#resteasy

[theundersphere]

I think my favorite lil peep song is Gym Class even though it’s basic. It just unleashes something in me 🐥

[chrrristinnna]

My parents keep calling me to come over to eat pho. But I don’t think I can face anyone. When they came over on my birthday to drop Christmas gifts off I can’t barley look at them. I feel like a failure. Failing as a daughter. Failing at keeping my baby girl alive. Failing at having a purpose in life. Failing at everything. Except an accomplishment of having a healthy son and the marrying the love of my life. B’s cousin asked if we wanted to go bowling and I just told b I don’t want to go cos I know they’ll ask if I’m okay, and I know I will breakdown and cry the instant they ask or hug me. As much as I cry I thought I’ve ran out of tears but no they just keep coming. I’ll just be sitting and I’ll feel tears run down my face. On another note. I don’t know if I mentioned it before but my sister is also pregnant. I was so fucking excited that we were going to have babies at the same time. For them to grow up together. But of course unfortunately I lost my baby. I’m praying that her baby will stay healthy and nothing like what happen to me will happen to her. Before I lost my baby I asked to plan their gender reveal. I was so excited! I am excited to do something for them for once. My sister in law texted me the other day regarding the reveal which i total spaced on cos I was in my own damn world and I forgot the world moves on. I was just so overwhelmed with emotions. Of course I’m not gonna go back on my word and say no. I just can’t face going into their house so I think I’m gonna drop off the goodie basket with the gender poppers at their door. Like I said I am happy that they’re pregnant, but having to see a pregnant belly when mine is gone is going to KILL me.. Im hoping 2021 will be filled with more happiness. I miss you baby girl. I really wish more than anything that you could’ve been here with us. My life is a shit show.. 👼🏻💕

01/02/2021

[lilblazar]

Damn, @kingvonfrmdao I enjoyed listening to some of your songs because they would hype me up and get me going. Im sorry this happened to you but of course you knew this was a consequence of "Gang Culture" I hope this will open the eyes of many kids and young artist who want to be part of the "gang culture".R.I.P to a very talented and promising artist!!!! WE NOT FROM 63RD!!!!!!! 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 #kingvon #music #damn #rip #gang #63rd #wenotfrom63rd #artist #resteasy #hiphop #gunviolence https://www.instagram.com/p/CHQoewPDJOW/?igshid=dal5gl62u5yd

[xomareeox]

-I use to have 5 really important people in my life.

[kelseykreates3]

RIP Adrienne Fong.

Yesterday a fellow sock knitter from Raverly passed away. All her sock patterns are now free if you would like to check them out,and make one in her honor.

Rest easy angel

[overthinkingismyhobby1]

At around 8:20 this morning my best friend, my beautiful, strong mother gained her angel wings❤️ Mam you’re no longer in pain or suffering and as much as my heart hurts and I just wish you didn’t have to go but I know you was tired and in need of a good rest❤️ you’re with nanny and bampy now and I know that’ll keep you safe❤️ I know you’ll always be with me and looking down on me, keeping me safe❤️ I can’t begin to express how devastated I am that I’ll no longer have you play with my hair when I’m unwell, I’ll no longer hear you say how much you love me, or hear your infection laugh, you singing randomly even if you got the lyrics wrong, and telling me or dad to F*** off because we’d be winding you up 🙊 💔 You were my best friend as well as the most amazing mam a girl could ask for and my heart is completely broken💔 I’m just so heart broken that I’ll never be able to kiss you or cwtch you again 💔 I’ll love you forever and always mamma, more than all the stars in the universe❤️ thank you for staying to see my birthday, I’m so blessed to have spent once last birthday with you ❤️rest easy now beautiful, until we meet again❤️

[melaninisntcheap]

really can’t believe it’s been a whole decade since he was taken, i’ll always remember where i was and what was going on when everybody got the news. he’s always been my greatest inspiration 🌻🕊

[macmiller-412]

Miss you Mac ❤️

R.I.P beautiful soul you are missed.