I think I finally get it (while not high) about you not wanting me to text other girls. I think you think ima find someone better and leave you or I might start loving you less. Maybe you might feel like you know how much of a gentleman and one of a kind fella that most girls don't have or will never met, and you don't want them to get the glimpse of the lifestyle and treatment I give you????? But I can say this....no women, object, or substance could ever replace or fathom up to the amount of love and respect I have for you. Nothing could ever change that. You're the mother our beautiful demon daughter. I've been telling you this for almost 3 years that baby you're "it". In case you don't know what "it" means. "IT"- wifeeeefyy material, my best friend, my lover, anything I dream of couldn't be better then you, soul mate,. Adj. I can't change over night. I will fuck up and regress but when I do I need you to be the women I know you are in put my ass in check. I love you Samantha Hope Alspaw Watkins.