Nebulademisexual
A neuro-specific orientation under the asexual and grey-asexual umbrellas. It describes an individual whose sexual attraction is entirely dormant (asexual) until a singular, long-term romantic bond is established (demisexual). Because of the individual’s neurodivergence, the resulting attraction is experienced as a "nebulous" overlap of sensory impulses, emotional dependency, and physical need that they may struggle to categorise or navigate. Unlike typical demisexuality, this attraction is "singular" occurring only for one specific person, effectively making them allosexual for that partner while remaining asexual toward the rest of the world.
I finally worked out a definition
@i-know-too-many-greek-myths I feel like you should be tagged since you are the indivdual.
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