#nbclub

[swallowingdarkness]

would anyone b interested in forming a art(visual/verbal/music) collective/mag/club ?

[dansxmusic-blog]

Speed up your pace We are walking way too slowly We're not running from anything But there's always something that could hold me Are we looking for a hiding place? Or are we looking for our better days? We're running now With fear in our eyes That the Emperors could be beaten down Because it seems there's always a high price Are we trying to leave our roots behind Or are we trying to become one of a kind?

Brotherhood

[dansxmusic-blog]

Four walls are way too restrictive To us Just a narrow space where to live But not grow We need the endless sky We need the green grass We need the dark night Crowded with stars We need to get out And see what we've missed Because you can find poetry and beauty In an empty wall But after a few times, the inspiration will fall And you'll have to take the ashes out So that they can reload.

"House couldn't hold us"

[dansxmusic-blog]

Something inside of me suddenly breaks. And in a moment the landscape in my head, The breathtaking picture of a flourishing garden Colourful, overwhelmingly scented Home for my positive thoughts and my joys Peaceful and healing, Is devastated. The flood coming from my heart Turns it into a rough sea Determined to take control on everything that comes in its way Transforming the place in a dangerous trap. And on the outside, this excess vents from a few tears Falling from my eyes.

[dansxmusic-blog]

This sunset warms my heart. I imagine the Sun slowly giving up his daily task, Weary but content, Showing up his best colors Which he left for the end In a last flash of strenght. Now I am the Sun. When I close the door behind me, Leave my bag on the floor, I look out of the window And I see another day is done. But I did my best. I've shined my brightest light. Have I fulfilled my aim? Have I shed light on the best part of me? And made people take something good out of it? If the answer is 'yes' then I can enjoy the night And leave the day behind.

sunset

[gbyemyluv]

stomach acid battery acid it's all the same

you can keep a clock on your bedside table

but that's not going to stop you from waking up in the middle of the night

sleep paralysis arms and thundering heart

i like to get my friends to hold my hand

otherwise i'll forget i'm real

did you know that no matter how hard i've tried i still haven't broken my finger?

Longing for a feeling of satisfaction

sometimes i try so hard to get there i miss it entirely

i land in a place on the outskirts of town

my knee bleeding and my bike tire spinning

think of the ghosts that swim beneath the lake water

once a year we take our boats out and drop gifts in for them

i missed it this year, like i miss most things

i think i'm insatiable, will never be fully filled

get someone to stand between your ankles and it still feels like nothing

i'd cry but that's not me

not anymore that is

i used to be a never ending faucet and now i'm an empty well

i'm eating from the palm of your hand, putting on the act

my teeth are sharp, don't think i won't bite

you'll never fill me

[gbyemyluv]

father drink the dead man's water

bury your face in it, scream into it

sun's coming out tonight

let it hit the rocks i keep on my shelf

camera snapshot, the virgin mary

camera snapshot, sacrificial rabbit

stillborn baby- that should've been me

past lover bought me a crystal

i'm inhaling the water

i am the water

grandma got me a box of glass candy

it made my gums bleed

pink and reds, those were the baby's eyes

she leaves a lipstick stained mug in my room

rose quartz to keep the ghosts away

my uncles were hoarders

they lived until their house consumed them

perfect knife

shapes like gasoline in a puddle

colours the same

live and let die

[gbyemyluv]

ink drilled in leaving perfect puncture wounds

my mom didn't cry when she saw me

fill a tooth up with black

saw it in half

let the ghost into your body

scream for the crowd

cry and demand that this is the moment

that you have been waiting for all

your life

if i blew glass i would end up crumbling

my dust would fill it up like

a dirty lung

and no matter how hard it dilated it

wouldn't be able to get me out

how far can you stretch the bones on your hand

before they pop apart

i'm not the grotesque kind i promise

think about lines going down your chin

indications that you are a good mother

drooling wine down your chin

you sleep heavily

i don't know if we could ever wake you up

i don't know if we want to

orange peels to practice

rubber skin to try again

now it's time for the real deal