Feb 26, 2021
Undoubtedly, I want to step into those conversations with you again.
Talk about the things I never tell anyone,
the ones that make me cry and feel awkward about.
I want to learn to trust you,
to dip my toes in unfamiliar places and the rest of me,
to get it over and done with.
But I feel you won't understand,
and I am afraid to take a big step towards freedom.
But you've told me I Can,
when I believe I Can't.
There's hope that soars through your words
But arrows that shot them down like birds.
I want to believe I Can
But It's so easy staying where I am.
- M
