I promise I'm really smart it's just all my best thoughts get lost in The Fog
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I promise I'm really smart it's just all my best thoughts get lost in The Fog
DID isn't just having alters, it's:
Not knowing as the host, who you are most of the days 24/7
Not knowing which name to go by
Derealization/Depersonalization 24/7
Letter to Jane Williams from Mary Shelley / Unknown artist / The Elektra Complex by Joan Tierney / Art by Jesper Waldersten / The Rum Diary by Hunter S. Thompson / I dreamt november 2014 by Karolina Koryl / How We Fight For Our Lives by Saeed Jones
Types of dissociation
You feel like the present moment is a memory you're recalling
You feel like the "real you" is a fictional character and you are someone else having some kind of delusion that you're them
Your body is a car that someone you feel safe with is driving while you're in the passenger seat getting sleepy from the streetlights
Your body is a car that someone who puts you on edge is driving very very badly
You experienced an emotion so intensely it overloaded and short-circuited your brain into failsafe shutdown mode
You got so dizzy that you fell over and fell through the floor and now you're in the mirror world
You feel like every next movement you make is going to be the one that clips you into the Backrooms
You feel like every slight decision you make is going to be the one that traps you in the timeloop
You're dissolving into the air around you like a vapor
You're trapped underwater in a cave and no one above can hear your mortal panic
You're lines of code watching the real world through a screen
You feel like you'd relate to a Radiohead song
You feel like the present moment is currently being written by Kurt Vonnegut
The curséd amulet
Trapped in a painting
Animal with its leg stuck in a trap mode