#myheadisamess

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[wonderfulwreck]

So sick of feeling.

[motivatetostudy]

I wonder sometimes

Do the people you think about ever think about you?

[kailahlou]

Too many things.

My voice never used to be heard so I guess sometimes I’m hesitant to use it. My mind tears itself apart with crippling uncertainty, it’s a fucking battlezone up there. I’m living with overwhelming anxiety and silly little fears of my history repeating itself. I have been truly hurt before for being naive and trusting so blindly, so when something happens that triggers all those old feelings and doubt I feel like I just shut down. I build walls and create space but that doesn’t really help any situation because nothing can get resolved if you aren’t willing to address it. I’m really trying to move forward and hope that for once it’s just me being insecure and making mountains out of mole hills; I guess I just need to feel and believe that everything is going to be okay. I need to know with 100% certainty that I’m not just leaping back into the same deep pit that I faught so hard to climb out of years ago. I don’t under stand why one event or one moment can just bring back all these insecurities.. it’s like a fucking floodgate has been opened and I’m drowning just hoping for a lifeline to be thrown my way. I wish I could go back to before this moment. I wish I could go back and not have all these doubts and worries. I don’t know how I’m meant to trust you when I’m not even sure if I trust my own judgement anymore. Sometimes you need to be told and shown that someone cares and that they have good intentions, words are just words and people can spin them any way they like. Sometimes words aren’t enough, you can say things but that doesn’t mean you will stand behind them or follow through with the actions that belong to them. Perhaps when they say "ignorance is bliss" they really know what they’re talking about.

There are just far too many things going on in my head.

[hooxic]

忍耐 #myheadisamess

[thisisnotwhatitshouldbe]

So my mom signed me up for a psychologist

'to make me feel better'

[frankencat]

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