#mybraybray

[miss9marie]

Good day- bad day & all the ones in between you have always been my rock. Even in the years that you had no idea that you were. As you grow older you understand me more, no words needed on the days I can barely make it thru because you already know all I need is you there to cuddle up next to me & tell me you love me. I may be a mess all in my head right now but you can always level me out. I don’t tell you enough but you my first born - my tough but kind hearted boy are my absolute reason for everything. Whether I’m fighting or I’m flying you have been & will always be my safe place. Your love will always be my home & Id never survive a day without. #myboy#myson#my1stborn #mybraybray#mymonkey #allthegoodinme#yougotit #sonsaretheanchorsofamotherslife⚓️ https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn1mHE8gsn7oAoir9lCNGMSwrhQPoIB4P5fR_Q0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1byvca4f52rb6

[miss9marie]

...because every picture tells a story... Being able to be with you thru each & every single milestone is such a blessing. I'd never trade it for the world. Every thing I get to be part of in your life is another memory I treasure. Lucky to be your momma <3 #latepost#dallaszoofieldtrip#bbowen #chaperone#lovethesemoments #imaluckymomma#mybraybray (at Dallas Zoo)

[miss9marie]

You are the one behind so many of the greatest most wonderful moments in my life.. The reason for some of my biggest fears & for the most beautiful hopes I've ever had. You my sweet child... My first born ... Are the reason I get to be "momma" & that's someone ill always be proud to be💙 #ilovetojustsit&watchyou #mybraybray#my1stborn #sonsaretheanchorsofamotherslife⚓️💙

[miss9marie]

BrayLon💖... You have begged me to ride your bike to school all year... & I have had an "excuse" why you werent ready just yet...Well This morning all the stars lined up for you when we couldn't find my keys... I was almost sure they disappeared forever.. & I was freaking out about getting you to school when I looked over at your bike in the yard.... So I told you to hop on & jet to school.. (Its only a couple blocks after all😏)... At least that's what I kept saying to myself after I kissed you & sent you on your way .. You smiled so big & without hesitation hopped on & said Bye mom!!! (You have so patiently waited for this) I watched you till I couldnt see you anymore then ran back inside & I continued to frantically look for them Because I just HAD to drive to the school & make sure you made it... As I drove to your school & didnt see you I smiled in relief & also felt kind of sad... & when I reached the bike rack & saw your bike .. Yes, I cried... Because my heart was so proud of you... & the worry & doubt in me felt so silly. I don't give you enough credit my smart boy & today you showed me that sometimes even if momma aint ready, you might be... You have also shown me the love you have for me & respect is so great because no matter how much you knew you could make it & wanted too, you havent fought me about it & you have let momma continue to take you because it makes momma happy💕 This is just the beginning of our newest adventures.. Where you're growing & want more chances to show me how you have grown but the momma in me gives you reasons you just might need to slow down..& for this I am sorry. Just know that letting you grow is already something I struggle with... & I know theres days I frustrate you because I try to keep you in my bubble & even though its hard for me one thing I know I will always try to do, like my momma did for me is support you & let you grow & become more independent even if it has to be a last min choice 😉 This morning though as I rushed to get in my car & make it to your school, I learned that no matter how much I let you grow, the momma in me will never let go of the baby in you... #mybraybray#firstborn