i could try talking to her at the summoning circle. we used that once. it felt like it worked that time. untangled a connection or missing for people who aren't in the system but very prominent in our brain as, characters or concepts. i don't know. it's hard to, focus, or, convince brain to slow down enough to do inner world work. always has been. that's always been frustrating. especially in times when communication is really poor at front. i don't think nasper has realized that people being able to switch does not mean communication is good. we don't have memory blocks so we can access memory facts communally (not emotions though). but knowing what someone is doing, or watching them without speaking, is not communicating. we maybe have failed to realize how important the communication skills are for just connecting us, since we don't need them for, sharing life information across switches. sigh. sigh. it's hard to. exist. as a person who isn't, host. they forgot this, with how little they are talking to, people who can't host-blend easily. i should exist more.