Dec 22, 2017
This is the last picture I’ll ever have of mana. Last night at 23:21 my beloved 15yo cat died. I’m so heartbroken and numb I can barely breathe and my heart feels like it will come out of my throat and stumble out my mouth crashing onto the floor. I have not slept yet. I took a horde of my pills to try and feel even less. Drove off to send her to get cremated. I’ll get a ring in a week or so. I know that it’s going to be empty going into the following year without her by my side. I just want to sleep and not wake up for a long while right now #R.I.P. #nanafatone #manabanana #tunascales #zebraturkey #poofbitches #grieving #21dec2017