vague ES spoilers but there was, in fact, like i suspected, a betrayal happening at some point
and now we're dealing with the aftermath and whether we should trust the person who betrayed us again after we got them back into our group, while people are still a bit fuming about them
and Dahm was asking me my thoughts on this and there were multiple options from being mad to blaming the person and stuff, and also one that i picked that's just "i mean i feel so bad for them, they carried this burden alone without feeling like they could trust us or anyone for that matter, it must have been such a strain on them and i ache to think i couldn't be here for them."
And Dahm. Bless his heart. Looking at my Brynn going "you're very sweet and kind to worry about their feelings first but you do realize you've been deceived right. you do realize you went on and risked your life multiple times, some of which were close call, because you were being deceived right."
and it's only when Dahm said this that it hit me that damn i really jumped on being an apologist for the gang's liar and betrayer because "but they had their reasons guys isn't it so sad they suffered so much they thought they had no choice but to deceive us :(", i'm a parody of myself
"but you could have died" yeah and i could have died from tripping on my toes this morning, i don't see how that's a special crime--














