#my aries

[sewncross]

💋💖💗💕💔💘💗💓💖💕when bae buys you cigs AND monster 💕💋💋💕💓💕💖💗💖💋💕💖💘

[sewncross]

me at 1:20 am: yo yall ight?

taurus answerin the aries phone: oh ya well be back in a bit

aries in the background singin over the music: YALL GON MAKE ME LOOSE MY MIND

[galaxies-of-apple-trees]

Every night, you interrupt my sleep, tickle me awake (accidentally or otherwise), talk to me when I'm trying to doze off again, steal my blankets, and leave the door open letting light in, and I sleepily admonish you and ask that you just let me sleep

And still every night I can't wait for you to come home and do it again

And that's love

[yehoyminoy]

I saw that pink cup you were holding, and it brought me back to the hospital stay. When I had two different cups with my name written on the lid, both in someone else's hand writing. I thought about our late night talks before bed when we were doped up on meds and you were on your tenth cup of decaf coffee. We ate graham crackers and laughed and laughed til our stomachs ached. Your laugh made me laugh harder. Sometimes I miss you so intensely, it's like a part of me is missing. How is this fair? How was I given someone like you, only to have you taken away so quickly, so abruptly, and I never get to speak to you again. I never get to laugh with you, ask you for romantic advice, and talk about our crazy life adventures. Mostly yours. My heart isn't the same. I lost my best friend. I lost a piece of myself that I'll never get back. And I don't have a picture. I don't have anything of you. Just our brief friendship that came and went. Sometimes I wonder if I dreamt it. I was meant to meet you though, that I'm certain of. I wish so badly I could call you, I wish so badly sometimes that I could sit outside in that tiny courtyard and read you poetry again. I miss you Denny. I always will.

[milkygraveyard]

1 whole year with kev tomorrow!!!

[milkygraveyard]

every morning i wake up to my boyfriend every morning he asks me how i am, how i slept, how i feel, want i want to do, what i'd like to eat he's usually the one to get up first considering i LOVE to sleep. he always calls me his sleepyhead and thinks it's cute that i sleep a lot. sometimes i find it concerning that i don't get out of bed til like 3pm on my days off, but kevin just wants me to do what i want. kevin likes to cook, and especially for me (at least that's what i like to think). every morning, kevin makes us breakfast. every single morning he makes me something to eat, whether it's eggs, hash browns, sausages, bagels, sandwiches etc. every time he eats, he makes sure i eat. he never eats something without offering me or asking me if i want it instead. he cares about how much food i consume a day and since lately i've been getting my teeth done, he's been worried about how little i've been eating because of all the pain. every time im about to eat, he asks me how my teeth are doing. some days are better than others i have to say. when i got spacers, i couldn't bite into anything at all. kevin bought me all sorts of soft, easy foods: mashed potatoes, macaroni, soup. he also went and bought me mouth numbing spray and candies. he even convinced me to put oral gel all over my mouth to stop the pain. once i got an expander in my mouth, he helped me with that too. with my expander, i have to turn it while it's in my mouth twice a day so it could make my top jaw bigger for my teeth. you have to put this little key in it and turn it towards the back of my mouth. it's really hard for me to do it myself because it's so far into my mouth that i can't even see it. luckily, i told kevin how it was supposed to be done and he figured out how to do it for me. he doesn't like to see me in pain when he does turn it, but he knows it's for my bettering. every morning, kevin asks me what i want to watch with him while we eat breakfast. lately we've been watching this really funny show on netflix that has michael cera in it. i really like michael cera. we'll either watch something, or he'll play a video game when he notices that i'm occupied with my makeup. usually after work is when we see each other again other than the mornings. during the days when i go to work, he'll most likely be with his friends. when he's at work and i'm home, i'll usually go out shopping or wash my car or something to basically keep myself occupied. once we both get home later at night, we'll eat some food his mother made, and he'll put on a movie. kevin is the most generous, amazing boy i know. every night he'll warm up the food for me. he'll ask me about my day, how work was, how im feeling AGAIN, what i want to do. this is what true love feels like. everyday, kevin tells me that he loves me. he'll hug me for what feels like hours, and he'll never let me go. he kisses me everywhere and tells me that no matter what ever happens to me, he'll love me. he reassures me everyday that the love he has for me is real. every little action he does for me, is a sign that he cares. this boy has bought me cheetos when i'm sad, has popped the pimples on my face because i've asked him too, has ran all the way to the gas station at night from his house just to get me chocolate, has given me his sweater when it was pouring outside and he was left with nothing but a t-shirt and pants.. i can't even describe how thankful i am for the love that has been given to me. truly, life has given me more than just one blessing. kevin is multiple blessings combined into one person. he would run around the entire earth and back, just to look for me. and i would do the same because i would never take him for granted. this is real and pure love.

[milkygraveyard]

cutest person i've ever met iml

[milkygraveyard]

my man is so cute 💗