#nanarants

[forjongseong]

okay so I don't know if you're all on Twitter and seeing all the updates but I have been quietly observing my For You page and at the first stop in LA the send-off that enha did was pretty civilized and there were a lot of wholesome interactions, but apparently as they moved to other stops I think it got more chaotic??? the last send-off was in Newark and I'm seeing people saying that the entire barricade was fansites, that c-j-k engenes were falsifying wristbands, people left during Polaroid Love (that's only half of the concert) to go to the send-off area, and Jake got a polaroid camera thrown at him (did not hit him I think, thankfully)

I've said this before to my friends and in private but I feel like I have to say it again... the send-offs are unnecessary. It never should have been a thing. If they really wanted one, then they should have made it like any other send-offs (fans exiting the venue and seeing enha in line waving at them, or something with a line that keeps moving like hi-touch).

engenes (or maybe random people there just to get clout and/or yn moments) were way too spoiled in the first three US stops, and now fansites and other people are getting ruder and even more demanding. enha's faces seem visibly uncomfortable too.

I won't be surprised if they stop doing send-offs altogether. if you were one of the privileged engenes to have experienced it, good for you, I do hope you weren't one of the rude and entitled ones. if you are seeing enha soon and expecting the send-off, please be respectful and know your limits.

[tommy-thomas]

Dude me and my family were talking about the submarine that exploded, and then my dad pulled out his phone saying "imma search it up", because we were all confused with the specifics and everything, and this motherfucker pulled fucking TIKTOK and searched about the News THERE

Like??????? Wasnt Google better???? Did we really nedded to watch 20+ tiktoks of the same thing being said over and over again while the white boys begged us to follow them???????????

Man this old generation do be wild

[nana-dear]

I want to believe that when Grim wakes up because of your whimpers during a nightmare; he slips between your arms so you can hug him. Sometimes he even murmurs "I'm here" until your face relaxes.

But it doesn't matter how hard I want to believe it, because that piece of fur would probably put a pillow on your face until you stopped kicking.

[xiudatt]

I just heard someone say today 'boYs doN'T liStEn to KpOp'

YES THEY FUCKING DO, KAREN

the only thing boys shouldn't listen to is your bullsh*t and that's on me being supportive for my boys 💅

[forjongseong]

minors here on nsfw enhablr lying about their age is proof that nothing we can do will matter because people will behave the way they want

I am writing this post to let writers know that it is not your fault if a minor is exposed to your work

do not let their misbehavior make YOU feel shitty

you are not to blame.

[forjongseong]

okay fine Jay might be the least popular of the hyung-line in the enhablr community but why does he keep getting hate and unnecessary drama even in enville, out of tumblr???

[forjongseong]

I don't know where else to type this, but I feel like I have to let it out. I'll consider this an archive.

The past few months haven't been good. I lost the motivation to continue my Korean lessons. The levels are getting too hard and I am struggling to keep up with each meeting. I can barely even speak. I feel like if I pass this level and move on to the next one, I'll struggle even more and that won't do any good.

I have been idle most of the time, since I work freelance, and not having a project to stress about makes me overthink other stuff too much. I worry about the unforeseeable future, I worry about things I can't change. I worry about stuff that might actually be okay if I just don't worry about it.

My cats, I have 11 of them as of now, by the way, have been feeling ill and somehow taking turns going to the vet. Two of my backyard cats I took to the vet last month, and the vet concluded that they were just stressed, but just taking them to see the vet stressed me out. I have a new addition to the family which is a stray female, and she gave birth to three kittens at home, so I decided to spay her once her kittens are weaned. She had an infected eyeball, though, so they had to take her eye out as well while they spayed her. And now, as she is recovering, one of my outdoor cats is feeling ill, and then mama cat's kittens are also showing signs of illness, so I took all four to the vet. So now I have five cats hospitalized at the moment.

It seems like life was a little easier when I was busy being a student, or busy being a teacher, and now that I somehow have a lot more free time, that slot is used for stress.

I don't know what I should do at the moment, but like all of the challenges I have gone through, this too shall pass.

[forjongseong]

PSA

if you hear a rumor or something ill about someone you know, don't post it to your blog for thousands of people to see,

screenshot it, and if you're curious, send it to the person in question. ask for clarification if you want, but the last thing you should be doing is putting the rumor on full blast.

be sensible.