#needashoulder

[raketenfeinstaub]

Sad Bird, Sad Song. “Our heads are firmly fixed in the ground. What we didn’t see. Well it can’t be real. The sun is coming up and it’s going down. But it’s all the same at the end of the day. I’ll try to put a word in for you. Need a shoulder? Well if that’s the case you know there’s nothing I wouldn’t do.” Oasis. . . . . . . . #sadsong. #sadbirds #headintheclouds #needashoulder #thesuniscoming #mareikeknevels #itsnicethat #dailypost #dailyillustration #watercolourart #watercolorillustration #becreative #oasis #weirdbirds #dailysound #snippets #penandpaper #habibi #saddaysareok #okay #happyeverafter #dailysketches #art #fineart #artandwords #poems #lyrics https://www.instagram.com/p/B_mOe1zBcnj/?igshid=1x2mkk4s6ehec

[a-little-drop-of-sad]

Khó tính

Bỗng nhiên nhận ra là khả năng kiềm chế của mình càng ngày càng bị bào mòn. Dễ tức giận, khó chịu, nổi cáu với những người xung quanh. Đôi khi cảm thấy khó chịu với chính bản thân mình. Tự hỏi, mình đang bị làm sao vậy? Mình vẫn còn trẻ cơ mà? Sao lại trở nên già úa, cáu bẩn như bà cô 50 thế này. Cảm giác mệt mỏi và lo sợ ùa đễn từ mọi phía, làm sao để thoát ra được đây. Đôi khi rất "thèm" một bà vai để dựa vào những lúc lòng dậy sóng.

[tequilitaaa-sunrise]

Like I said. I love him. He's gone now. I feel lonely. My bed is empty. The passenger side of my car is empty. The other side of the kitchen table is empty. I dont know if I should cry and let everything out OR should I tough it out. Two years with him by my side and now emptyness. Not a single sound.

[klagmaychau]

Finishing a draft...

I feel like I did in September all over again. Like I still have feelings for someone, and they're moving forward with someone else. Mentally, I'm happy for them. I'm happy they can actually be happy. But this time, emotionally, I guess I am feeling shittier because I know I made this person happy. Yet, this feeling is hurting me more than I ever thought it would. I gotta get over it through, I'm stronger than this. The difference between this time and last time? Last time that guy was in another state, and this time.... he's not. But I'm happy at the same time. I just wish I could figure out my feelings, so I know once and for all. I wish I knew how he felt, how he honestly felt about me. I wish I could be mad, but I know that he needs time to figure himself out. But if he moves forward with someone else after saying that, I don't know how I would take it. I really don't wanna find out either. I just want to lay down and cry, I don't want to say anything but just lay there, being held by someone and just cry. Maybe just sleeping works too? I don't really know, I should probably talk to people to get my mind off of it. I need to be back to my chipper self. Worrying does nothing for me except create more stress within my mind.