I'm not sure how anachronistic Connie having recieved progesterone when she started hrt would be, but I'm saying she had a very good endo and got progesterone.
bighud is has never been harder or more devastated than when he learns that, early in her transition, when she was first starting hrt and developing breast tissue, she lactated for a while. he's devastated to have missed this, and spends the evening nuzzling and sucking at her tits anyway.
#myconnie loves the New York Times games. She has a 702-day streak on wordle.
She let Huddy try to solve the Mini once but he wasn't really into it so now he just watches while Connie does her puzzles <33 (he can fuck up a sudoku though)
Sorry not sorry for sexy pink Lars I wanted to create something after the newest Steven bomb and this is what happened. Also I’m trying to practice backgrounds and as you can see it’s not going well
I'm currently getting high, thinking about connie and bighud sharing a joint (because #myconnie is a west coast girlie) and getting all soft and fuzzy and buzzy and then huddy is laying his head in her lap and looking up at her and she's cradling his face and leaning down to kiss him so gently
And this ends with huddy tucked under Connie's shirt, nuzzling and licking and kissing at one of her nipples until he takes it in his mouth properly and he's not trying to be particularly sexy or working towards any end, he just takes it in his mouth and suckles and everything gets soft and warm and everything smells like her, and she's still cradling him and running her fingers through his hair and he can feel her getting hard underneath him
And he's so warm and safe and his head is perfectly fuzzy and when he does release her nipple it's to whine mommy
connie and bighud...... i bet she hems and haws about asking him to move in w her....... but she wants it alot.......
oh my godd she wants it so bad
i imagine her space is so particular and so curated and such an extension of herself that it's almost a sort of intimacy to share it with her, even as a guest
and #myconnie has lived alone for a long time. she got married young, it didn't last long, and she's lived alone since she was 26 or so.
of course she has friends over. she has her book club girls and they rotate who hosts, so every six weeks or so they all pile into her living room, drunk too much wine, and gossip more than they discuss the book. she has her pickleball partner, christina, who is also her best friend. theyre near-psychic with each other. 30 years ago they would have been an unstoppable bridge duo. christina comes over at least twice a week (on days her son is at his father's) and they make dinner together and watch the antique shop in their pjs. but nobody spends the night.
and then bighud blows in
and really it's more practical for them to spend time at her house, because huddie has a roommate and connie is far too old to sneak around a shared apartment. so connie ends up opening this part of herself a little earlier than she normally would and it's a big show of her commitment to giving this thing a shot. and he just slots in perfectly. there's quickly a drawer in her dresser and a section of her walk in closet designated for his clothes because he starts spending the night almost immediately, and suddenly her bed feels so big and cold and empty without him.
and yes, it's a little bit of a possessive thing okay? #myconnie and #mybighud have a little mommy kink, and moving him in and treating him a little like a kept boy feels so natural and as soon as the idea crosses her mind it's the only thing she thinks about until she gets him to spend increasingly more nights in a row
oh my god
she wants her independence and her self reliance but good god does she want to Take Care of that boy.