It is ok to not have it all together, no one says you have to. As a Christian I have realized I do not have to be perfect,in fact, that is the best part, none of us are. We have all been damaged and broken in some way: flawed, yet God, saw something, in us all worth saving, long before we were aware. I now know it is ok to let your guard down and show the imperfections, to show people that life sometimes gets the better of you, that no matter how hard you try, and how much you smile: sometimes inside we are hurting and feel broken, and do not have all the answers. While I am thankful and blessed to be worthy of God's love and Jesus's blood I am still a work in progress. No matter how hard I may try it is ok, God knows. As Christians, we are called to bring others to Him, to show how His love, grace and mercy can save. So maybe instead of always trying to show how we have it all together, we need to show that we are broken and works in progress. Maybe others seeing our imperfections and brokenness and being able to relate to it will draw them closer, giving us a chance to witness to them. I know I am better than I used to be, but not as good as I can be. I need Jesus every minute of every day