#myfox

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i had to ask my bf to check on me last night bc ive been taking a lot of supplements to try to sleep as well as benadryl and apparently that can make your bp too low while sleeping and impact breathing lol. even still i woke up almost every single hour due to pain. and the longer i lay still the worse the pain is so after a certain point i have to give up. i think i slept maybe 4-5 hours after lying down for 9?

i was half asleep when he came in. he held me and kissed me a bunch on my face and forehead and sat there for a minute watching me 🥺 i love him. now i am going to meet my friend at the park for a walk

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true love is being 27/28 playing yellow by coldplay on guitar hero at the arcade together

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he got up early and started making us breakfast and popped back in to the room just to look at me still in bed and smiled and then went back to cooking

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i said i should b queen of the world and everyone would be happy and my bf said “mhm that’s right!!!” yay enabling

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i should get to sue for emotional damages when he shaves his beard

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I startled half-awake last night from pain and reached behind me and thwacked my bf on the chest and told him I was scared and he wrapped me up in a big bear hug and told me it was okay and i would be okay until I fell back asleep. He is always there when I need him and if he’s not he comes to me. Having the life I’ve had, I have to say, he really heals the part of me I thought was going to be broken forever. I can’t wait to be with him forever. He is my best friend

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my mom went to this interfaith church? thing back in [different country] and i have this extremely vague memory of playing the dreidel game there. i could not have been older than 4. I was obsessed w the concept of money being edible and ever since she often got me chocolate coins as a treat. I told my bf ages ago and i was sick the other day and he got me some chocolate coins. it was sweet and its interesting when people remember these tiny vague passing things you share with them