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a text I'm too afraid to send:
2:09 am: if you ever mess someone up the way you fucked with me. Shame on you. No one deserves to go through that, and you don't deserve to have the pleasure of being the one to cause it. Go fuck yourself, because no one else is ever going to want to do it for you once they see how you enjoy tormenting those that trusted you.
Another Panic Attack
Feel so trapped in my house, room, mind. Because when it starts I can't escape. I can't leave the room without me. I can't read, watch, play, or listen over the sound of my thoughts. All I can do is sit in silence, and wait for the panic to subside, for the stabbing pain in my chest to give me a break. The worst is not knowing when it'll end.
But it will. They always do.