At around 8:20 this morning my best friend, my beautiful, strong mother gained her angel wings❤️ Mam you’re no longer in pain or suffering and as much as my heart hurts and I just wish you didn’t have to go but I know you was tired and in need of a good rest❤️ you’re with nanny and bampy now and I know that’ll keep you safe❤️ I know you’ll always be with me and looking down on me, keeping me safe❤️ I can’t begin to express how devastated I am that I’ll no longer have you play with my hair when I’m unwell, I’ll no longer hear you say how much you love me, or hear your infection laugh, you singing randomly even if you got the lyrics wrong, and telling me or dad to F*** off because we’d be winding you up 🙊 💔 You were my best friend as well as the most amazing mam a girl could ask for and my heart is completely broken💔 I’m just so heart broken that I’ll never be able to kiss you or cwtch you again 💔 I’ll love you forever and always mamma, more than all the stars in the universe❤️ thank you for staying to see my birthday, I’m so blessed to have spent once last birthday with you ❤️rest easy now beautiful, until we meet again❤️