#natalievoxing

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What's in a name? // Joxing (feat. Natalie)

Some of his favorite moments were the reunions with his daughter. In such a short time, their bond was stronger than he'd ever experienced before, and this sweet little girl was his entire world. As he was let into the house and caught sight of her and she of him, they both came alive while her arms outstretched for daddy. "Talie!" He exclaimed with vibrant enthusiasm as he reached down and picked up his angel. With a light, short toss in the air, her giggle filled the air with its brilliant force as he caught her and pulled her back into him. Her little legs wrapped around him as he turned to her mother for the hard part. It was his weekend, which meant Sherri had a few nights without her. He knew how that felt, and he wished they had a better solution so neither had to part with Natalie this way.

Always lingering longer than he should, he abused these shared moments to be selfish with Sherri. "You look good. How's work goin'?" He began with the usual idle exchange, but these words hurt more than he ever tell a soul. This was the girl who turned his world around, and she was still the one plaguing his mind at night with the what ifs. Clearing his throat, he needed to ask her something today because if he didn't do it now, he might lose the nerve. Too long he had put this off, so he just went for it. "Can we sit down and talk for a second? Before I go..."

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It's a Wonderful Life // Cas, Sherri, and Natalie

The last year had changed Sherri Voxing and Castello Jacobsen's lives eternally, and Cas only wished the ending to that tale would have been a happy one. As the next few weeks passed, he was sure he would be asked many more times what he wanted for Christmas, but he had no answer this year. Not one that could be given simple words.

As he opened some of the boxes, he riffled through them a little in preparation for the girls. Coby and Josh were going to take on the decoration of the outside a little later, having received repeated warning to be careful and not fall off any ladders while they were out there. Currently, they were finishing up with their room.

It was no surprise that Christmas music was filtering through the Jacobsen home as they brought the season to life. With a knock, Castello was on his feet before the next beat of the song. Swinging the door open, anyone could see Castello's answer to that age-old question: 'what do you want for Christmas?'

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Phone Calls about Trees // Sherri & Cas

Castello: [After much debate with himself and with his brothers, Cas made a choice and picked up the phone. Leaning against the wall, he dialed the Walters' number and waited as it rang, taunting him with his idiotic ideas.]

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What is one thing you wish to change about yourself and why?

The piece of me, whatever it is, that made me run…because there’s now like this, this void in my mind and in my heart where six months of my daughter’s life and where nine months of discovering all the weird quirks Sherri had is supposed to be. It’s just…empty. So I’d like that back.

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How're you spending Thanksgiving?

I’ll spend it with my brothers, probably. It’s Natalie’s first, so er, I’d like to see her for a little while. I honestly don’t know.

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What's a serious dream of yours that you intend on carrying through?

To be a man worthy of being Natalie’s dad. There’s no stronger dream for me than for Natalie to look at me when she says ‘daddy’ for the first time.