I desperately wish I could be with everyone from NCIS right now. I miss them all so much, I feel lost and lonely without them. I haven't felt THIS strongly about a source like, ever. I miss them so bad. Even if I were to find my sourcemates (which feels impossible tbh) in this world it could just never be the same and it sucks so bad. I'm not used to feeling so strongly about a source and it really sucks. I'll never be able to get back everyone I had and it is awful. At least I have my memories and daydreams, I guess.
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