Warning: This is a reaction to Y/N struggling to conceive. I have added the majority under the cut as I know it can be triggering.
BTS reactions to you finding it difficult to get pregnant
Namjoon
You've been trying to conceive pretty much since your honeymoon… 2 years ago
He is smiling and trying to reassure you
The smile doesn't reach his eyes anymore
The doctor can't find anything wrong making it even more frustrating
The next night you come home to a perfectly catered date night flower petals, non pregnancy-oriented food, cocktails, and a movie set up on the projector facing the hot tub
You try to talk about your options but namjoon shushes shipped every time tonight is a night to let go
A few days later you research fostering can't hurt to help and love more kids while you keep trying
The more the merrier in your home
Seokjin
You had decided to wait
BTS were the height of their careers when you got married and he still had military service left fulfil
A decision you regret as you stand hands entwined together in your bathroom 6 years into your marriage and another white stick showing a negative result
The doctors told you it be difficult but not impossible and that little shining thread was keeping you going
He pulls you in close and whispers the same affirmations as last time and the time before
He mostly just holds you so you can't see the tears in his eyes despite the fact you know they’re there
Yoongi
Baby number one came so easily
Your perfect little honeymoon baby born nine months to the day after your wedding
Around his 2nd birthday he asked for a baby brother or sister. You and Yoongi agreed it would be the right time to try again
But then his third birthday rolls around
Then his 4th
And his fifth
Still no joy
Luckily as he gained more friends he stopped asking but it didn't make you any less sad
Eventually doctors managed to find a complication they must have missed from your original pregnancy referring you to IVF or surrogacy
It hurts a little too much to think of someone else carrying your baby right now.
Hoseok
Hobi is the best at hiding his sad feelings
The first year and a half didn't even seem to dent him
Ever the optimist
He doesn't let you see the panic as he holds you close
You find the facility letter hidden in his desk while searching for a pen
It’s late when he comes home from practise you shower him with affection making him laugh and try to hold you at bay
He takes off his shoes and lets you lead him to his study
“Why didn't you tell me?”
“I didn't want to worry you”
“In sickness and in health Hobi.”
You open the letter together.
Jimin
Every negative is a challenge to Jimin
More research
New exercises
Food from old wives tales
Anything that could possibly have any effect
You draw a line at ice baths whole lemons trying to talk him down
It's only been 12 months and you’re young
You have time
You force him to relax.
You hide his books from him and turn the Wi-Fi off when he gets that look in his eyes.
Taehyung
Tae wants an army of his own
His own Vonn Trapp family production
And slowly he took you from two kids to four
Problem was you were struggling with one
The longer the negatives went on the more worried you got about not being able to give tae the only thing he'd ever asked you for
Your heart broke more every time he squeezed your hand and told you that you could just try again
You went to get checked without him
But he picked up the phone when they called with the results
He cried for a long time when you realised you were scared to tell him how worried you were
He spent ages reassuring you that just you are enough for him, and there were other options to have kids if you’re open to them, but he is happy staying just the two of you.
He was so busy trying to make you feel better, it slipped his mind for a little too long the doctor said you were medically fine.
Jungkook
Funny thing is for the first test you had been hoping for a negative result
You had been dating for two years and it was just after a world tour, and you’d forgotten to be careful.
It was the longest 2 minutes of your life but when it was over you weren't relieved
You turn to find JK with the same confused disappointment written all over his face
It's a long night of serious conversations that follows
Somehow landing on the decision that a mini you running around wouldn't be the worst idea
Sadly, the world had other plans
A year later you're engaged but still without child this was the last try before you went back onto birth control in order to set a wedding date that you could enjoy without pregnancy ruining the day
More than a little dismayed not to have your own little flower girl or page boy.
