#my commitment

[zymyne]

My Commitment

Here is my struggle, my commitment to reality, to the world and to myself and you. I will wait. I will suffer from being alone. But I will wait for you. No matter how long it takes. What I felt I know was true. And I will wait for you no matter what the cost. I will focus on my life and get better and go to school and college and fulfill my dreams. I will work so very hard at everything I do. And I’ll dream every night about you and wait for you. I will love you forever.

[zymyne]

I will go anywhere with you

I'll wait for however long it takes, you don't believe me. But I'll show you. I'll show you how long I'll wait for you.

[nicegirlintown]

this April

kinda suck to me. I know something like this would happened and I was ready to prepare my heart and face everything like a warrior.

I am embarrased to myself most, because there are so many things don’t go my ways as I want to do.

is it because my positive energy drained and gone to somewhere I never know?

how could I possibly let this happen? how about my life then?

why I let people make me down for their ego?

dina, do you remember that you want to do some stuff like:

having a youtube video project talking about women empowering

being a beautiful - sane body feeling because you make the effort of yourself to be better day by day

pursue the scholarship to amsterdam and getting the short course because you know you can have it

getting an ielts course every weekend, not just because you need the score but also you need the new environment to make some friends

be a better daughter for your parents

do good for your hobbies such as dancing, cooking, and perhaps: learn how to do a make-up

learning how to drive a manual and matic car so well that everyone will compliment you each time they see you

go to Malang and traveling alone

make another instagram account which filled by my analogue films

rearrange my parent’s house with some comfy and cool design and placement so all family will love it

go bycycle every morning

getting married with someone you love, and specially, he who loves you much more than you do so he will do anything for you. want to see you everyday, always wanna be with you, make you happy, and have a plan to be the better self with you together. not someone who always make some reason because the first word he said about that, reason is just a reason: it’s the other thing to say : I don’t really care about you, just forget it.

so dina,

it’s okay if you wanna try it now. it’s never to be late to change.

[091090x]

Create in me a clean heart.

Psalm 51:10

[mr-one-man-show]

You must write every single day of your life... You must lurk in libraries and climb the stacks like ladders to sniff books like perfumes and wear books like hats upon your crazy heads... may you be in love every day for the next 20,000 days. And out of that love, remake a world.”

Ray Bradbury

[sittinginthenowhere]

A "commitment"

E' come la prima storia che finisce, non molto dopo aver pensato che fosse l'unica, non molto dopo aver pensato fosse per sempre. Finisce in pace e finisce in lacrime nascoste da sorrisi tirati, ma sempre sinceri. Finisce la storia senza che finisca l'amore, finisce nella speranza di rivedersi e abbracciarsi di nuovo, come vecchia amici al bar della vita. Finisce che quello che perdo è tanto, ma niente in confronto a quello che ho ottenuto: orizzonti più vasti e più alte aspettative, il sapere quanto valgo e quali luoghi posso raggiungere se davvero lo voglio; quattro amici, fratelli, compagni di cuore e di anima, di musica e delle emozioni più forti, più grandi, più belle. Pensavo sarebbe stato per sempre, ma non sarebbe stato giusto: sono pronta a vivere di speranze migliori e altre emozioni, con la promessa di far valere quello che mi avete donato, di realizzare la mia vita attorno a quello che mi avete permesso di essere. 

[cherrybam-blog]

[fuckyeahneilflynn]