#my3652020

[my3652020]

Day 47: I listen to this

When you've been fighting for it all your life

You've been struggling to make things right

That's how a superhero learns to fly

Every day, every hour, turn the pain into power

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Day 47: What do i love about myself?

( yossi kotler art-acceptance, portrait )

In one phase of my life i was into big hole and was trying to commit suicide. I almost did it but hurriedly being saved unintentionally by someone. Later on i found it was depression. it's still come and go and no one know about my battle. So, to think about that..the answer is i love myself the most when I realize I have a strong believe for my self, trying my best to defeat my toxic thoughts and for survive long enough.

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Day 46: I listen to this

When your highs are low, keep the faith yeah

Cause you know that a life's never wasted

Standing tall, shaking off the dust

Now we know, now we know what we're made of

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Day 46: A part of nature you are thankful for

( Photo by Sergei Akulich on Unsplash )

Forest. Thanks for the oxygen supply.

Still need my reason? 🙂

[my3652020]

Day 45: I listen to this

She just wants to be beautiful

She goes unnoticed, she knows no limits

She craves attention, she praises an image

She prays to be sculpted by the sculptor

Oh, she don't see the light that's shining

Deeper than the eyes can find it, maybe we have made her blind

So she tries to cover up her pain and cut her woes away

Cause covergirls don't cry after their face is made

[my3652020]

Day 45: Something you learning this week

keep your cool, ignore all the bugging things in your life because when you just ignore it, your life has more clearly. i always got distracted from my goals because i’ve been attracted to the bugging things in my every day life. and kind of feeling little mad to the point it depressed me. it affect not just my life but my mental state and my body as well. and to get away with that while need to accomplish my goals just not good option. trust me.

so, this is the answer i’ve been searching for. the funny thing about this is i came to these conclusion while i was trying to shut all the noises in my head one night. dig up my pasts, all the good and bad days, step back and yeah in reality i just sit in my room in the middle of the night “talking” with my self.

not to ignore the pain when i’m hurting, it help a lots. sometimes to let go all the madness inside your head, you need to keep insane to became sane.

[my3652020]

Day 44: I listen to this

I won’t just conform No matter how you shake my core ‘Cause my roots they run deep,

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Day 44: An accomplishment i’m proud of

all the courses i’ve been taken and got certificate and the score and yeah.. proud of it. no need to say more. 😃