#neagtive

[pennamesareoverrated]

i am here to experience pain

to feel my ribs break and shatter with every excruciating breath

to have known the loving touch of another only to lose it in the end

to give pieces of myself away and never have them come back

we kill ourselves from the inside

in every waking moment with every voluntary movement

what are we but suffering

we break and mend ourselves time and time again but what has been lost can never be returned

i have lost all senses of myself crushed stardust all over the floor on which i tread

who i once was is who i will never again be

a lost soul, in this universe stuck in a vessel no longer mine (and perhaps never was)

cursed to never return home

[goldencardinal]

I’m really struggling tonight with my depression and rp anxiety. I want to reply to more stuff and start more rps especially because I have so many ideas that I want to do, but I don’t have the right characters to do them with (ie Kikimora, a consistent Belos). It’s like I am overwhelmed by all the ideas I want to do and I have no outlet.

But on top of that I have a lot going on irl especially since I will be starting a new job tomorrow on top of my other one. And I’m failing really hard at not crying and having it be that time of the month makes all my emotions even worse. I don’t want to go to bed yet, but I might hop off here for now...

[malewifefirestar]

Fuck off Lusamine hater

FINALLY GOT ONE BOYs

[redlexx]

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa

[50schick313]

I cannot delete my main blog without losing my other blogs that I certainly love and use daily. I really feel this main blog needs to be removed but I don’t want to lose my secondary ones so I will be creating a new blog under this account but will no longer be using this main blog actively. if you would like my new blog name let me know in a IM and I will try to get back to you. thank you!

[partlysmith]

nnnnn been feeling that isolated single pain again a lot lately

i don’t even have any outlets for meeting people, i don’t socialize with anyone irl (more than necessary) and my online social circles are small and rarely ever have new people coming in

and it doesn’t even matter if someone comes to me first because i’ll still just be apprehensive and let them drive the conversation to the point where i’ll just stop talking whenever i run out of things to say, i don’t act i just react

i don’t have the initiative to seek out others

i have the desire but no means of obtaining it

[gfslasher-remade]

big fu ckigng mood is when you ran ut fof anxiety meds two days ago and now your anxiety is so bad yiu hahve a fcujgign outbrut s for no fuckign resaosn! i cant e vvben type proeperly im Die

[dirovinare]

im literally dying im going to vomit and if i have the flu i have to go to the hospital andibdont have insurance so? guess ill die