted to push him away, just as he predicted. This time, however, he didn’t budge. In fact, the male idol stood firm and stared down at the officer. He could faintly see the protruded, frowning eyebrows and the shadows of her lips turned upside down.
With only the thought that he had to divert Eunjoo’s attention away from her discomfort while staying quiet, one hand reached down and over to her hand. He could sense her flinch at his touch, but he quickly raised his other hand to his mouth and motioned her to stay quiet. He couldn’t exactly read her expression, but she did indeed stay silent and still as his hand folded over her hand.
“고양이였나? 그냥 가자.” (Translation: “Maybe it was a cat? Let’s just go.”) The man said. His footsteps started to get farther away.
The female voice muttered, “고양이 싫은데…” (Translation: “I hate cats…”) Her steps moved away as well.
As the sounds of their voices and footsteps started to dissipate, Shownu became more aware of the sounds coming from Eunjoo – her erratic breathing and almost strained pants for air. He hadn’t noticed before due to sheer panic, but he suddenly realized how sweaty her hand was in his hand… was that also his sweat because he was anxious? He tried to look down into her eyes, but her head was tilted downwards.
Knowing he couldn’t utter a word for fear that the suspects might turn back around again, he squeezed her hand lightly.
No response.
Another light squeeze.
Eunjoo finally raised her head and Shownu’s heart nearly leapt out of his body. She had those same fiery eyes from that night they argued but the hair framing her face stuck to her face. He could see the dimmest light reflected on the sweat rolling down the sides of her cheeks.
His eyes darted around and he tried to squint his ears, if that was even possible, to hear if there was anyone around. After all, the other members always told Shownu how much he sucked at whispering, that his whispers sounded both loud and soft at the same time, that he sounded like a bear growling a guttural sound. In the time he was contemplating, his ears twitched when they heard the faint sound of sirens.
*Fwump*
‘아… 들었구나…’ (Translation: ‘Ah… [she] heard it too…’) he thought.
Eunjoo had yanked her hand out of his hand and shoved him with probably all her remaining strength, making him hit the other wall of the alley lightly. As if she lost all her strength, she slowly slid down her side of the wall with one hand over her shoulder.
The sirens sounded closer and Shownu finally asked quietly, “괜찮으세요?” (Translation: “Are you okay?”)
However, before she even uttered a sound, he saw her remove her hand from her shoulder. She winced and he could see something wet shining on her fingertips.
Shit.
“누나!!” (Translation: “Eunjoo[-noona]!!”)
Footsteps closed in and Shownu looked at the two people who ran into the alley with flashlights. He recognized the male officer as the one who ran Eunjoo’s errands. The one she didn’t avoid. The other, a female officer he didn’t recognize, asked rapidly, “뭐야, 너 어떻게 된거야?? 무슨 상황이야?” (Translation: “What the, what happened to you?? What’s the situation?”)
“윽… 혹시 올때 수상한 사람들 못 봤어? 남자 한명… 하고 여자… 한명.” (Translation: “Ugh… did you guys see any suspicious people on your way here? One man… and one… female.”) Eunjoo asked, words thrown out in between her irregular breathing.
The two officers looked at each other with worry before both shaking their heads.
Eunjoo muttered, “아… 씨발.. 부.. 분명히… 그 여자 목소리 어디서 들어봤..는데…” (Translation: “Ah… fuck.. I could.. Could have sworn… I heard that.. woman’s voice before…”) The female officer quickly took out her phone and seemed to request for additional backup to search the area and request for nearby CCTV. Strangely enough, they didn’t seem to realize that Eunjoo’s words started to stutter more and before the other officers could ask her any questions, Shownu saw her body slump to the side.
“어–!!” (Translation: “Hey–!!”) Shownu shouted, with one finger pointing towards Eunjoo.
The male officer immediately crouched to Eunjoo’s side. “누나!! 정신차려봐!!” (Translation: “[Noona]!! Wake up!!”)
The other officer also rushed to Eunjoo, but was on the phone again. “차 한대 여기로 보내. 지금 은주 병원으로 데리고 가야해.” (Translation: “Send a car here. We need to take Eunjoo to the hospital right now.”) She looked briefly up at Shownu before she answered the person on the call, “아니, 팀장님에게 보고드려 – 의뢰인은 무사하다고… 태용선배에겐 내가 이따가 말 할테니까 넌 팀장님한테 바로 전화 해.” (Translation: “No, report to Team Leader [Baek] that the client is safe… I’ll tell Tae-yong[-sunbae] later so you just call Team Leader [Baek] right away.”)
Just as she hung up, they heard a siren approach closer and tires squeaking past through the gravel. Headlights shone near the closest entrance of their alley and the male officer took it as his cue to pull Eunjoo’s arms over his shoulders and around his neck. “헙!” (Translation: “Oof!”) As he stood, he looped each of his arms around her legs to carry her safely on his back.
The other officer warned him to set her down in the car carefully before turning to Shownu. Her eyes met his, but he wanted to turn away from them. They weren’t as cold as Eunjoo’s but they weren’t welcoming either. Her facial expression showed no signs of sympathy or warmth. He wasn’t sure if her eyes meant to throw daggers at him or if she just normally looked like that in the dark. She was rigid even as she motioned him to get into the car wordlessly.
[tw// blood, very much depressing. enjoy @zeverits 😘]
The club is just what one would expect; loud, seedy, and packed full of people who were either flinging their bodies around in jerky, uncoordinated movements and calling it 'dancing', or making out with such aggression that anyone who didn't look hard enough would think they were tearing at each other's faces. Pink and blue strobe lights swing around wildly, surprisingly complimenting to the theme of red neon pillars and black bar tables as you move further into the ocean of people; stuffy and humid, hard to weave through to the drinking booths at the back, yet you manage to find exactly who you're looking for.
"And here I thought I'd never find you," you deadpan, once you find yourself standing before him with a hand resting on your hip.
You don't think Changkyun could've looked more dumbfounded. The expression made your stomach flip with satisfaction; eyes wider than antique dinner plates and jaw slightly ajar as his mind seemingly whirred. He looked extremely handsome, unsurprisingly, sporting the slightly popped wine button-up and black dress pants, complete with intricately-designed silver rings which fit onto his bony fingers beautifully, even if you hated to say it. A shame you don't get to take more of him in, for he's already springing out of the empty booth, and reaching for your arm to presumably drag you off somewhere away from the club or bark some bullshit you've already heard a million times before. Yet, you seize the opportunity to flip the tables by instead flicking your hand around to get a grip on his wrist before promptly dragging him back towards the dancefloor.
Changkyun's surprised by the action, going by the way he stumbles all the way to the open space you stop at and getting his protests out through a quivering lip. Nervous, you realize. Changkyun, is nervous. How funny, you think as you slide your hands up his clothed arms, smoothing over the painfully familiar muscle of his biceps before locking your hands behind the nape of his neck.
"What the hell are you doing here!?" He half whisper, half yells.
"Me? Oh, I'm just here to warn you out of the kindness of my heart, of course," the words slither sour and cool from between your lips like thick billows of sarin, the hairs on Changkyun's neck standing up at the sheer amount of threat coming from your throat as you lean in to brush your nose against the shell of his ear, hips swaying to the music and trying to blend in with the crowd, "Because I'm quite sure you're not aware of how this place will be busted open and shot up in three...," You lean back, detaching yourself from Changkyun's front.
"Two..," you grin, sliding a pistol from out the holster on your hip, hidden from view by the black nylon bomber jacket you wear, "one."
........
"Why the fuck did you even come here if it was just to warn me!? Goddamnit- Drive faster, come on!" Changkyun throws a harsh punch to the back of the car seat, causing the driver, a presumable close friend of his that you'd seen accompany him at parties and gatherings, Hyungwon you think, to huff and step harder on the gas pedal. He turns back to you, face stricken with something between desperation and flat out anger, an expression you'd never seen before.. well... This.
You let out a groan, looking back at your hands, wrapped tightly around your midsection, and take them away to see how had it is.
It's... Bad. Very bad.
Two bullet holes line your stomach, the injuries open and gushing thick bouts of blood everytime you dare take in a breath, which rattles your lungs with dizzying pain at the tension around your injuries. Huge blotches of crimson red stain your tank top, and before you can assess just how much it'd ruined your outfit, of all things, you remember that Changkyun is in the middle of yelling at you.
"What the hell were you thinking!? You could've texted me o-or called someone, why would you-"
"I wanted to help you." You sigh, a cough bubbling up the lining of your throat, and when you let it out, a spew of blood follows. Perfect, you think. You're getting blood everywhere. And while that should be the last thing on your mind, considering you feel your eyes fluttering with every blink, you can't help but frown in distaste at the familiar copper tang filling your mouth, "I had this weird urge to go down with you if the heist for the gang who got the jump on us were to kill you. But it's not really weird now, is it?" You chuckle. More gore spills against your shirt, and Changkyun rushes to cover both your hands with his own, his breathing heavy, "Because that's what people feel when they like someone in that way. You, Mister," You manage a red smile, "Wouldn't understand that."
"Don't fucking say that." Changkyun seethes, eyes turning puffy as tears, twinkling like little stars in the streetlight that shine through the windows, stream down his cheeks. His face twists with the effort to not start crying, but it's obvious that he wants to. Needs to. He sniffles, "It was part of my job, don't you understand? You should know better than anyone that you have to carry things out, no questions asked.. I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry, but please don't die on me like this." You feel his hands shake uncontrollably against the seams of your closed fingers, "Please...?"
You take a raspy breath and press your forehead gently against Changkyun's. He allows it. His skin is warm, you think.
"You already know how this will end, Changkyun.."
He shakes his head, lips parting to speak again, but you shush him.
"This entire time, I loved you. Isn't that funny? You made me feel. You made me feel, and I hated it. I wasn't supposed to feel yet you didn't care what I was supposed and not supposed to do with myself. I still do. But I didn't deserve that, and you knew it, too." You hum, allowing yourself to take a hand away from your wounds, grunting when you feel the pressure gone and lose more blood, but ignoring it, even if Changkyun gasps and tries to cover you up with his own fingers. You instead use your digits to caress his cheek, smearing red against the skin, but too weak and dizzy to do something about it. Truth be told, you were tired. So, so tired, lids suddenly heavy over your eyes as you focused on Changkyun's, who's are wide and scared. You coo, "But I forgive you now. How could I be mad at you? My sweet boy.... My love..."
"Hey..," His voice trembles in his throat, panicked, "Hey, stay with me...!"
You feel peaceful. Finally, you feel peace, deep in your heart, so warm, like sun coming out from the clouds after weeks of rain and storm. Funny, because you hear the pitter patter of raindrops against the car window. But to you, it's a nice day. Changkyun's progressive yelling becomes background noise as you feel yourself drifting off somewhere quiet, and somber, the last few words you register, along with his hand cupping your dropping head, are "Drive faster, Hyungwon, faster!"
No, there's a few more, actually, but you have to strain what little energy you have left to catch it. It makes you sad.
"Come back... Come back to me! Please, please, not now..."
And then your world goes dark. And it rained, and it rained, and it rained.
Monsta X | Their reaction to your sex scene in Vikings
Warnings: NSFW-ish
A/N: I should be asleep but decided to make this since I’m watching Vikings and I was just inspired lol. Features my faves: Ragnar, Björn, Ubbe, Hvitserk and Ivar. Although now that I’m thinking about it I should’ve put Halfdan and King Harold in there too, but eh maybe some other time! Enjoy!
Shownu - Shownu was excited to see you on tv, even if he didn’t really show it with his stoic personality. He would smile as he saw you in Vikings. You were a princess’ from one of the cities in the show. He was so proud that you had gotten a role on the show, but his smile would slowly turn into a straight line and his brows would start to frown as a certain steamy scene between your character and Björn would come up. He really didn’t say anything until the end of the show when he turned the tv off, sitting still facing the television until he decided to turn towards you with a blank face. “Jagi? Why didn’t you tell me this bear-like man was going to be touching you like that?” “Uh...um…” Shownu would then pull you onto his lap, capturing your lips in a heated kiss. “Because only I can touch you like that.”
Wonho - Wonho was excited to finally see you in an episode of Vikings. He kept asking you when you would appear, what channel, and what time it would be on. “Babe, you just don’t get it. My girlfriend is an actress! I get to see your hard work on tv!” You stared at him and shrugged, giving up on trying to warn him. Once you were half way through the episode you breathed in and stared at Wonho as your character's scene with Ubbe came up. Wonho starred with wide eyes and his jaw dropped as he watched you and Ubbe getting it on in the forest. “Won-” “What the hell!” Wonho would shout, interrupting you and making you flinch. “I can explain!” You said, but Wonho would have already paused the episode as Ubbe’s face was close to yours. “So you think you can have a sex scene with some guy, but not tell me? Huh? Do you think he’s better than me?” “It’s fake first of all…” Jealous Wonho activated.
Minhyuk - Minhyuk would have hyped up all the other members and mostly bribed them to come over and see your episode on Vikings since the very moment he found your script and saw when it would be aired. “My little big shot actress is finally going to be in an episode!” But once everyone was seated in your living room and Minhyuk was clutching your hand so tight in happiness, you knew he would be the opposite of all the hype once he saw you on top of Hvitserk, moving your hips on another man. Everyone had held their breath as they watched on, but would glance at Minhyuk to see his reaction to the scene. Minhyuk would reach for the tv remote and turn off the tv, even when the show wasn’t over yet. “Okay, let’s go guys!” Kihyun would usher everyone out as he knew what was about to go down. Once everyone was out of your apartment, Minhyuk would turn to you with a look which only meant one thing, run. You ran towards your room as he chased you and pulled you to the bed, throwing you on it and getting on top of you. A serious look on his face. “Jagi, why didn’t you tell me?” He would trail his nose from your neck to your jawline, making you shiver in anticipation. “You know what? Don’t tell me. Because I won’t tell you what I’m about to do to you right now.”
Kihyun - Kihyun didn’t expect it at all. After all he had made some dinner so you both could eat in the living room as you watched. You were a bit hesitant when he smiled at you as your part in the episode was coming up. Your character was having a deep conversation with Hvitserk. “Mmm, that dress looks good on you.” Kihyun pointed with his chopsticks, as he complimented you, he took another bite of his food, you smiled nervously as you nodded at him. No later than a few seconds after he had complimented your form of dress in the show that you and Hvitserk began to get a bit more handsy with each other. The sound of choking on food and chopsticks falling on the coffee table in which you were both eating while sat on the floor, was heard from beside you. “Y-you didn’t tell me about this part, babe!” You bit your bottom lip as you gave Kihyun an innocent smile. “Thank you for dinner?”
Hyungwon - Hyungwon would have his mouth dropped open as Björn had his way with you in the show. He couldn’t believe that a big ol’ muscle guy was manhandling smol little you. “J-jagi?” He wouldn’t move his eyes from the tv as he poked your thigh. “Yes?” It wasn’t until the scene switched to a battle scene that he turned his head to stare at you with a shocked face. “Did you like being manhandled by that buff guy?” He asked, slight curiosity and nerves sounding from his voice. You smiled as you climbed onto his lap to straddle him. Your arms coming up to wrap themselves around his neck as his hands had found a way to your hips. “No, because it wasn’t you, my love.” You said as you placed a sweet kiss on his full pouty lips. He smiled as he tightened his hold around your waist now. “I love you, jagi.” “I love you too.”
Jooheon - Pouty boi 24/7! Jooheon couldn’t believe it that you were on top of another man as you moved your hips on Ragnar. KING RAGNAR. The scene was more wild than his rap lines. “Jagi, you gotta be kidding me.” He began as he kept watching you moan on top of Ragnar. “You had a sex scene with a King? A KING!” You giggled as he started to become overdramatic. “Well I mean, I guess I did?” His mouth gaped open as he turned off the tv, pulling you up and tugging you towards your bedroom. “What are you doing?” “I’m going to have sex with the shieldmaiden that just had a wild sex scene with King Ragnar.” Your brows raised in confusion as Jooheon only pushed you onto the bed. “But we haven’t finished watching-” Jooheon had already pulled his shirt off of himself as he climbed into bed with you, smashing his lips against yours. “Don’t care, we’re going to have our own crazy wild sex scene right now.” And so a sleepless night began.
Changkyun - The evening was going good as both Changkyun and yourself were laying in his bed all cuddled up as you watched the episode of Vikings you would be in. His hand would be on your thigh as he drew imaginary shapes into your skin and sometimes even squeeze it. Changkyun would also comment at times how badass the battle scenes were, and how he wished he could have a small dagger like the ones Ivar would have in his fingers as he twirled/spun it around as he smirked. He turned to you with a smile. “I have a feeling your scene is almost on, babe.” You shrugged as he pressed his lips to your forehead, but stopped once he heard a familiar moan on his tv screen. Your eyes had widened as you had forgotten about the sex scene that you had to do. Changkyun’s head turned slowly to see you on your stomach as Ivar was taking you from behind, his hand around your throat as he groaned out how pretty your character would look like as his queen. The grip on your thigh only tightened as Changkyun licked his lips and turned to you, his eyes darker and full of lust. “You know baby? He’s right.” He said as he pressed a soft kiss to your neck. “You would look gorgeous as a queen, but I think you would look even better as a princess. Don’t you think?” You inhaled deeply as a slight shiver went down your back as Changkyun pushed you to lay down on his bed, as he climbed over you and got himself situated in between your legs. “Why don’t you take your clothes off and turn that pretty plump ass around so I can give you what you need, princess.”
anonymous said: can i ask for something smuty with changkyun where he’s your best friend or something like that, and doesnt admit hes jealous of you until he loses his mind? thank uuu love your work <3
⤑ genre: angst with a bit of smut, idol!Changkyun, best friend reader
⤑ pairing: idol!Changkyun x bff!Reader
⤑ warning: sexual content, foul language, slight daddy kink, choking,
⤑ summary: Changkyun is your best friend and you notice how distant he’s become since you befriended the rest of his members, especially his hyung, Kihyun.
⤑ word count: 5k
a/n: I hope this is okay, I wasn’t sure what you wanted Changkyun to be jealous about so I made up a reason. Thank you for requesting and I hope you like it! ~K♡
You pulled out your phone and felt a pang in your heart when you saw that Changkyun hadn’t opened your message. It had been two days since he last talked to you which was odd. Changkyun had been your best friend since you were kids.
When he became a trainee, the two of you lost contact but after he debuted with Monsta X, the two of you reconnected like you hadn’t spent a day apart.
It happened at a fan sign. You bought a ticket, luckily, and flew to Seoul to attend. You were halfway to the stage when you spotted Changkyun. He was smiling at and talking to a fan, signing their album while they told him a story.
After she finished, she moved on and Changkyun took the opportunity to look around, spotting you instantly and his eyes widened when he recognized you. The entire time you were working your way down the table, he threw glances at you until you finally reached him.
“Wow,” he breathed, dropping Korean for your language instead. “(Y/N),” he said smiling at you. “It’s been a long time,” he said, resting his chin in his palm and looking at you with a grin. “You look amazing,” he added looking down as you pushed your copy of their album at him.
He took it and started flipping through the pages of the photobook. Once he found what he was looking for, he started writing. “What have you been up to?” he asked.
You regaled him with the tale of your high school experience without him, navigating the halls you once roamed together until you graduated and went onto university. He listened with interest as you recounted the past few years without him.
He smiled up at you, capping his marker and taking care to close your album and put it back in its sleeve. “Let’s catch up, yeah?” he asked, giving you a wink and handing your album back to you. He took your hand in his and gave it a small squeeze.
“Make sure to look through the whole book,” he said nodding at the album. Before you could ask, you were ushered along to the next member while Changkyun turned his attention to his next fan.
After the fan meet ended and you returned to your hotel room, you pulled out the album and pulled out the photobook, flipping through it to find the members’ messages to you. It wasn’t until almost the end that something caught your eye. Changkyun had written a note at the very back of the book on a blank page.
“I have a new number, but my KKT is the same. Message me sometime,” it read. You hadn’t used the Korean texting app in years, losing it when you changed phones and never redownloading it.
You decided to give it a shot, downloading it and trying to sign in with your own credentials. It worked. You had all your old contacts back, including-- Changkyun.
You clicked on his user and pressed the freechat option. Your thumbs hovered over the keyboard, not sure what to type. You settled for something simple. “Hey, what’s up?”
His reply came quickly.
Kyun [21:42]: hey (: not much. Just got back to the dorms. Wbu?
You [21:43]: just chilling in my hotel room. I check out in a couple days.
Kyun [21:44]: you don’t leave for another day?
You [21:44]: nope
Kyun [21:45]: i’m free tomorrow after morning practice. Want to meet up?
You froze. Should you? Wouldn’t he get in trouble?
You must have taken too long to reply because Changkyun sent another text.
Kyun [21:47]: you okay?
You [21:48]: won;t you get in trouble for hanging out with me?
Kyun [21:49]: probably, but who cares? (;
You [21:50]: … okay (:
The next day, the two of you met up around lunch time, grabbing a bite to eat before exploring the city. You wore a black dust mask and baseball cap at the request of Changkyun. “To protect your privacy,” he told you. The two of you spend a whole day out together, enjoying the mild weather.
You parted ways, promising to keep in touch until you moved to Seoul for work.
Months later, you made the move and Changkyun used bit of every free time he had to spend time with you. He called it making up for lost time. You were loving it. Everything was almost as if you never parted.
At first, Changkyun didn’t tell the members about you, wanting to keep it a secret for a while but eventually, they found out and started pressuring him for details. He couldn’t keep you a secret any longer. He told the guys about you and how he knew you.
To his surprise, they encouraged his friendship with you and even extended an invitation to you to come around and meet them and perhaps join them in a movie night, an offer you accepted the moment Changkyun told you about it.
So one Friday night, you got dressed in your comfiest clothes and made your way across town to their dorm. Changkyun met you downstairs and led you up to their dorm. Once inside, you were introduced to the rest of the members of Monsta X.
You had a great time hanging out with them and they enjoyed having you over so they continued to invite you over. Movie nights were a popular thing with your group. Changkyun always sat you between him and Kihyun whom you formed a very fast friendship with.
Little did you know how much your friendship with Kihyun would affect your relationship with Changkyun.
Before long, Kihyun started asking you to go out with him. You didn’t think much of it, since it was kind of the same when you went out with Changkyun. Just two friends hanging out.
After the first time was when you noticed Changkyun’s distantness. You asked him if he was okay and he confirmed he was. He asked you to spend a day out with him and you agreed, needing another day out after a rough week at work.
After going out with Changkyun, he seemed to return to his old self. Until you mentioned going out to get lunch and go shopping with Kihyun.
Changkyun refused to answer your texts and that was where you were at now. Dealing with him being unresponsive.
You were starting to worry so you did they only thing you could think of. You called Kihyun.
He answered on the fourth ring. “Hey, (Y/N),” he said in a cheerful voice. “Hey, Ki,” you replied. “Are you guys home?” you asked. “No, we’re out right now. Well,” he said. “Changkyun’s home.” he added. “He mentioned not wanting to go out,” he said.
You nodded to yourself. ‘He has to be ignoring me then.’
“I was thinking of popping by to see him. Is that okay?” you asked. “Of course!” Kihyun replied happily. “Try to cheer him up, if you can. He’s been acting like a kicked puppy for a couple days now.” You thanked Kihyun for giving you the code to get in and started getting ready to head over.
The commute over was long, giving you plenty of time to think about what you were going to say to Changkyun. Maybe figure out why he was being so distant.
When you reached the dorm, you made your way up, unlocking the door to get in. Once in the dorm, you looked around, noticing that there seemed to be no sign of Changkyun. You made your way back toward his room, the sounds of a computer game growing louder with each step.
You peered into the room through the cracked door and saw Changkyun sitting at his desk, playing some sort of online game. You pushed the door open quietly, watching him for a few minutes. He was cursing and muttering under his breath at his opponents.
It was kind of cute. You decided to get his attention and coughed, clearing your throat. Changkyun jumped, spinning around to look at you. The moment he looked away from his screen, his character died and he swore loudly, rounding on you angrily.
“How did you get in?” he asked, getting up from his seat and crossing the room to meet you at the door. “Kihyun gave me the code,” you said, letting out a yelp when Changkyun grabbed your arm and started to lead you down the hall and towards the door.
“Well, Kihyun isn’t here, so go home,” he snapped, shoving you toward the door, causing you to stumble. You stood up straight and rounded on him. “I didn’t come to see Kihyun. I asked him for the code so I could come see you,” you said, your eyes narrowed.
“But clearly I made a mistake coming here,” you added bending down to slip into your shoes. “(Y/N),” Changkyun started scratching the back of his neck. “Don’t worry,” you said, choking back sobs. “I’ll just go since you clearly don’t want me here,” you said reaching for the handle of the door and turning it.
You had only pulled the door opened a little before Changkyun pushed it shut. You turned to glare at him, finding only his soft expression instead. “I’m sorry,” he said softly. The two of you stared at one another before you sniffled. Changkyun pulled you into a hug, wrapping you in his warmth.
“You’re mean,” you murmured, your voice muffled by his shoulder. He shushed you, hugging you tightly. “I know,” he replied. “I suck. I’m sorry,” he repeated. The two of you parted and Changkyun led you back down the hall to his room, shutting the door behind you.
You turned to face him, watching as he sat down on the edge of his bed, running his fingers through his hair with a heavy sigh. You moved to stand in front of him, reaching a hand up to ruffle his hair. “What’s wrong?” you asked. He looked up at you and instead of answering, he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you closer, resting his head against your stomach just below your breast.
“I’m an asshole,” he said plainly. You smacked his shoulder lightly. “You’re not wrong, but don’t say that,” you said as you rubbed the spot you hit. The two of you said nothing until something hit you.
“Why did you think I was coming to see Kihyun?” you asked. He shrugged. ‘Nope. That’s not good enough.’ You took Changkyun’s face in between your hands and forced him to look up at you. “Answer me, Kyun. Why did you think I was coming to see Kihyun?” you asked again.
“Because you’re always spending time with him,” he murmured, not looking at you, instead looking off to the side. You narrowed your eyes at him. ‘Was he… jealous?’
“I spend time with you,” you countered and he shrugged. “Lately it feels like you’re all about Kihyun,” he said quietly. You poked his shoulder. “I can’t believe this,” you said and Changkyun looked up at you. “You’re jealous,” you said. The word struck a chord with Changkyun and he got defensive.
“No,” he said. “I’m not.” You smirked at him. “Oh my god, you totally are!” you said. Changkyun growled and grabbed you by the hips, pulling you down past him onto the mattress.
You let out a squeal as Changkyun tipped you backwards onto his bed. “Changkyun!” you said, propping yourself up on your elbows as your best friend hovered over you, his face dangerously close to yours. You gulped, feeling the heat rise in your cheeks as your heart thudded erratically in your chest.
You had never been this close to him before and it was affecting you more than you’d like to admit.
“W-what are you doing?” you stammered, noticing the way Changkyun’s eyes dipped to your lips and then back up. Neither one of you moved nor said a word. ‘What is his deal?’ you wondered. ‘What is he thinking?’ you asked yourself.
Sometimes Changkyun was an enigma to you, doing and saying things to make you think one thing and then turning around and acting the opposite. It was confusing but you got used to it. You were experienced with his weird mannerisms. His cool facade.
What you weren’t used to was this man before you. The one with a stoic face but eyes that burned with the fires of jealousy. Changkyun had never been the type before to express jealousy before. He had never gotten mad at you for spending time with other guys. That just wasn’t him.
The man before you now was exactly that. Someone driven to do things he wouldn’t normally do because he got jealous over you spending more time with another man. What happened to him?
The feeling of Changkyun’s breath fanning over your face brought you out of your own thoughts, reminding you of the situation you were in. You watched as his eyes dipped to your lips again and back up to meet your eyes, flashing a split second warning before he acted.
He closed the distance between you, pressing his lips against yours and taking your ability to breathe away just like that. Your head swam with thoughts but your subconscious pushed those thoughts aside, allowing you to focus instead on what you were doing. You were being kissed by your best friend. So you did the only thing that made sense. You kissed him back.
Changkyun was shocked at himself for crossing the line he said he would never cross but he was even more surprised when he felt you soften under him, your lips moving against his gently as one of your hands moved to grab onto his bicep, squeezing slightly, urging him to continue.
Changkyun slowly laid his weight on you, forcing you down on your back, his hips resting between your thighs. The kiss slowly progressed as Changkyun parted your lips with his, allowing his tongue to slip into your mouth and start exploring as your free hand moved to comb through his hair.
Feeling your nails against his scalp, Changkyun let out a soft moan, muffled against your lips. You tugged slightly, signaling him to pull back a little. The two of you didn’t move, instead stared at each other intensely as you both struggled to catch your breath.
“How long?” you finally asked. Changkyun took a couple of short breaths before responding. “Years,” he answered. You took his face in between your hands. “Why didn’t you say anything sooner?” you asked, studying his face. Changkyun shrugged. That answer wasn’t good enough for you.
“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” you asked again. Changkyun sighed. “Because I would rather have part of you than none of you at all,” he answered. It was sweet in a self sacrifice sort of way.
You smiled, running your fingers through his hair, pulling him back down for another kiss. “You can have all of me,” you murmured before kissing him again. Changkyun pulled away, staring at you with wide eyes.
“Do you mean that?” he asked sitting back up. You sat up to meet him. After studying his face you nodded. “Yes,” you said. “I mean that.”
Changkyun reached out, taking one of your hands in his. “Like, right now?” he asked and you cocked your head to the side watching as his eyes trailed down to look at his lap and back up. Glancing down you could see what he meant. You could see his growing erection through his sweats.
A sly grin pulled over your lips as you looked back up, meeting his gaze. You nodded your consent before grabbing the front of his hoodie and pulling him toward you, locking him in yet another kiss. Changkyun wasted no time in taking control, pushing you back on the bed, his lips still on yours.
He broke the kiss momentarily to remove his hoodie, revealing his white tee shirt. His lips attached to your neck, kissing along the sensitive skin under your jaw while his hands were free to wander, feeling their way down your sides to your hips and down the outsides of your thighs.
His hands gripped the underside of your thighs, pulling your hips closer against his as he pressed his hard on against your core, earning a gasp from you. You felt him nip at the skin on the side of your neck, running his tongue over the same spot before biting down a little hard, allowing a moan to escape your lips.
Changkyun, incited by your sounds of pleasure, grinded against you again, letting out a satisfactory moan at the friction. You could feel your arousal starting to pool in your panties and if he kept doing what he was doing, you would be soaking in minutes.
Despite never being intimate with him, Changkyun seemed to know your body better than you thought. Or perhaps he was just a quick learner. Whatever the case was, it was clear he knew what he was doing. Changkyun bucked his hips again, pressing his hard member against you and this time, you moaned out his name.
He pulled his head back to look at you, his pupils dilated as he looked into your eyes. “(Y/N)?” he whispered. Your hand moved to the back of his neck, preventing him from pulling away. “I need you,” you said breathlessly. Changkyun couldn’t believe this was happening.
He had fantasized about this for a few weeks now. Ever since he’d realized his feelings and desire for you were real, he’d wanted this exact moment to come but now that it was here, he didn’t know what to do. He froze, staring at you with wide eyes. ‘Shit.’
You sat up, taking his hand. “Changkyun?” you asked. At the sound of your voice, he seemed to come back to reality. His eyes met yours. “Are you okay?” you asked. He nodded vigorously. ‘A lie. He was terrified.’ “Yeah,” he said. “I’m fine.”
You could tell he was not fine. You could hear it in his voice. Instead of pressing him further, you scooted closer to him, almost straddling him. “Do you want to stop?” you asked softly, watching as he considered it. After a moment, he shook his head. “No,” he breathed.
He pulled you in for another kiss, his hands moving to your hips, guiding them against his own. You moaned, breaking the kiss to throw your head back while Changkyun’s lips kissed down your neck. “Lie back,” he said softly and you did, lowering yourself back onto the mattress. Changkyun grabbed the sides of your shorts and slowly pulled them down, pulling your panties with them.
He maintained eye contact as he discarded your shorts, tossing them to the side. His hands rested calmly on your knees before pushing them apart gently, eyes trailing down your body until he stopped at the place where you thighs met. He let out a breath he didn’t know he was holding.
Your cheeks burned as he looked at you and you wanted to move; close your legs, cover yourself, something. Changkyun brought one hand down to trace your lips coated in your arousal and you shuddered at the contact, your eyes fluttering shut as he slipped a finger past your folds to find your clit.
He watched your face as he slowly massaged in circles, enjoying the way your hips twitched and you bucked involuntarily. It wasn’t long before he had you trembling, slowly building up your orgasm. He smiled as you tossed your head side to side, whimpers and moans leaving your mouth.
“Does that feel good?” he asked in a low tone, amusement laced in his voice. ‘Was he mocking you?’
You nodded, biting into the plush skin of your bottom lip. “Mhm,” you moaned, your hips slowly rising and falling to match his ministrations. Changkyun watched in awe as you started to ride his hand, your breath coming in shallowly, uttering soft whines occasionally. He couldn’t have you coming undone so easily.
He slid his finger into your entrance, enjoying the warmth that enveloped the digit. He could only imagine how amazing you would feel around his cock. The thought of sinking his hardened length inside you had him twitching in his sweatpants. He pushed those thoughts aside for later.
Right now, he was focused on your pleasure and making you feel good. Changkyun added a second finger, slowly pumping them in and out of you. One of your hands traveled from above your head down to cup your own breast and Changkyun’s mind filled with ideas.
He slowed his hand, causing you to look up at him. “Don’t stop,” you moaned. Changkyun chuckled, enjoying the amount of control he had over you. ‘Did he ever feel like this?’ he wondered but pushed that from his mind. Even if he did, it didn’t matter. You wanted Changkyun now, not Kihyun.
“Take your shirt off,” Changkyun said, nodding at the offending article. You obliged, taking it off you easily and tossing it aside. Changkyun had to stop and appreciate the sight before him now. You lying on your back, legs spread for him in nothing but a black lace bra. You were stunning.
Changkyun resumed his earlier speed, his fingers moving in and out of you quickly, stopping inside to curl against a spot that seemed to draw out the deepest moans he’d heard yet come from you.
“Fuck,” he swore, enjoying the way you sounded, knowing it was all because of him. “You’re so beautiful,” he whispered, watching the rise and fall of your chest from your labored breathing as he coaxed a climax out of you.
“Please, Changkyun,” you whimpered. “I need you.”
Changkyun smiled, moving to lie on the bed, his head between your thighs. “Soon, baby, okay?” he said softly. “I promise,” he added. You opened your mouth to respond but any words were taken and replaced with a moan when you felt the tip of his tongue against your clit.
He flattened his tongue, running it up and down, over your clit repeatedly before kissing it, sucking softly. You let out a cry, your walls clenching around his fingers. He tried not to smirk as he continued, flicking his tongue against the sensitive bundle of nerves while simultaneously pumping his fingers in and out of you, coated in your juices.
You couldn’t bear it anymore. Your body shook from the build up, unshed tears in the outer corners of your eyes. You just wanted to come already. You voiced your wants to Changkyun who merely chuckled.
“You want to come that bad, baby?” he asked, watching as you nodded frantically. He curled his fingers inside you again, rubbing against the rigid spot inside your walls that had your body trembling. “Do you want to come on my fingers or tongue?” he asked. Now he was getting cocky.
You shook your head quickly. “I don’t care, just please let me come!” you whined. Changkyun chuckled again. “Okay,” he said. He didn’t speak again, instead putting his mouth to better use as he brought you to the brink of orgasm with both his mouth and fingers.
Your body reacted to the overload of sensations by shuddering before you whimpered that you were about to come. Changkyun pulled back momentarily to encourage you. “Do it,” he whispered. “Come for me.” He curled his fingers inside you, his tongue working wonders on your swollen clit, pushing you over the edge and you came with a cry of his name, your body shivering as he helped you ride out your high.
After a few moments, you felt Changkyun pull his fingers out, leaving you empty. He was only gone for a few moments before you felt the bed dip. He settled between your legs, moving them to make space. You felt the tip of his cock graze your entrance and you tried to sit up. “Wait,” you said and he paused, looking up at you with concern. “What is it? Did I do something wrong?” he asked.
You shook your head. “I should return the favor,” you said only to be met with a chuckle. “Maybe some other time,” he said. “I’d rather just be inside you right now,” he said, rubbing the tip of his dick against your slick folds. “Let me know if I hurt you,” he said, giving you a serious look. You nodded to show you understood. Changkyun slowly pushed past your lips, gliding into your wet pussy rather easily.
Or so you thought.
Once the head of his dick was inside you, he started to push further, a slight sting greeting your senses and you hissed. Changkyun stopped immediately, searching your face. “(Y/N)?” he asked. You nodded. “I’m okay,” you reassured him. “Please keep going,” you added.
Changkyun nodded and returned his attention to his length, slowly disappearing inside you. Little by little he slid in until he was fully buried inside. The throb of his member inside you made up for the feeling of emptiness earlier. Changkyun waited as your body adjust to him, feeling your walls contract around him occasionally. Finally you gave him the go ahead to move.
He held your hips in place as he slowly slid out of you until just the tip was inside before slowly pushing back in, drawing out his thrusts in an agonizing pace. “Stop teasing me,” you said after a few moments of this, causing Changkyun to laugh softly.
His grip tightened as he picked up the pace, thrusting into you at a faster speed. You moaned at the feeling of being filled, the earlier sting now replaced with a dull ache. You couldn’t be happier.
Changkyun, on the other hand was elated. He reveled in the feeling of your warm walls tightening around him as he thrust into you, a soft moan, falling past his lips as his eyes fluttered shut. It was undeniably the best feeling he’d ever experienced and being that it was you made it all the more special for him.
Your moans grew in pitch as he continued thrusting into you, the head of his cock hitting at rigid spot he’d felt earlier while fingering you. It seemed like that was your sweet spot and now that he found it, Changkyun was taking full advantage of it. He aimed for it, slamming into you harder, faster, and deeper in an effort to hit that spot, repeatedly. He wanted you to scream his name.
He wanted the whole building to know that he was the one fucking you so good. Not him.
Feeling his own orgasm drawing nearer, he focused on making you come again, his hand slid up your stomach, ghosting over your breast until it reached your neck. He softly wrapped his fingers around your throat, enjoying the way you clenched around him.
He remembered what he’d read about choking, taking care not to press against the front of your throat, only squeezing the sides, restricting the blood flow to your brain. You were still able to breathe but you head started to swim from the lack of blood to your brain, You let out a deep moan, your walls clenching around Changkyun tightly as he thrust into you, deeper than you thought possible.
He loosened his grip, allowing blood to flow once more.That didn’t stop his hips from snapping against yours though. Your entire body was hot, as if you had a fever but you knew you didn’t. You were close now. “I’m close,” you whispered. Changkyun moved his hand from your throat, sliding down your body until he pressed his thumb against your clit, massaging in time with his thrusts.
“Are you going to be a good girl,” he started, watching your face as your body started to shake, particularly your legs. “And come for me?” he added. You nodded, whimpering out a “yes.” Changkyun took this opportunity to push you just a bit further. “Yes, what?” he asked in a husky voice, his own orgasm within his reach.
You looked up at him, your face flushed, looking fucked out. You were a sight to behold. “Yes, daddy,” you breathed and that was all Changkyun needed to send you over the edge. Your second orgasm hit you like a wave, washing over you as you came on his dick with a cry of his name. Changkyun helped you ride out your high by chasing his own. He pounded into you, holding your hips against the mattress.
Not long after your second orgasm, you had your third as Changkyun was going for his. You came a third time with a whimper, begging him to stop. “It’s too much,” you panted, your body shuddering from the sensitivity of being overstimulated.
“I’m almost there,” Changkyun whispered in your ear.
He made good on his promise, and after a few more thrusts, he came with a groan, releasing into the condom he’d put on earlier. After a few shallow thrusts, he stilled, buried inside you as he panted to catch his breath.
After a few more minutes, he pulled out of you and rolled onto his back beside you, removing the condom and tying it off to toss in the trash can.
The two of you lay in silence for a few moments before he spoke. “That was incredible,” he said and you giggled, a blush forming on your face. You looked over to find him staring up at the ceiling. “Yeah,” you agreed. “It was.”
Changkyun turned his head to look at you. “I guess this means that you and Kihyun are--” he started.
“We were never a thing, Kyun. Honestly. We flirted a little but that was the extent of it. We never even kissed or held hands. He’s literally just a friend,” you said sitting up and looking at your best friend.
“I never wanted him, Kyun,” you added. “I wanted you. From the beginning, I always wanted you.”
Changkyun sat up, studying you with excited eyes. “I guess you can have me,” he said with a lopsided grin.
warnings: cursing, alcohol mentions, the smut is dirty af i can’t put it all in a warning oop
A/N: i made kihyun basically a bully and a giant asshole but ik he’s a soft baby and a lovely boy but i just have a lot of pent up feelings towards him, i can’t admit my feelings for him so i just use hatred as an excuse okay its a personal problem. pls dont hate me!!
You couldn’t get rid of him no matter how hard you tried. It was hard enough that he was involved in your close friend group and you had to see his face often, but he also genuinely enjoyed seeing you get so heated over the mere sight of him.
“For once, for once can he be working when we hang out or I don’t know… maybe just not be invited?” You groan, angrily looking out the window of Changkyun’s car with your arms firmly crossed.
“Look we can’t just not invite him, he’s still our friend. It’s not our fault neither of you can stand each other, you’re lucky either of you get invited to these things do you really think any of us want to deal with the never ending bickering from you two?” Changkyun shook his head, dreading the thought of all the arguing he’s going to have to deal with tonight.
“He starts it! You really expect me to just take his little digs at me?” You huff.
“He only does it because he knows for sure you will fight back; I’ve told you this how many times? Hell, he’s told you that himself yet you still give him the reaction he wants, if you just ignored him he’d stop”
“I really doubt that” You mumble, staring at the road ahead. Changkyun never beats around the bush with you, but that is why he was your best friend, both as feisty and fiery as each other. It is probably a bad dynamic since you both just feed off each others intense vibes and don’t hold back with others who aren’t either of you, who often can’t handle such honesty and bluntness. Most times you love Kyun being honest with you, but times like this; when talking about the person who makes your blood boil more than anyone else, you really hated it. Maybe tonight you will take Kyun’s advice and ignore Kihyun, just to prove him wrong when Kihyun continues to terrorise you and he can finally get all the blame he deserves.
As soon as you got out of the car you could see your group of boys through the big window at the front of the restaurant, sitting on the table right next to the window as per usual. Thank god they were all talking and too preoccupied in looking at the menus arguing over what they were going to order to notice you and Kyun walking in. There is seriously only 1 whole brain cell in this goddamn group and it belongs to you. Without you they wouldn’t get anywhere. You hide behind Kyun as you enter, both so Kihyun won’t see you and pester you before you even get to the table and so you can see where he is sitting before you reach the table and plan how you will avoid him as much as you can. You and Kyun reach the table and stand there silent for at least 30 seconds before any of them notice you, they were really going at it between themselves. Sitting on the wall side was Minhyuk, Kihyun, Jooheon & Hyungwon. Facing the rest of the restaurant and their backs to you and Kyun right now was Shownu and Wonho, sitting on the side closest to the window with the two free seats for you and Kyun next to them at the end of the table. Finally, Hyungwon turns around from watching the other three boys argue next to him to see you and Kyun standing there, staring at them with the biggest look of disapproval on your faces. He smiles and nods, nobody else noticing you. Minhyuk, Kihyun & Jooheon were all arguing over what food they wanted to get and Shownu was asking them, practically begging them all to just settle on either one meal or one meat option each for the barbecue otherwise it would end up being too much money and not all of it would be eaten anyways. Wonho was just disassociating on his phone. Kyun clears his throat, still no response, so he just sighs and pulls out the seat next to Shownu, leaving you to sit on the end of the table across from Hyungwon. He knew you would appreciate that, wanting to be as far away from Kihyun as possible, but two people down from you on the other side was still too close. The other 3 boys on the other side all look up when they hear the chairs being pulled out, nod at you both and go back to their food issues.
“Look, you three need to shut up for a moment and we need to ask these two what they would like now. So you three need to settle your issues ASAP otherwise this will just end up like last time” Shownu demands, tone very clearly desperate.
“I’m okay with anything, I just want food” you say, which earns a smirk and a loud nose exhale from Kihyun, whatever that was meant to mean you had no idea and you didn’t really care to know. You didn’t even look his way, focusing on the menu Shownu handed to Kyun.
“Same for me, as long as you get some kind of beef for the barbecue I don’t care. Also as long as you three stop arguing so I can eat quicker” Kyun says, handing the menu back to Shownu. The other three pout and huff, settling on a meal and a barbecue option amongst each other. You’re rather shocked Kihyun hasn’t made a single dig at you yet, this is a new record for him, but you put it down to him being more concerned about his empty stomach for the time being. Hopefully when the food arrives he’s too busy scoffing food down his throat to be bothering you.
As per usual, Wonho ended up being the barbecue dad as he put the first load of meat onto the barbecue the sound of the satisfying sizzle filling your ears and everyone was happily digging into the dishes. The last dish arrives and you gasp in excitement and try to quickly finish your current food so you can grab some of the new one before all the boys finish it first with their bottomless stomachs.
“Woah, relax and stop acting like a pig. The food won’t go anywhere” Kihyun laughs, widening his eyes at you in a mocking way.
“Kihyun what the fuck? Mind your own business and back off, dude” Kyun snaps.
‘Ah, here we go’ you think to yourself. You feel that pang in your stomach, wanting so badly to snap back at him instantly but you remember the car ride and decide to stay quiet. For some reason what he said this time actually hurts you. Why? You’re not sure, you hate it, you feel weak. You feel like running to the bathroom to hide the hurt that you’re pretty sure is showing clearly on your face, especially since you usually snap back instantly. You ignore Kihyun, don’t even glance at him and just continue to grab yourself a nice amount of the new dish and place it into your little bowl, trying your best to eat it without looking too upset. A few seconds later, Wonho finishes cooking the beef and takes everyone’s bowls and gives them a fair amount of it before putting the next load of meat on.
“Are you okay?” Hyungwon asks you quietly, leaning across the table.
“Yeah I’m fine, just really tired from all my classes today” You give him a soft smile and a nod, appreciative that he actually checked up you even though you hate that it’s clear you are upset.
“Ah okay, I was worried that you we- “
“How has everyone’s week been?” Minhyuk yells from his end of the table, largely exaggerating the loudness of the restaurant chatter and music.
“We’re all University students, how interesting could any of our weeks have been?” Jooheon replies, beef stuffed in his mouth.
“Well I’m sorry I’m just trying to make fucking conversation since none of you have made an attempt to” Minhyuk snaps, gesturing his hands out to everyone around the table and then clasping them together.
“Jooheon are you trying to imply that you actually go to class and spend your time outside of class actually studying?” Wonho says, not even glancing up as he turns over all the meat. Everyone on the table cracks up laughing.
“Hey! I was not implying anything, even if when I don’t go to classes; which I do most of the time by the way, I just stay home which still isn’t interesting… and I do study!” Jooheon leans back against the wall, arms firmly crossed with a grumpy pout on his face.
“It’s okay Joo, I think staying home and watching Netflix… or studying and going to class like you apparently do, is a lot more interesting and entertaining than being one of those students that goes out all the time and constantly gets drunk, high and is basically brain-dead 24/7” You say, stuffing the meat in your mouth into your cheeks.
“You can’t really say that when you’ve never been to even ONE party since you’ve started at University, you wouldn’t have any idea of how it’s ‘not fun’ or what fun even is. You just go to class every day and study and then stay cooped up in your dorm every weekend like a complete loser,” Kihyun doesn’t even breathe once, “oh and please, don’t talk with your mouth full”. Minhyuk whacks the back of Kihyun’s head, looking at you with sorrow. You felt your blood pressure rising, wishing so badly you could split his chopsticks in half and shove them up his ass. However, you just sat there looking down at your now empty bowl trying to hide how red your face now was and your throat closing up, feeling like you were going to cry out of frustration. If he made one more mean comment you were certain you were going to snap, and by that you mean snapping those chopsticks in half and sticking them where the sun doesn’t shine; which is absolutely nowhere near Kihyun.
You guys had finished all the food and were now having a nice catch up, telling each other the funny happenings that had occurred within the last month and a bit that you hadn’t met up properly as a whole group. The conversation though, had drifted to Changkyun, Wonho & Minhyuk ganging up on Jooheon and telling you all stories about the embarrassing things Joo did in high school.
“I cannot believe you did that!! When you were Vice Captain?! In front of the entire school board?!” You screamed.
“Don’t forget that it was a whole school assembly, too! He really just whipped out a little impromptu ‘hip hop dance routine’ in front of the whole school and the school board, you should’ve seen the look of pure horror on the Vice Principal’s face. He got in so much trouble for that and almost got his position taken away” Minhyuk said with a shit-eating grin.
“You’re the one that promised me if I did that you’d pay for my lunch everyday for the rest of the semester, it’s your fault!” Joo whines.
“And I did didn’t I? So why are you complaining?” Minhyuk sasses.
“BECAUSE YOU’RE SITTING HERE TELLING EVERYONE ABOUT AN EMBARRASSING THING I DID BUT IT WAS YOU WHO MADE ME DO IT MAKING ME LOOK LIKE I DID IT OUT OF MY OWN ACCORD!”
“Because it’s a funny story, and I didn’t force you to, you had the choice to say no”
“NO YOU DIDN’T GIVE ME A CHOICE STOP LY- “
“Okay enough you two children” Shownu interjects. If he didn’t stop them now this would continue for way too long, they’re worse than you and Kihyun.
“Oh my gosh wait, Wonho! What about that time you told Minhyuk you’d give him $50 if he licked the swing-set” Changkyun gasps with the sudden memory.
“Wow, yes! The chain handle part”, Wonho laughs “and he actually did it and ended up in the nurse’s office because he instantly got really sick and had to stay home for the rest of week!”. Everyone bursts into laughter.
“Hey I don’t regret a thing, that $50 was worth it. I bought some sick gym shoes with that money” Minhyuk smiles. You were in tears with laughter.
“Man I wish I knew you guys in high school, you seem like you were even funnier and dumber back then” You cry.
“Hey, me and Kyun weren’t and aren’t dumb it was and is just those two” Wonho acts offended. You really do wish you knew them back then; it would’ve definitely made your dull high school life a lot brighter. You’re grateful you know them now of course, they make your stressful, overwhelming University life a lot more bearable. You and Kyun were both Literature students, Minhyuk, Hyungwon & Shownu all Dance & Performance students and then Joo & Wonho were Music Production students, where they met Kihyun as he is a Music Performance student and they work together a lot. The boys that already knew each other from school brought along their friends that they met in class who didn’t have friends to hang out with yet, and then you all became a close nit group and all friends with each other separately… well, except for two of you.
“I don’t know Wonho, I’d say you’re also pretty dumb” You say slowly with a sneaky grin, “are we not going to address that very dumb, embarrassing thing you accidentally did in class no less than what, two weeks ago?”. He looks at you confused.
“Remember, Jooheon messaged the group chat instantly screaming out of secondhand embarrassment?” You push.
“Oh- OH GOD yeah we aren’t going to address it remember I asked specifically for nobody to ever talk about it again that’s why we haven’t spoke about it and won’t” Wonho blushes, “it was very traumatic for me and I removed it from my brain and now you’ve reminded me and now I’m going to cry myself to sleep tonight”.
“But you admit that you are pretty dumb, right? At least sometimes” You laugh.
“Are you serious? You’re straight making fun of him for something that he seems genuinely humiliated by and didn’t ever want to talk about again. That’s so rude why would you joke about something like that?” Kihyun snaps at you before Wonho can reply. You feel that pang in your stomach again, genuinely taken aback.
“Dude chill, I know she was just playing around. I was also joking, it’s not that deep” Wonho replies, glaring at Kihyun. You slam your hands on the table and stand up, staring at him like you’re about to stab him with the barbecue scissors. The rest of the boys stare at you in shock, expecting you to rip into him. Instead of doing that like you wanted to, you just turn around and walk out the door of the restaurant, quickly wiping away the tears that are falling out of your eyes.
You sat on the bench outside the restaurant, far away from the window where the boys sat so they couldn’t see you. Your elbows are propped up on your thighs, with with your face resting in your palms and you’re staring at the ground. Your tears are dried by this point but you know if you think too hard they will fall again; which your brain keeps trying to do but you refuse to let it, you will just think of nothing. Your phone keeps vibrating and you know its probably one of the boys - most likely Kyun, trying to text or call you but you really don’t want to talk to any of them right now. You’ll just get the bus or train home later. Suddenly, you feel someone’s hand on your back as you see them sit down next to you. It was Changkyun.
“Hey” He says quietly. You don’t reply.
“Just so you know, before you even got out the door we all let Kihyun have it. For real, none of us are okay with what he was doing tonight it was ridiculous and not okay at all” Kyun grabs your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. You reciprocate.
“He was a straight bully tonight; it wasn’t even just the typical little petty digs they were actually mean, especially since you weren’t fighting back. I’m sorry for saying that he only does it because you react, you should’ve defended yourself” He rubs his thumb over the back of your hand.
“I- I tried to but, for some reason I just didn’t… I couldn’t. I wanted to tear him to shreds but my body just wouldn’t follow through” You choked out, tears welling up in your eyes again.
“It’s okay, just know that none of us boys are okay with what he did tonight and I mean you saw us defending you when you were there. We’ve made sure he knows that he won’t ever be allowed to come out with us again if he’s going to pull that again” Kyun looks into your eyes, making sure you know that he’s serious. You smile up at him, feeling so cared for and loved as a tear falls from your eye. It was a happy tear. Kyun wipes it off your cheek with his free hand.
“Come on, I’ll drive you home” Kyun stands up in front of you and helps you up.
“Thank you, Kyun”, You say, looking up at him for a few seconds before wrapping your arms around his torso “I know we joke around a lot and fight, and I know you find affection gross but, I really do love you a lot and I’m so grateful for you” you silently cry into his chest. Thank god he’s wearing black.
“It’s okay, I love you too. Also I don’t find it gross, alright, just too much of it but at times like this it’s nice” He says. You giggle as he softly pokes your cheek, keeping his hand locked with yours as he walks you to his car.
Changkyun had actually convinced you to come to a party, you don’t know why he wanted you to go, but he did. All the boys were going to be there why did he need you there? He said it was just to get you out of the house so you can clear your mind and forget about your worries for a bit, but you weren’t convinced that was the only reason why, but it was all he would tell you when you would press for an answer. It’s not that you didn’t like parties - you did, it was more the people that were going to be there, doing drugs and all the guys that will try and get in your pants just for the sake of it rather than actually being interested in you in any way. Anyways, you decided to go for the reason he said, just to get yourself out of the house and you hadn’t had a good party in a while and a reason to get all dressed up (totally nothing to do with the reason that you knew Kihyun would be there and you wanted to prove to him that you can have a fun time). You planned your outfit in your head for days in advance, and you were so happy when it actually looked great on you and by some miracle your makeup cooperated with you and came out beautifully, too. You look hot, you’d 100% fuck yourself if you were someone else. You actually feel good about yourself and excited for this party, it really is a miracle. You weren’t going to let anything… or anyone ruin your night. You’re spritzing yourself with perfume when you here the beep of a car outside, you immediately know it’s Changkyun. You grab your bag and do one last look over of yourself in the mirror; taking a quick selfie or two, or three, and then quickly running out of the door while Changkyun beeps at you to hurry up. You run outside and while you’re trying to lock your door properly Jooheon starts beeping the car horn repeatedly, you flip him off as you watch him start laughing his ass off in the front seat. Once you lock your door you quickly walk to the back door, hearing Jooheon still laughing before you even open the door. Shownu gets out of the car so you can sit in the middle.
“You’re such a child! it really isn’t that funny” You frown, climbing into the middle seat. Jooheon lets out a ‘hoo’ as he wipes a tear away.
“I think it was hilarious” Jooheon breathes, relaxing back into the passenger seat.
“She’s right, it really wasn’t” Shownu agrees as he gets back in the seat next to you and shuts the door. Wonho and Changkyun both agree with you and Shownu.
“Fuck you guys” Jooheon pouts. Changkyun turns up the radio and reverses out of your driveway. You were really excited for this party.
The music was blasting; you could feel every part of your body vibrate with the bass. It had been about 2 hours since you arrived and you were pretty tipsy, borderline drunk. You had lost sight of any of your friends, the boys, classmates or friends you made literally 5 minutes ago at this party. You’re lost in the music and the tingly, happy feeling that was overtaking your body, you’re dancing the night away, along with any worry you had about anything in your life prior to coming to this party. At least you were, until you feel someone tap you on your shoulder; which you ignored because you thought you were imagining it, and if it was real you wanted them to leave you alone because you were having fun. Unfortunately, it is real and they keep persisting so you turn around angrily. You immediately scrunch your face up in disgust. It’s Kihyun.
“I need to talk to you” He slurs, grabbing onto your shoulder for support as he almost trips onto you.
“No you don’t! Fuck off” You say in a matter-of-fact tone, immediately smack his hand off you. You storm off, Kihyun following behind you.
“Please! It’s important, please just let me do it I can’t wait until next month when I next see you to talk to you, please” He begs, yelling in your ear over the music.
“Then don’t. Simple” You snap back. You walk fast, pushing through the crowd of people struggling to make it through them without tripping over, the effects of your last drink starting to push you past tipsy. You’re looking for even one of the boys or just anyone to help get Kihyun away from you, which is really hard in this state and with Kihyun hot on your trail trying to plead with you. You see Minhyuk watching a game of beer pong; cheering and being even more loud than usual. You quickly run up to him and pull on his sleeve.
“Minhyuk please help me”, you look at him with big puppy eyes “Kihyun keeps saying he needs to talk to me, he won’t leave me alone and is practically harassing me, please help”.
He looks down at you, then behind you to Kihyun, then back to you.
“Oh yeah, we all told him he should talk to you”, your face changes to one of utter confusion “you should listen to him, he wants to apologise because he genuinely feels horrible. You don’t have to accept it but I think just listening to him would be good for the both of you”. You look offended, how could the boys just do that to you? After Kihyun did that to you and made you feel like complete and utter shit? Why would you ever want to listen to him or talk to him again?
“You know that I’m always honest with you, I understand why you don’t want to talk to him or listen to him – I wouldn’t want to either if I were you, but I really think it would be good for both of you to talk out your differences and it would be better for all of us, too. As someone who loves drama, I really want the both of you to just talk shit out and at least be civil. You don’t have to forgive him but just listen to what he has to say, please” Minhyuk slurs, looking you dead in the eyes. The fact he was being so wise in this intoxicated was really saying something. You sighed, he was right. Even if you just ended up hating him more, maybe he was actually genuinely sorry and would stop being an asshole from now on. You may not forgive him, not for a while, but at least you could possibly work towards being… friends?? You turn to Kihyun, seeing him looking pretty pathetic looking at you with such pleading eyes. You take his hand and guide him through the crowd in attempt to find any kind of empty room further away from the pounding music. You doubted you would have any luck though.
Even a wardrobe would suffice but you were really struggling to find an empty room of some sort. If there wasn’t already someone passed out on the bed, throwing up in the bathroom there was a couple (or more) getting up to frisky business – and obviously you couldn’t ignore any of those situations to talk to Kihyun without disturbing what was going on in the room… or disturbing yourself with the latter. You go upstairs and most of the rooms are again, taken, but you finally come across one at the end of the hall that isn’t. You half sigh, half yell a ‘finally’ and drag him in the room, locking the door behind you. You’re so relieved to be able to finally let go of Kihyun’s hand, turning to stand in front of him with your arms crossed over your chest.
“Well?” You gesture for him to start; he just looks at you with a very vacant expression on his face and you sigh in annoyance.
“Are you going to tell me what you begged me to listen to you for? This is your only chance and I suggest you don’t waste it” You tap your foot, already getting impatient. He perks up like a little puppy, suddenly remembering what he was here for.
“Oh, right. I-uh, just wanted to apologise for the other night. I was a real asshole and there’s no excuse for the things I said and did, it wasn’t even banter or petty things like it usually is it was straight bullying and I feel horrible when I remember it. I don’t even know why I kept going after you didn’t react or respond the first time, but it doesn’t matter; point is, I’m sorry. I’m really, really, sorry” Kihyun rambles, slurring and struggling to find the right words.
“Okay. Are you happy now? That I listened to… that? Will you stop harassing me? Can I leave now?” You say barely even acknowledging his apology, you really did find it pathetic and couldn’t bare to be alone in a room with him any longer. You started to walk towards the door but Kihyun stopped you.
“Are you kidding me?” He questions angrily, grabbing your arm to stop you from leaving. You frown and smack his hand off you.
“What?” You snap.
“That’s it? You can’t even acknowledge anything I said?” He says, seeming actually hurt.
“Well I for sure am not forgiving you, what else do you want me to do, Kihyun? Because I really can’t even stand being alone in this room with you right now” You try to push past him but he won’t budge.
“You don’t have to forgive me; I just want to know you actually listened to me” He says surprisingly calm. He looks like a kicked puppy and you feel so fucking strange seeing Kihyun look anything but cocky and angry for once in his life.
“You’re being ridiculous, Kihyun. Of course I listened to you why would I bring you all this way, struggle to find a room for us to use for 5 seconds to not listen to you at all? Especially if seeing you so desperate to apologise to me brings me such joy?” You say it as if you were explaining it to a child, dragging out that last sentence especially longer. You see Kihyun’s expression changing to the usual one of anger, god you’re getting so much enjoyment of having the higher ground right now.
“Not to mention”, you walk closer to his face “that ‘apology’ was nothing short of just, plain pathetic”. Using your finger to put the quotations around ‘apology’, you have the biggest smirk on your face. Kihyun runs his tongue over his cheeks as he steps closer to you, inches from your face. You don’t cower one bit, in fact you look him dead in the eyes as you chuckle.
“Pathetic?” He questions, looking down at you.
“Hopeless, pitiful, miserable, plain fucking shit or whatever you wish to call it, really” You reply, not even trying to hide your enjoyment. You barely finished your sentence before Kihyun turns you around and slams you into the wall, arms either side of your head. He did it so quickly you’re actually shocked, especially since he’s drunk and his reaction times are meant to be slower.
“You’re really, really fucking pushing it” He whispers, spacing out his words to make sure you’re perfectly understanding how angry you’re making him.
“And? As if you’re going to do anything about it” You scoff, arms crossed over your chest. You refuse to show any sign of intimidation, though you actually are quite shocked right now. His gaze doesn’t move from your face, he’s breathing heavily and you hate this tension surrounding you both right now, its silent apart from the screaming of everyone outside and the muffle of the music downstairs. You see Kihyun’s gaze fall to your lips for a second, so brief that you wondered if it was even real or if you were making it up.
“See, I knew it. You’re not going to do anything because you’re just as pathetic as that apology wa-” Before you can even finish your sentence Kihyun slams his lips into yours. Your eyes are wide, part of you wants to push him away but an even bigger part of you refuses to back down. You slide on your hands to his hair, entangling your fingers in it and pulling harshly, he moans in response. He deepens the kiss, a hand on your neck and a hand on your back, pulling you closer to him. You slide your tongue against his lip and he responds by sliding his tongue in your mouth, refusing to let you take even the tiniest bit of dominance. You bite and pull on his lip as you pull away, breathless. You lean your head back on the wall as he starts leaving kisses along your jaw, moving down to your neck. Your hand is still pulling on his hair and your other one is latched onto his shoulder. His hands move down to your ass, squeezing it.
“You better not leave hickeys, we’re not high schoolers” You whisper. He lets out a scoff as he moves his hands down to your thighs, signalling for you to wrap your legs around him. You do so, kissing down his neck to his collarbones as he moves you to the bed. He throws you onto the sheets, you open your legs as he slides his body in between them. You start making out, even more heated than before, your lips and tongues moving in sync. Kihyun moves his hand up to your hair, pulling on it as you whine and press your hips up into his, he grinds down against you in response. You slide your hands under his shirt, digging your nails into his chest and he groans as he continues grinding into you harshly. His hand that is on your hip slides down your thigh, moving it up and around his back as he pulls away from the kiss, breathless and he sits up to slide his shirt off. For fucks sake, why does he have to be so attractive yet so annoying.
“Are you going to actually do anything or just continue to play around?” You pant, staring up at him. Before he can answer or do anything in response you flip the both of you over so you’re now straddling him. You roll your hips over his crotch a few times, feeling his bulge very prominently through your panties under your skirt. He tries to flip you back over but you put your hands on his shoulders and give him a look that makes him fall back and give up. You slide your shirt off, revealing your cute, lacy bra that you always wore to these kind of occasions in case you did get some action and would look at that? This time you actually did. You give Kihyun a passionate kiss on the lips and pull away quickly to start kissing down his jaw agonisingly slow, he accidentally lets a little whimper slip as his eyes flutter shut which makes you giggle softly, he’s actually cute when he’s needy. You then move to his neck, then his chest, then his stomach all the way down past his belly button and stop at the hem of his jeans. He snaps his eyes open as he looks down at you with dark eyes and you just bite your lip and give a bratty smile in response. You don’t break eye contact as you undo his belt, pulling it out and throwing it on the ground to then unzip his jeans and yank them off. You walk your fingers up his thigh, stopping just before you reach his bulge.
“Stop teasing or I swear to go-” He growls, you started palming him through his boxers before he even finished his sentence and he ended it in the cutest whine you’ve ever heard. You smile as his hips snap up instinctively at even the tiniest bit of friction as you slowly palm him, curling your fingers to fit around his shaft. He has one hand gripping the sheets and another around the headboard, he’s trying to keep his hips still but is really struggling to not roll against your hand. You decide he’s had enough teasing for now and stop palming him to pull down the waistband of his boxers, pulling them all the way off. His dick snaps up as soon as the boxers are off it, hitting his stomach and he grunts at the sudden contact of air against his throbbing cock. Once his boxers are discarded, you wrap your hand around the bottom of his shaft and start to pump him, flicking your wrist as your hand moves up and down. Kihyun immediately snaps his hips up, breathing out a ‘fuck’ as he watches you through half close eyelids. You hate to admit it but, he looks so pretty right now. Precum is already starting to leak out of his tip, so you bring your mouth to it and slowly lick it off with the tip of your tongue. Kihyun throws his head back with a choked moan as you slowly circle your tongue around his tip, you place your lips around and suck harshly, never stopping the movement of your hand. His hand gripping the sheet starts feeling around for your head, gripping onto your hair and trying to push you down so you’d take him in your mouth.
“Keep being pushy and I will stop everything and walk out of this room” You snap. He immediately loosens his grip on your hair and you go back to sucking on his tip again, flattening your tongue as you slowly take him in your mouth. Kihyun grunts and bites his lip hard, trying to stop any kind of moan from slipping out. He looks down at you as you’re bobbing your head up and down, bringing your hand up to meet your lips as you pump him at the same time.
“You know, if you weren’t so annoying I’d say you look so hot right now” He says, struggling to speak without it coming out in a moan. You roll your eyes, he was very dumb to say that because you are literally sucking his dick and could bite it off at any moment… but he also implied that you look hot, which sent tingles right down to your clit. You removed your hands and moved your mouth all the way down to the bottom of his shaft, almost gagging as he hit the back of your throat. His grip on your hair tightens again and he guides your head up and down, your grip hard on his thighs as you try not to gag. You’ve hollowed out your cheeks and flattened out your tongue as you suck along with your head movements.
“I’m so close” Kihyun breathes, the muscles in his lower stomach visibly tightening. You remove his hand from your hair so that you can fasten your pace, bringing your hand back in to pump him again. He throws his back, cursing repeatedly and you feel his dick twitch in your mouth. Right as he reaches the peak of his high you take him out of your mouth and remove your hand, sitting up on his leg to watch and relish in his agony. His head snaps up as his face darkens immediately.
“Oh baby, you are going to regret that” Kihyun coos, the way ‘baby’ rolls off his tongue unsettles you and causes a very hot feeling in your core.
“Don’t call me baby” You command, returning his dark gaze. He sits up and pushes you down on the bed, your head hanging off the end of the bed. He reaches his hand down under your skirt, pressing his index finger hard along your slit; applying the most pressure where your clit is. You bite your lip, whining a little.
“Wow you’re already so wet and I’ve done absolutely nothing” He says cockily.
“If you’re really going to be this cocky already you better be bloody good” You snap, rolling your hips against his finger. He chuckles and nods, fair argument. He starts to rub your clit through your panties, making you gasp at the sudden movement. He uses his other hand to unclasp your bra and slide it off your arms, he throws it to the side and immediately starts to kiss and suck on your tits. You run your hands through his hair as he assaults your chest and clit at the same time. He moves your panties to the side and slides his index and middle finger into your hole, moving his thumb to your clit. You let a loud moan slip, his fingers curling right up to your sweet spot. After he’s pleased with the pretty bruises he’s left all over your tits he slides his lips down your body until he’s at the hem of your skirt. You lift your head up to watch him, he smirks up at you as he slides his other hand under your skirt to the hem of your panties, pulling them down your thighs slowly. Knowing what was about to come gave you such a restless rush in your core. You kicked your legs, ushering him to hurry up and he smiles at your desperateness, he pulls them off one leg and holds your other leg up and slides them off. Once discarded, he bends your leg over his shoulder and he lays back down on his stomach, lining his head in between your legs. He starts to kiss up your thigh, stopping for a split second as he reaches your heat before lifting your skirt over his head. He then uses his fingers to part your lips as he licks a stripe up your slit. You arch your back, both hands moving to his hair immediately. He doesn’t waste a second before he starts kissing and sucking on your clit and his fingers return to pumping themselves in and out of your entrance. All the pleasure from when he was only fingering you before returns and intensifies, not having to catch back up to where it was before. At this rate you will be coming within seconds. You pull on Kihyun’s hair as you push your hips down to his face, begging for more. He flicks his tongue against your clit rapidly as he curls his two fingers up into your g-spot at the same pace, making you scream. You have to swing one hand over to the sheets to grip tightly otherwise you were afraid you’d explode. You hated that you were about to come this quick, but you just put it down to waiting for your turn for what felt like hours. You don’t tell Kihyun that you’re close because you already know what he will do, so you just don’t say anything and hope you come before he can stop. He starts sucking on your clit and feels it throb as your walls tighten around his fingers, he decides to let you build it up even more before he stops. You start panting and whining, curses falling from your lips as your eyes squeeze shut. He feels your thighs and muscles tightening around his head and once your hips start to rise more against his face, he stops and pulls his head back out from under your skirt. You don’t realise for a few seconds but once you do you immediately sit up and try to kick him, but he just smirks and slides you over to the top of the bed on the pillows. He wastes no time in pumping himself and lining himself up in front of your entrance, you look down, wide eyed. You didn’t expect this, but you hate how much you want it. He slides himself in with a groan, and you wrap your legs around his hips. He snaps his hips into yours and leans his head into your shoulder as he starts thrusting. The thrusts are deep and at a moderate pace, not wanting to go too fast just yet. Your high already starts building up again, your nails are digging into his shoulders, but with the sweat and movement of his body with his thrusts they start slipping and leaving deep scratch marks down his back. He hissed at the stinging sensation of the scratches coming into contact with the air and saltiness of his sweat, he loved the light pain of it. You couldn’t even moan as you felt like you were about to burst, just whine and whimper, trying to grab back onto Kihyun’s shoulder when your nails reach the end of his back. You tighten your thighs around his hips as your walls tighten around his cock thrusting into your g-spot. Your back arches as you start panting and whimpering, Kihyun holding onto the headboard to be able to reach you deeper. He has his forehead against yours, eyes shut tight as he tries so hard to maintain. You finally come undone as your walls throb around him, pushing him closer to his high. You’re moaning what sounds like his name amongst other things, which is secretly driving him crazy in the best way possible. While you’re still in the middle of your orgasm Kihyun flips you over, shoving your face into the pillow which catches you by surprise. He pulls your hips up with him as he gets up on his knees and starts to thrust faster, hitting you from a new angle but still so deep and so sweet. Your walls are still clenched tightly around him, not coming down from your high but rather building a new one from where you were just at which you really aren’t sure if you can handle. Kihyun licks his fingers and starts to rub your clit with his four fingers, sending unfathomable pleasure straight to the deepest part of your core. You push your hips back against him as you shove your face deeper into the pillow and grip the pillow until your knuckles turn white, about to cry from the pleasure you’re feeling everywhere. You’re sure you’re about to explode for real this time. You let out a muffled scream into the pillow as you come again, your body shakes as it rocks through your whole body. Kihyun’s thrust become sloppy as he feels your walls throbbing against him and sees your juices dripping down your thighs and it pushes him over the edge, he rubs your clit a few more times as he reaches the peak of his high. Before he ejaculates he flips you back over so he can come all over your chest as he pumps himself empty. He’s letting out low moans as he looks down at your face, loving how fucked out and flushed you look. Once he’s all empty he falls back onto the bed next to you.
“I think I win that one” He sighs, breathless. You just turn to look at him, your expression unreadable. You struggle to get yourself up, going blind as you try not to fall on the floor after getting up and hold onto the bed for balance. You walk to the bathroom to clean yourself up, using toilet paper to clean up your chest, noticing all the hickeys but not complaining about them. You brush your hair out neatly with your fingers and wipe off your smudged lipstick and use another bit of toilet paper to dab some sweat off your forehead and face. Once you’re satisfied you walk back out into the bedroom to see Kihyun hasn’t moved, you start to get dressed back into your clothes. Kihyun watches you, not saying anything and you’re glad he isn’t. As you walk past him to leave the room he stops you and grabs your wrist.
“I really am sorry, though” He smiles softly. You snap your hand away harshly.
When he reaches the comfortable stage in the relationship
He’s unstoppable,,, sappy,,, dare I say clingy
But before all of that happened
He was just ur local boy next door
Yes u lived next door to an idol
No big deal,,, just casual visits from fans asking u if u were going to put ur apartment up for sale
U would kindly tell them to leave u tf alone
And sometimes hyungwon would witness the scene
Not that you’ll ever know bc he was looking through the peephole eating some popcorn
He always found u so entertaining
Esp the way u handle his fans
Don’t get me wrong the fans weren’t crazy or violent about it
They were just kinda consistent which got on your nerves
But it was funny seeing u break into a nervous sweat trying to tell them he doesn’t really show his face around here
And when the fans ask u for more details
You just break down from frustration and give them the are-your-ears-ok-bc-I’m-trying-to-tell-you-I-won’t-sell-this-room-so-pls-just-bother-someone-else-I’m-trying-to-catch-up-on-my-kdramas speech
And finally when fans start getting the message
Plus u kinda snitched to the tenant and put up a paper on ur door to shoo them away
Hyungwon wouldn’t admit it to himself
But he was pretty upset he didn’t get to see ur face and funny breakdowns anymore
So he decided to go knock on ur door even tho his manager will give him a long lecture later
He figured it’d be worth getting to know u
Whom he is strangely attracted/intrigued by
And when u open the door u saw a nervous looking boy giving u a small smile
You were confused at first bc wow this is the first time ur not having a nervous breakdown
But this cute boy is
So u asked him what he wanted from u in a lovely way ofc bc he so cute
And he was quite taken back bc u didn’t know who he was,,,?
Then u realized when he asked u about the paper on ur door
And from there on the two of u clicked so naturally
He figured u like to cook and would often smell smtg delicious coming from ur apartment on the way to/back from practice
He’d basically have these heart eyes everytime he comes home and knock on ur door
Hypnotized by the delicious smell of ur food
And shyly asked what u were cooking
But highkey just wanted to try some
And then his stomach growled
U laughed and that’s when hyungwon fell for u
He thought u looked so adorable when laughing and just wanted to see more of u
And he died a little on the inside when u invited him to come in
So it became a regular thing
The two of u eating dinner tgt at ur apartment after his practice
But when u weren’t at ur apartment for a week
Hyungwon was so devastated
He never got ur number bc he was too shy to ask
So he couldn’t ask u about ur whereabouts
And u forget to tell him u were on a business trip
He would wait by your door every evening
But was disappointed every time
You came back from ur business trip late at night
And u were scared shitless
The first thing you saw was a man sitting w/ his back against ur apartment door
You were going to call the police
Scared a drunk man was camping at ur space
But when his head slightly leaned to the right
You saw hyungwons face and was relieved
But also guilty when u realized why he was there
You took ur phone out to take a picture bc he was just too darn adorable
And almost dropped it when his husky voice called out ur name
But he was still asleep,,, talking in his dreams
“Y/n,,, I think you’re cute,,, so cute,,, girl of my dreams,,,”
And u just froze there
But ur luggage played Cupid and fell down to the ground
Waking up a startled hyungwon
He saw ur rosy pink cheeks
And realized he must’ve said his dream out loud
Then his cheeks turned pink too
You broke the silence that was going on for far too long
“Sorry,,, I was on a business trip,,,”
“Can I make it up to u?”
He look downed
And a faint smirk painted his face
“Maybe,,,I’ll accept ur apology if u go on a date with me”
Then boom! everything happened so quickly
Hyungwon may be shy but he knew what his heart felt
It only took 2 dates until he built up the courage to ask u to be his girlfriend
He technically didn’t build up the courage bc he asked u by posting a cute note on the door but whos counting
Life as a couple was pretty fun and chill
Even tho his schedule was hectic and you’d be at work often,,, both of u always found time to eat tgt
At least 4 times a week
And the more time he spent with u
The more he fell in love
He’s the type of boyfriend who just swoons at u
And loves to show u off,,, to his members
They’d be so annoyed
You on the other hand,,, didn’t expect to see Hyungwon act like that
Esp since he was such a shy boy
But HAH were u so wrong
He loves being touchy with u
He’d give u random compliments,,, just so he can have an excuse to touch u
“Your hands look so soft,,, are they really that soft?”
*Touches your hand and smoothly intertwine his fingers w/ urs*
“Look babe! Aren’t my lips nice?”
U give him a weird look but responds since u know he feeds on compliments
*smirks and then pecks ur lips*
“Why’d u do that”
“You said they were nice so I had to show u exactly how nice they are”
He’d be a handful
But there are also a lot of times,,, where u guys just chill and lay in bed,,, or cuddle on the couch
The perfect drowsy couple
Can sleep wherever and whenever
So that takes me to the sexy moments
SUGGESTIVE TIME
Lots of lazy sex
But don’t get me wrong
Boy is strong in bed
Hes just the type of person to be full of surprises
He’d always initiate it when ur laying really close to him
And he just suddenly gets turned on with the way you look,,, and the close proximity
He’d leave kisses all over ur neck
And down the side of your body
As he continues pulling your clothes up
I’d say most of the time when u guys have sex you’d either still have ur shirt on,,, but it’s just bundled up above your boobs
Or other times ur clothes would be slowly stripped off of you one by one
While he grinds on u at the same time
He just loves taking it slow when it comes to sex
He feels more intimate that way
Although he loves slow sex he’d fill u up in all the right spots
He’s slow but precise
Intimate moments with him just feels so dreamy and pleasurable
BACK TO FLUFF
Overall having Hyungwon as your other half would be a life full of surprises
He might seem shy but he knows how to show u what he’s feeling
You’d never expected being in a relationship w/ him would end up so fun
You would either do nothing with him all day or go on a spontaneous car drive
The destination: have yet to be decided
You’d have sm fun w/ him and never worry about the future
Bc when ur with him you just want to live in the moment
———
• And so I continue the MX Boyfriend collection,,, •
paring: minhyuk x reader
genre: angst/fluff
summary: The truth has to come out at some point…
part 2
“Your parents have set you up on a blind date?” Kihyun scoffed. Minhyuk was wary of his reaction despite not needing to be. He was in a higher position both societal and business wise but as Minhyuk had become friends with Kihyun, he cared for his opinion on such matters. Minhyuk glanced around Kihyun’s stuffy office, documents stacked neatly in piles across the room, filing cabinets full and Kihyun had refused to get anymore because they currently took up half of the office.
Minhyuk would soon resort to begging Kihyun to find a bigger office. He was, of course, happy to see Kihyun’s company expanding with promising results. He just couldn’t stand the way Kihyun refused to move until the last possible resort.
“It’s what my parents like to do. No doubt she’ll be another president’s daughter… My parents want me to marry to strengthen the company, not for love…” Minhyuk sighs, flopping down into a desk chair that belonged to an absent employee. It was lunch time for the office employee’s but not for Kihyun. It worried Minhyuk to see him constantly working without taking time for himself. He was going to burn out soon enough if he hadn’t already.
“If you really don’t want to go, then don’t go but love doesn’t last forever so you should follow your parents advice.” Minhyuk glanced in Kihyun’s direction, it was out of Kihyun’s character to say something like that. Then again Minhyuk had never seen Kihyun in love or date for that matter. He did wonder sometimes whether Kihyun did have someone in his life. Kihyun had started to stare out of the window into the high-rise buildings, maybe he has loved someone once, Minhyuk thought to himself. Well… Minhyuk hoped he had.
“Anyway… Have you heard anything about renting out more office space? It is starting to get a bit crowded in here, don’t you think?” Minhyuk examines the office with a quick twirl in the chair before standing up. He briefly checked his watch knowing he should probably get back to his own company after solving Kihyun’s problem.
“You’ll be glad to know it’s at the top of the to-do list.” Kihyun sighs a little, his thumb quickly flicked through the pile of paper looking for the right one. “Have you heard of this Hoseok Lee? He wants to collaborate with the company.” Hoseok Lee… Minhyuk smiled to himself. He wondered when Hoseok would show his face in the picture. At last… He thought to himself. Minhyuk believed Hoseok and Kihyun would become great partners as well as good friends. Just like him and Kihyun.
“It’s not my place to say but I know Hoseok will be good for your company,” Minhyuk said. His eyes lingered on Kihyun, he was too focused on his company, no matter how hard Minhyuk tried he wasn’t going to get much more out of him. “I’ll be heading off then.” Minhyuk’s words floated in the air and he was unsure if Kihyun had heard them, he decided to head off to let Kihyun work through lunch in peace.
“Where to, sir?” Minhyuk pondered for a moment his mind thought of one place. Would you be awake yet? He decided against it and settled for paying a visit to Hoseok instead.
“To pay a visit to Mr Lee.” “I heard you’re making an alliance with Kihyun. Are you trying to cause harm to my company? You know our parents get along very well.” Minhyuk frowned slightly as he strode into Hoseok’s office. Hoseok looked up from his computer, his glasses balanced on the tip of his nose. Minhyuk realised he had just walked in on one of the rare occasions in which Hoseok was doing work. He recomposed himself before Hoseok took much notice towards him.
“I thought it was time to show myself to Kihyun. Our companies both combined with his would strengthen not only his but ours as well. As for both of our parents, I didn’t think you cared too much for their opinion.” Hoseok took off his glasses placing them on top of his stacks of documents. “I also heard your parents have set you up on another blind date. When are you going to tell them you are already in a relationship?” Minhyuk looked up to meet Hoseok’s eyes. Minhyuk knew as well Hoseok did, their parents wouldn’t accept anyone that they hadn’t picked out themselves.
“I was thinking of just secretly marrying her and then telling my parents. How does that sound?” Was it rebellious enough to get the point across? Minhyuk smiled just remembering how he met you. The two of you met in Japan and then you again ran into each other whilst you were working. Minhyuk had made his mind up about marrying you, it was just telling his parents that he hadn’t gotten to yet. As well as asking the question itself.
“Sounds excellent. Just tell me when and where and I’ll bring the alcohol.” Hoseok and Minhyuk both chuckled but as the air grew silent again, Hoseok became serious. “I know you two have already been dating for 3 years already, I’m not sure how you’ve avoided progressing countless blind dates and your parents not questioning you for it. If you’re really serious about marrying her, telling your parents is something you need to do.” Minhyuk nodded knowing this wasn’t his first time hearing this. It was also coming from a married man this time which made Minhyuk all the more consider it.
“I plan on telling them soon but lying to them has become a habit.” A habit that Minhyuk wanted to break because he was for once serious about marriage. Before, when he was first sent on the dates he didn’t take them seriously but as his relationship with you developed, he came to realise why people got married and he wanted it. “I’ll be leaving now. A word of advice working with Kihyun… tread carefully. I know he’s new and all to the business world but he would be able to destroy your company.“ Minhyuk saw the potential in both Kihyun and his company, he just hoped Hoseok would too. It was hard to find people like Kihyun in business at times like this.
Minhyuk walked out of Hoseok’s office and offered the secretary a quick smile before entering the elevator. He sent his driver away knowing he could finally visit the place he had been wanting to all morning…
Minhyuk shut off the engine as he pulled up outside your apartment block, he wondered whether you would be awake yet as you worked night shifts. Your promotion had granted you more pay but it also had the consequences of being stuck on nights. Minhyuk took the stairs in your building since there was no elevator here and he preferred the journey this way because of how many times he had done it. He keyed in the code on the pad and opened up the door quietly. He moved like a ghost in the night, fearful if he woke you up knowing he wouldn’t hear the last of it.
Finally, he took off his jacket and left his shoes perfectly placed next to yours before tiptoeing towards the bedroom. Minhyuk sat gently down beside you, his eyes hesitantly on you unsure whether he had woken you up. He watched your lips curl into a smile and smiled himself as your eyes fluttered open.
X
“Did you miss me that much?” You whisper, it was a pleasant surprise. It had been a while since you had woken up to Minhyuk beside you. Making you wonder whether something had happened.
“I suddenly missed you.” Minhyuk softly smiles before bending down to press his lips against yours. After pulling away he moved to the other side of the bed to wrap his arms around you. You laughed as his arms enveloped you inside the covers, as much as you loved the soft warmth given by both Minhyuk and the cover, you did have to go to work today…
You felt his chin snuggle into your neck before he spoke, “My parents have set me up on another blind date.” You turn to face Minhyuk to see his frown, he still hadn’t told them? You understood Minhyuk was being cautious with his parents about telling them, but you felt helpless knowing you couldn’t do much to help. “Don’t worry, I’m telling them about us soon. I don’t want us to stay in the dark forever.” You turned back to face the wall, your eyes slightly widening. Minhyuk wanting to tell his parents about the two of you meant one thing, he wanted to take the next step. You recomposed yourself and smiled, you felt guilty for not feeling happier at this moment. You pulled your hand out of the covers to search for Minhyuk’s, kissing his hand before locking your hand together with his.
“Let’s go back to sleep, I need as much sleep as I can get before work.” Minhyuk faintly chuckles as he pulls you close, you shut your eyes again and hoped the thoughts would leave so you could sleep again. Sleeping meant you didn’t have to think and you wanted to avoid thinking, at least for a little while…
X
“Y/N.” You hear Minhyuk’s voice and his hands shaking you awake, Minhyuk was leaning over you with a frantic expression, what could have happened? You hoped the apartment wasn’t on fire… you really liked this place. “We have to go to the hospital. Right now.” The hospital? Why? You sit up in bed and reach out for your phone, the time was 5:14. You needed to be getting ready for work now.
“What about work?” You couldn’t exactly miss it on the details Minhyuk was giving you. We needed to go to the hospital, alright, but for what reason? You got up out of bed and walked over to your drawers to pull out some clothes.
“I’ve called in sick for you. Something’s happened to Hoseok’s wife.” Your eyes widened, Hoseok’s wife? You turned around to Minhyuk slightly baffled that something could have happened to her. Your body started to accelerate as the energy kicked in at full force.
“Is she okay? Are they both okay?” You wondered about the endless possibilities as you rushed to pull on the clothes. “I’m not sure, Hoseok called and sounded distraught.” Distraught? That was never a good sign, the two of you both pull shoes and jackets on before racing out of the apartment and down to the car. You held onto Minhyuk’s hand as he drove to the hospital, everything was going to be alright… You hoped.The two of you found Hoseok sitting on the floor outside the operating room, hands covering his face almost to the point where you didn’t recognise him. You and Minhyuk crouched down in front of him.
“What happened?” You ask in a faint voice. “There was a collision… a drunk driver caused a car build up… She’s in surgery but they don’t know whether she’ll pull through.” You took those words in even as Hoseok struggled to say them… It pained you to see him this way, watching anyone go through this tugged at your heartstrings. You gently pulled Hoseok in for a hug to comfort him before you stood up yourself. You walked over to the line of plastic seats bolted to the wall opposite Hoseok, Minhyuk hugged him as well before joining you.
You and Minhyuk shared the same look, you weren’t sure how you were going to handle Hoseok if the news was bad. Minhyuk’s hand grasped yours and for a moment you gasped as you felt how warm they were compared to your own. It was going to be okay, you told yourself, it was the only thing you could say at a time like this and you were certain Minhyuk would be thinking along the same lines.
Time passed by and eventually, Hoseok stood up by this time he was pacing in front of you both, his hands rested on his waist sometimes alternating to rub his forehead. All you could do was watch and feel helpless yet again today… Minhyuk left to answer calls occasionally, never saying who they were from but you could guess at least one of them. His mother probably calling to see how it went or why he hadn’t shown up. Despite sleeping all day, your body started to become tired again knowing full well it had become used to working at this time of night. You ended up resting your head on Minhyuk’s shoulder in hopes the news would come soon.
Minhyuk nudged you as the surgeons slowly walked towards Hoseok, you became alert again without hesitation and stood up behind Hoseok with Minhyuk at your side. “We did the best we could… but unfortunately, your wife didn’t pull through…” You grasped onto Minhyuk’s hand whilst covering your mouth in shock. Hoseok fell to his knees as if his soul had been torn from his body. You expected to hear sobs of agony but he remained silent. You were still processing the information as Minhyuk pulled you into his embrace.
